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He looked around, the darkness surrounding him. "Why are you here?" The voice of what sounded like San asked. Sounding more mad than happy that he was somehow there. "I never invited you. You invited yourself and got used. Not my fault." 

He could feel a tear stroke down his cheek. "What do you mean?" He asked the invisible San. He got no reply. "What do you mean!?" He screamed out into the darkness. He didn't get an answer. He looked around and only saw darkness. "NO!"

He sat up abruptly from sleep. "Wooyoung." Hongjoong soothing voice asked from beside him. He looked over at his Hyung and saw the distress and worry deep behind his eyes. Where Hongjoong was good at hiding it until you knew him, he couldn't hide his feelings.

"What happened?" Hongjoong asked him, rubbing circles on his arm, making him feel safe. "I- I" He shook his head not wanting it to be true for some reason. Hongjoong's wiped the tear strokes off his face, then cupped his cheeks. 

Hongjoong leaned in and looked into his eyes. He didn't meet his gaze and looked at the older's arms. He felt a pair of lips against his suddenly. He didn't have time to push the older off because he got off by himself. 

"W-What? What was that for?" He asked Hongjoong. Hongjoong didn't move his hands. "Did that feel right?" "W-What, No!" He replied shaking his head and wiping his lips. "Did it feel right when you kissed San?" Hongjoong asked him making him freeze.

"W-w-what do you mean?" He asked. It felt right, it felt amazing. I wish I could have it more. "I don't know." Your' lying. "Your lying." He shot his head up at the Knowingness in Hongjoong's voice. 

"Y-yes." He whispered under his breath. 'What?" "Yes!" He said louder, making Hongjoong stare at him even more, in a way of getting things out and helping to fix them. "When you kissed Megan like that, did it feel like it did with San?" Hongjoong lifted his chin up, making their gazes meet.

"No." He looked at Hongjoong's Minion neck pillow he was wearing. The older must've been up for a while. "What was your dream about?" "S-Sannie said he used me. And th-that I i-invited myself in. He never invited me." By now his cheeks were soaked with tears. The two let them fall. A tear fell down Hongjoong's cheek as well. 

"That's not true. We'll figure it out. Okay?" Hongjoong brought him in for a tight hug. "w-what happened yesterday night?" He asked him in the hug, sobbing a little. While he could feel Hongjoong's tears soaking his shirt as well.

"Seonghwa got really mad at me. And said he was dating someone." He hugged the older, he knew the other had a little friendship with Park Seonghwa, but never knew he had feelings for Seonghwa. "It's okay Hyung." "No, its not. I kissed him and he kissed me back. Then got all angry that I kissed him, and said that he was already dating someone." Hongjoong cried out, letting sobs escape from him.

He let it happen, trying to dry up his own tears. He knew Hongjoong never let anything out, he was too strong for himself. Hongjoong needed this more than he did himself. "It's okay, everything will be alright." Hongjoong just shook his head and cried into his shirt.

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He got up form the bed with Hongjoong. Leaving Yeosang and Yunho to still be asleep somehow. Walking to the door Hongjoong was griping onto his shirtsleeve not letting go. "Hongjoong." He said turning around. "Remember that, whever you feel down come talk to me, Yunho, and or Yeosang. We love you." Hongjoong offered a small smile and nod.

He opened the door to reveal Jongho standing on the other side of the hallway. "What?" He asked Jongho, with a little bit of intrest of why he would be standing there. "You weren't evesdropping were you?!" Jongho shook his head. "I wouldn't do that. I'm here because I need to talk to you Wooyoung."

He looked at his Hyung and then back to Jongho again. "Why?" Jongho looked at Honjoong for a moment. "In private." 'Whatever you need to say to me can be said in front of him." He said, eyes not leaving Jongho's gaze.

Jongho nodded his head. "Okay. Well San's at Seonghwa's house. And Seonghwa has to stay here for maybe a week or two, because Seonghwa can't be around San for a while. No one except Mr. Park's can be around him. 

"No. Seonghwa cannot stay here for week or two." "Why?" Jongho asked with a raise of an eyebrow. "Because we said so. This is our apartment." "Where we all stayed two days and one night at, and where you and San bonded for an hour or two before San ran away." Jongho spat out. Making the two's heads fall down.

"What I mean." Jongho said, his voice suddenly getting soft and caring written all over it. "San's only family is us. His Father is his Father. His Dad's are Jimin, Hoseok, and Yoongi. And we are all his brothers. I think you know how that feels." 

He and Hongjoong nodded. "You were in there crying with a brother. San is at Seonghwa's house crying with his Dad's." Jongho said, making his head look up at the other. Hongjoong never let go of his sleeve. "Why would San be crying?" "I dont know. But I know he is, Seonghwa doesn't lie when it comes to us. He wouldn't lie that San's crying, if San didn't cry he wouldn't have mentioned it."

"Okay, is that all?" He asked Jongho, tears threghting to fall from his face. "No but for now it is." Jongho said making Hongjoong's tears from his eyes fall. The two nodded their heads and walked towards the Living room. 

Hongjoong walked into the Kitchen to make Breakfast. He walked into the bathroom, making sure to lock the door behind him. And let all his tears fall silently.