Readers pov

I awoke to the sound of pacing like it was loud 

'Ah fudge I didn't die'

'aren't normal people supposed to say yay?'  

'who are you?!'

'I'm you just.....smarter now stop arguing with yourself and see who kidna-er found you'

I snapped out of it and looked up my vision cleared to seen green slit orbs I punched whatever it was 

"ouch thats not how you treat a hero, cold kitten" it said

my vision clear to see Chat Noir

"If it isn't destiny destroyer couldn't you leave me to die?" I said coldly

he looked surprised "No I have to save everyone who's hurt"

I laughed sadly "You cant help someone who doesn't want help" 

he raised a eyebrow and had a confused look "I can help anyone I'm Chat Noir"

I smirked "Your more like the Grinch, Mr. I almost tried to murder a Christmas tree" I said

 he gasped "You saw tha- Wait don't turn the tables! you need help" he said

I burst out laughing again, tears stream down my face "I WANT TO DIE!" he  flinched as I went on 

"Everything is the same here! see the villain,catch the villain help save the world and repeat! I HAVE BEEN AKUMATIZED THREE TIMES!" I start laughing harder "THREE TIMES!! I WAS PHANTOM HEART,BROKEN HEART, AND DEMON GIRL"

his eyes widen and he starts walking toward me  

"EVERYTHING IS THE SAME AND YOU PEOPLE SEEM TO LOVE IT HERE DOING THE SAME THING EVERYDAY I WOULD RATHER DIE TO HE-"   

I felt a pair of soft lips on mine that tasted of peppermint I couldn't comprehend what was happening 

'HES KISSING ME?!'   

 'No dip Sherlock I couldn't guess'

'b-but its CHAT NOIR?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!?!'

'DUDE PUSH HIM OFF WE DON'T KNOW HIM MAYBE HES A KITTY PERV'

'Fine'

I pushed him off he looked at me a blinding light flashed and Chat de-transformed into.... ADRIEN AGRESTE?! 

'now I really want to die'

'nothing like exclaiming you hate your life to your crush nice going'

'there's a window' 

'we really have to stop talking its making her-us look weird' 

I snapped out of it and started to sweat nervously 

He looked at me sympathy lined his eyes

ouch.

before he could say anything I burst out 

"YOUR CHAT NOIR?!" 

he nodded and came closer to me "I didn't know you wanted to die kitten" he said

I slumped and stepped slowly towards the window "I can't see how you guys can do the same thing everyday and I'm so invisible to society" I said and hit the wall 

He looked at me emerald eyes met with E/c ones "I always noticed you" He blushed a bit even in our serious situation "I love you Y/n please I can help you" 

I put both of my hands on the window frames "You can't help someone who doesn't want to be helped" as I fell from the 6 story wind I heard him say 

"PLAGG CLAWS OUT!" 

(Dude with how long it takes you to transform she would have already been dead)

I was so close to the ground I closed my eyes and smiled but I felt no Impact I opened my eyes and those same slit green ones met my vision 

"If you die I die" He kissed me again I kissed back as the clock turned twelve he pulled back and de-transformed "Merry Christmas Y/n I love you" 

"Merry Christmas I love you to and happy explaining us to Chloe"

He groaned as I walked away giggling

I thought dying was my way out when really I just needed someone to bring me to life

And that someone is Chat Noir 💙