Prompt: Why do you do this..
angst
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"John mon ami perk up! I'm sure he's just late from work again" Lafayette put his head into Johns lap

John nodded "Yeah..sure.."

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"Hamilton easy on the hair!"

"I'm not the one who pulled us into a office closet for a make-out session!"

"This could turn into more than a make-out session baby" Thomas leaned in till light flooded his eyes

"Boys!? What are you doing?!" Washington yelled

Hamilton sputtered "Jefferson attacked me!"

"What?!"

Washington growled "go home. both of you."

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Alex panted and rested his head on Thomas's chest

"Told ya" he smiled smugly down at Alex's broken form, Alex smacked his chest, Thomas chuckled softly and pulled Hamilton further into his side

"Hey.. what about John?" Thomas looked down at Alex

He shrugged "I only slept with him once, he's my best friend I'm sure he'll understand" Alex traced shapes on Jefferson's abs, who climbed on top of him
"Round two~?"

Alex pushed him off the bed and looked down at him smugly
"I have to get home"

Thomas posed on the floor and smirked "this body is your home"

Alex snorted and rolled over hiding his smile "I'm gonna get dressed pervert"

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"I'm home~" Alex sang and walked in

John sat on the couch, facing him and boy was he pissed

"What am I to you?" John stood up "I'm not some fudge toy Alexander!"

Alex was taken aback "what?"

John threw his hands in the air , pulling on his hair "why do you do this to me!? You seduce me then you hang me out to dry! You say it'll be ok but then you go running back to your manw*ore!"

Alex growled "he's a perfectly fine man John! I never loved you!"

John lowered his hands and looked at him with watery eyes "What.." he squeaked his voice now reduced to a whisper

Alex cupped his cheeks "I never loved you"

John broke down into tears, shoved Alexander into a wall and ran out

'Never loved you' those words echoed in Johns mind as he ran blindly down the streets of New York

—TIMUSKIPU—

John cried and raised his glass "to the groom!" He wiped his tears "and to the bride!" He winked playfully at Alexander

'He was charismatic'

Alexander rolled his eyes and snickered

'Magnetic'

John sniffled and hugged his friend

'Electric'

Lafayette placed his hand on Johns shoulder as he watched Alexander shoving cake in Thomas's mouth and kissing him

'He was a hybrid of a man who couldn't contain himself and..in that way..I understood him..and I loved him..I loved him, I loved him, I loved him..'

John gripped the tablecloth and excused himself from the room, sitting in the hallway on the floor quietly sobbing to himself

'And I still love him'

I love him

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Is it bad I like lams angst? *hugs John and pets his hair, kisses his head* it's ok bb

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