August 10th

It has been 6 months since you went into a coma. It is still hard to believe that this happened again. The first time you went in a coma, it wasn't nearly this long.
I don't know what to talk about now. Whenever we would talk, I would listen to your response. Now, I listen to the constant beeping of the heart monitor. I try not to look at all the machines that you are hooked up to you to keep you you alive.
Why is it whever I write a letter to you, I always get so depressing?
It has to be the fact that you were always there to cheer me up.
See? There I go again. Getting depressing again...
Snotlout cam to visit you not that long ago. It is weird... Seeing him like this.
It's strange, because even though I haven't known our friends for so long, it seems I know more about them than I thought.
Nothing has been the same since you went into a coma. Nothing feels the same.
But its not easy to describe what I am talking about.
I hardly understand it.

Please wake up soon...
Astrid <3