{It is bad that I cried writing this?}

"Here, have this" San said handing me a warm cup of tea.

I smiled taking the cup from his hands, immediately warning mine up. "Thanks Sannie" I whispered.

"Have you seen him yet?" He asked taking a seat next to me, I shook my head. "No, I bet he won't even want me here" I muttered. San wrapped his arm around my shoulder, "Y/n you've been here for a week now and I can tell that it's killing you inside. You never know till you try."

Since the day Wooyoung arrived at the hospital I've done nothing but sit outside his room, waiting for him to wake up.

"Take my advice y/n and go see him. I'll be here" he says sending me a reassuring smile.

Standing up with hesitation I took a deep breath as I looked at the white door in front of me.

Opening the door I saw Wooyoung's fragile body. It was attached to different wires and even a breathing tube was up his nose. He looked exhausted. As I took a seat next to him I picked up his cold hand and intertwined it with mine.

Opening his eyes he looked directly into mine, I showed a hopeful smile as he woke up. "What are you doing here?" He asked bitterly as he pulled it hand away from mine.

"Woo..I-" I cried.

"No, I don't want to hear your silly excuses. You're the reason why I'm here, you're the reason why I've ended up like this. Get the hell out" he spoke angrily.

"Baby-"

"This is all your god damn fault. Do you know what the doctors told me when I arrived. They said I was under so much stress I collapsed, yet you were the one who was stressing me out. You're so selfish, you only care about yourself. Why don't you just leave." He yelled.

I looked at him with sadness, tears fell down my cheeks. His words crushed me. "Didn't you hear me already, leave" he screamed. I wiped away my tears as I turned around and ran out of the room. "Wait y/n" San shouted after me as I ran. I didn't bother looking back, the hospital was now fading further and further away.

•

With the heavy rain pouring in the streets the water ran down my clothes, making me shiver and sneeze.

Pulling out my phone I checked all the missed calls, texts and voicemails I had from the boys. My heart sank as I listened to their voicemails, all the voices but one in particular.

Crossing the street I heard the sudden noise of a car's horn and tires skidding along the wet ground.

The last thing felt was my body being thrown to the ground.

Wooyoung's POV:
"What the hell's wrong with you?" San asked as he came into the room.

"What the hell's wrong with me?" I retorted. "More like that the hell's wrong with her. Why is she even here San? The last thing I need is for her to be here an make my situation even worse. The doctors told me how stressed I was and then the puzzles came together knowing she was making it worse." I said with disgust.

"You know she isn't the blame for this so don't you dare put this all on her Wooyoung. That isn't fair." Dani, Seonghwa's girlfriend said in anger as she and the boys entered the room.

"Like you know how it feels working 24/7" I spoke in anger. "Don't speak to her like that" Seonghwa commented. I rolled my eyes, "She's the blame and I don't want to see her." Hongjoong sighed, "She was just supporting you Wooyoung. She knew your limits and tried to stop you but you ignored her and kept going. We all saw how she tried to help you but you pushed her away."

"She's been here in this hospital ever since you arrived. She hasn't left to go home, yet we've all told her too. She hasn't slept or eaten in days. She's been sitting here worried sick about you thinking where she went wrong. She constantly asked us if she was doing enough and asked if this was all her fault. She's your fiancé Wooyoung." Yeosang spoke softly.

I sat in silence taking in what they said. I didn't know wether to believe them or ignore them.

With the door suddenly swinging open and banging against the wall Jongho ran in with worry on his face.

"Y/n is here" he shouted out of breath.

"I thought she left?" Yunho asked in confusion.

Jongho collapsed to the ground. "N-no she's here. She's been brought in on a stretcher from the ambulance, i don't think she's even breathing"

We all stood in shock and silence.

"What happened?" Mingi asked in worry.

"S-she was hit by a car" he said with tears in his eyes. "I don't know what their going to do with her. She isn't responding" he said with his voice breaking.

"I'm going to see her" Dani said running out of the room, rushing to see her older sister. Seonghwa and Yeosang following her close behind.

Few days later

Your POV
Slowly opening my eyes I heard soft beeping come from beside me. My throat felt dry and my arms were cold.

"Y/n?" A girls soft voice spoke from beside me.

Trying to move I was forced back down. "No rest up y/n" the girl spoke again. "Dani?" I asked with a rusty voice. "Yes it's me y/n. I'm here" she said.

"Where am I?" "You're in hospital y/n. You were hit by a car a few days ago." My eyes were now fully open. I looked around to see Dani sitting beside me holding onto my hand, Seonghwa close behind her with his hand on her shoulder and Yeosang sitting to my right. "Hey y/n" he said with a smile.

"Can you remember what happened?" Seonghwa asked. I lifted my hand to rub it against my forehead. "I-just remember seeing bright lights, a car's horn and tires skidding." Seonghwa looked down to Dani with a soft smile.

"I knew she would wake up" he whispered kissing her head.

"The driver was drunk" Yeosang said sitting closer. "He wasn't watching where he was going; but you're safe now, I'll go get the doctors and tell Wooyoung you're awake" Yeosang said standing from the chair.

"Wait who's Wooyoung?" I asked in confusion.

Yeosang suddenly stopped. Dani and Seonghwa froze. "What?" I asked. "Y-you don't remember Wooyoung?" Seonghwa asked. I chuckled nervously, "am I supposed to? Wait why am I wearing an engagement ring?" I asked now in absolute confusion.

"I'll go get the doctor" Yeosang said as he left the room. "Dani who's Wooyoung?" I asked but she just looked at me with sadness, "He's your fiancé" she answered.

"Fiancé?" They nodded. "Well if he's supposed to be my fiancé why isn't he here?" Dani took my hand. "H-he's also in hospital, he collapsed due to stress a few days ago and he hasn't been able to see you."

"Oh."

Soon Yeosang and the doctor walked into the room. "Ah y/n nice to see you awake, how are you?" He asked as he checked my blood pressure. "Ok I guess." The doctor smiled contently, "seems like you are recovering well y/n. It was quite a serious situation but luckily we managed to get you straight into surgery." He then turned to Dani, "just make sure your sister stays put and eats well, she's been through a lot." Dani nodded.

"As far as her fiancé" he said with a whisper, "it's only temporary, she will remember him but time will tell." He gave us all a smile before leaving the room.
"Well I'm starving" Yeosang said walking to the door, "I am too" Seonghwa agreed. "Go eat" I said to them all. Dani looked at me with hesitation, "go, you're hungry. It's not like I can go anywhere" I said with a chuckle. She squeezed my hand, "I'll be back soon, but in the meantime get some sleep."

•

"Y/n?" I woke up feeling pressure on my hand. "Please wake up baby. I'm here"

"Who are you?" I asked at the guy who sat in front of me. His smile faded, "baby, it's me Wooyoung. Your fiancé."

I looked at him, "I'm sorry I don't know who you are. Do you have the right room?" I asked making him sit back into his seat. "I knew she wouldn't remember me" he mumbled looking back at Dani. "She will, things just take time" she reassured him.

Wooyoung looked back to me, "I-I know you won't remember and you'll probably be mad at me but I'm the reason why you're here. You came to check up on me a few weeks ago but I fired back at you and put all the blame on you. You ran out of here and got hit by a car later that evening."

"So he's the reason why I'm here?" I repeated asking Dani who nodded with a sad yes. "You're a heartless person" I spat. "I know. I know" he said looking away. "I'll go" he stood from his seat and left the room.

I looked down to my engagement ring to see it shining in the light, it was beautiful. As much as I wanted to take it off something deep down was telling me to keep it on.

"He's trying y/n" Dani said sitting in the empty chair. "He clearly isn't a proper fiancé if he's the reason why I'm here-" "He wasn't thinking straight, no one knew you would end up here." She said in defence.

"Now you're defending him?" I asked in annoyance. "I'm not" she fought. "You've been together for 4 years. He loves you so much and he's devastated by the fact that you don't remember him." I looked away from her with a scoff. "I need time" I answered.

Knock knock

"Sorry to disturb you but visiting hours are over" a nurse softly spoke as she stood by the door. "I'll see you tomorrow" she said hugging me gently. "Love you" she whispers. "Love you too" I say as she leaves.

•

After dinner I sat in my bed twiddling my thumbs and looking at my engagement ring. "Why can't I remember you?" I asked to myself. "Did we have a good relationship, did we love eachother?"

"We did." I jolted seeing Wooyoung stood by the door. "What the heck are you doing here? You'll get caught." He chuckled as he closed the door behind him. "They know we're together, it's fine." He reassured taking a seat on my bed.

"But answering to your question, we did love eachother. It was love at first sight." He held my hand in his, "we did everything together, we supported one another in every way we could and done whatever we could. I'm sorry for being the reason why you are here, i truly am. When Jongho told us you were here I was lost for words. I thought...I thought you were going to die." Tears brimmed in his eyes, my heart sank at the sight.

He kissed the back of my hand. "You have no idea how much I want you to remember me but the doctors say time will tell. It could be days, weeks, months, god knows how long. I love you so much. We were meant to be getting married in 3 months" he cried with his voice breaking.

I moved my hand so I could wipe away the falling tears. "I may not remember but I would love to relive those moments with you Wooyoung" I said with a smile. "Maybe that could help me regain my memory quicker if we do." He smiled happily, "I would like that very much. I love you so much."

"I would say I love you too but it just feels weird saying it without me meaning it." Wooyoung kissed my forehead. "It's fine, I know you do but I'll wait for the time to hear you say it again. No matter how long it takes."