Running.

That was all I could do, that was all my legs would do, but I kept on running.
The pouring rain was falling onto the dark streets causing puddles to form and cars to drive even more carefully then usual.
Wiping my dripping wet hair from my face I kept on running away from his house.

Wooyoung's house

The saddening tears fell down my cheeks, mixing with the rains drops as it continued to downpour.
As my feet stepped into the forming puddles, splashes of water pushed upwards and onto my trousers, drowning them completely. My trainers now fully soaked, even my socks began to grow damp.

What did I do to deserve this?

••

"I'm sorry y/n but there was nothing more we could do. We're sorry for your loss."

My heart shattered the moment the doctor spoke those very words, the words I never thought I would ever hear. "But there must be, he can't be dead." I cried, "everything will be ok-" the doctor reassured but I was quick to cut him off. "How? I just lost my father? How will everything be ok, I have no one left in this world, no one"

He was the only man, my father was the only man who brought me into the world and my father was the only man who took care of me since I was born. 
My father had passed away due to stage 4 cancer.

Letting my legs fall beneath me I collapsed onto the ground, a nearby nurse ran to my aid holding onto my caving body. I didn't want to live anymore, not without my father.
"It's ok" she calmed as she brought me into her embrace, her warm presence making me relax ever so slightly. "I'm so sorry" she whispered, "I lost my father last week too, you aren't the only one."

Crying further I held onto her like my life depended on it. "This cannot be real, this is only a dream right?" I asked as I looked up to her, her face only showing all she could. Honesty.

This was real.

"Come on" she calmed as she brought me back to my feet. "Let's get you out of here." Looking over my shoulder I looked at the room where my father laid to rest. He had just passed away a few moments ago.
He would never wake up again, I will never see his bright eyes or his wonderful smile ever again, I was lost. As much as I would want to stay beside his side he would want me to carry on, he would want me to persevere.

As I came to the end of the hallway I saw a man in a black suit talking to one of my fathers any doctors. "What's going on?" I whispered, just loud enough for the nurse to hear my words.
"He's here for you y/n" she replied as she looked across to me. "What. Why?" I asked in panic, my body immediately pulling itself away from her grip.

"Y/n" the doctor called with a smile. "This is Mr Choi, he's here to talk to you about your father." Shaking my head I stepped away. "N-no, I'm not ready to let him go." The nurse looked at me with sadness, "y/n it needs to happen." "No" I cried.

"Y/n we understand you're going through a tough time but this needs to be spoken of. You're the only family left." He was right, I was the only one left.

Turning on my heel I ran for the hospitals exit, pushing the door wide open the evenings sunset welcomed me into the world.
As I heard my name being called by the doctors all I could do was run, I didn't want this to happen.

So I ran to the only persons house. The only person I had left in this life.

My boyfriend Wooyoung.

Running through the crowded streets and deserted roads I saw his house in the far distance. My smile immediately brightening when I knew I was growing closer to him, I knew he would be there to pull me into his arms and tell me everything will be ok.

As my breathing decreased I reached the front door of his house, his black Audi parked outside on the driveway. He was inside, I'm just near seconds away from him.

Knocking on the door my heart began to race, looking through the window the living rooms bright light lit up the small room. "Wooyoung" I cried as I knocked on the door again and again.

Looking around I knew he had always kept a spare key lying around on the floor. Retrieving it from underneath a old plant pot I unlocked the door and ran inside.
Searching each room on the lower ground he was no where to be seen, the only room he would most likely be in was his bedroom.

Heading for the stairway I ran up the stairs and straight for him. Upon calling his sweet name I pushed the door wide open.

That was then my heart stopped.

His naked body was hovering over a unknown girls body as they shared a passionate kiss. Their attention immediately turning towards me once they noticed my presence.
My mouth fell ajar as did my eyes, how could he do this to me?

"Woo" I called with a whimper, I had no energy to speak.
Standing from the bed he grabbed his dressing down and quickly covered up his naked body, "y/n, it's not what it looks like" he calmed as he lifted his hand in defence. Once he noticed the cold and crushed look on my face he knew there was more to what I had just witnessed.

Taking a step back the girl stood to her feet, "who is this baby?" She asked innocently as she wrapped her arms around his body. "T-this i-is" Wooyoung stuttered.

"His girlfriend or should I say ex." Turning on my heel I ran out of the room, more tears now beginning to fall, my heart breaking in two. Hearing Wooyoung's soft plea from the floor above I shook my head in disbelief.
Opening up the front door I slammed it shut behind me, throwing away the key into a nearby bush.

Looking up to the nights sky it had now turned a dark shade of grey, the clouds mixing with one another as the sun was hidden away.

What did I do to deserve this?

••

Exiting out of Wooyoung's street I came out onto a unknown road, a road he had always told me never to go down, specially during the night and especially when I was alone.

Pulling my hood over my head a small puddle of water spilled onto my upper back, causing me to squeal due to the sudden coldness. It's cold liquid draining down my back made me cry in disgust.

Crossing my arms over my body I continued to walk down the dark streets, the rain still drizzling onto the city.
Hearing the ringtone of my phone in my back pocket I squeezed my eyes shut in vein. The only person who would be calling me was the guy who I had just lost.

Looking at the caller ID a photo of myself and him popped up onto the screen. Pressing the red decline button I sent him straight to my tenth voicemail.
Once I placed my phone back into my pocket I looked down to my pale hands, they were shrivelled and cold from the nights breeze.

Scanning my surroundings I was all alone, there was no other soul to be seen, only myself was here.
Running across the main road I came to a small bridge which had the cities lake passing through it.

Looking over the edge the water was rough, rough enough to pull someone's weak body beneath the surface, drowning them completely.

Lifting my head up to the sky the water rapidly hit my face, "I'll be with you soon dad."
Picking up my body I stood up and onto the ledge of the bridge.
Holding out my arms I softly breathed in the air letting it fill up my lungs for one final time.

As I took a step a males voice called my name, jolting in fright i fell back from the bridge, their terrified scream shouting after me as my body hit the wet ground.

"Y/n" they called, but I couldn't make out who it was. "Y/n can you hear me." My ears were ringing inside my head as i tried to figure out who the male was. "Don't leave me" they whispered as they held my body close.

The moment their scent flew up my nasal passage I figured out who it was. "It's going to be ok, everything will be ok."
Looking up I saw Wooyoung with red and puffy eyes. 
"Look at me y/n, everything will be ok."
Hearing the vivid sounds of sirens in the distance my body began to grow even weaker.

"No, don't leave me, you only hurt your arm, h-how?" He stuttered as he inspected each and every part of my body. "You're ok, you're fine" he reassured.

As an array of bright blue lights blinded my eyes I turned my head to see multiple people running toward me.

Releasing my grip from Wooyoung's arm he screamed my name in pain. "Sir, we need you to step away." A woman's calm voice demanded as she came to my aid.
Kneeling down she placed an oxygen mask over my face. "She's hurt her back badly, we need a stretcher as soon as."

Looking over to Wooyoung he was sat on the ground with his head in his hands. As my eyes began to close I felt my body weakening further.

"Stay with me y/n" a paramedic called as they held onto my hand. "Stay with me" we're the last words I heard before my eyes close.

••

Present Time

"NO" I screamed at the top of my lungs, my body jolting up right in the bed. Holding my hand over my warm chest my heart was racing rapidly. Sweat running down my forehead and onto my cheeks as I heard my boyfriends voice.

"Baby"

Looking over to the door Wooyoung came running in, fear plastered over his face by my sudden scream. As my hands begun to shake I called his name softly.
"Wooyoung...I-I w-was"
"Shhh" he reassured as he came to me, wrapping his around my frame as he held me close.

"You just had a nightmare babygirl, I'm here everything will be ok." He calmed as he rubbed his hand up and down my back.
Crying into his chest he felt my body shaking underneath his touch.

"I had a dream that my dad had died and you cheated on me all in one night. I kept thinking what I had done to deserve this"
"Oh babygirl" he cooed as he pulled me back, cupping my cheeks he looked into my eyes.

"I'm sorry for causing this argument" i cried. "You aren't worthless, you aren't pathetic and you aren't a disgrace. I was just angry and it all came out at once, I'd didn't mean to hurt you."
"Don't be sorry" Wooyoung spoke, "I'm sorry too, I'm sorry for not telling you where I am, I'm sorry for speaking down to you and I'm sorry for not being a good boyfriend when you've needed me most."

"Don't leave me" I cried as he nuzzled his head into the crook of my neck.
My hearts rate was now pumping back to normal, my breathing was now even and steady.

"I won't ever leave you my princess." Wooyoung assured. "It was all just a bad dream."
"Can you sleep with me, I don't want you staying in the spare room anymore" I admitted making him smile.

"Of course my angel. I'll be with you, right where you need me."