distraction to the oversized erection he was now pushing between my legs. A louder moan echoed into his mouth, and he responded with a low rumbling growl. Sending my core into a tail spin and arching into him more. His heavy grunt of satisfaction meant, I was now full of everything that was him. Then he moved, like a damn title wave crashing back into me. Biting my lip and pushing my head back.

    “To much?” He asked not stopping. I didn’t answer just shook my head no. Gasping for air, and feeling every inch of him. Knowing he was watching my face, I new better then to say anything hurt…fear of him stopping and never letting me have what I wanted. However it never hurt, he was either already being careful not to do so, or was just going how he wanted to. Either way, I wasn’t going to complain.

    A few more minutes of his hardness, and I was bout moaning off the roof. Begging him to go faster, harder. His groans and rumbles making me want him more.
    “MATIAS” Grabbing the sheets and almost ripping them to pieces.
    “Fuck Luna” his hands pushed harder on the spots between my head. Making it feel like he was pinning me down.   

    “Give it to me” pushing up and biting hit lip, taking another moan from him.
    “aww Luna” his eyes started rolling back, I smiled.   
    “I’m all yours baby, take me….make me yours” Pushing my breasts into his hard wet chest. Eyes flashing from gold to black, he growled in pleasure. Wiggling my hips when he thrust forward, I watched his face. Pleasure and lust covered every inch, dragging my fingers over his hard abs. Licking my lips in the process, pushing up higher. I wanted to bit his neck, I wanted more.
    He leaned down just enough for me to get my wish. Careful not to break skin, I nipped and sucked his neck. Releasing a few low growls and pushing harder into me. His release was something that always puts a smile on my face.

    “Damn Luna” Gasping for air and dropping beside me. Whipping my mouth and grinning, I was so happy. Giggling I rolled over onto him.
    “What?” rubbing my nose against his abs.
    “I’m out of shape for you” Chuckling and pulling my chin to look up at him.
    “Then we should do this more” placing my hands under my chin. A heavy laugh and we were back to normal…for the most part.


Its been a few weeks now, I ended up calling Sam and my father. Dad seemed to already know….stupid Monarch title. Turns out Marlene is Prego as well…go freaking figure. I now have what some would call a bump. Yea it’s a little annoying, but oh well. Matias has been giving me what I ask for, and has some what toned down the over protectiveness. He’s even set up a room, for the new pup.
    We agreed the pup would stay with us for a while, and then could be moved into his/her own room. The hardest part of this whole process was coming up with a name.

    “What about Diane?” He asked.
    “God no, what are we in the fifties?” Shaking my head and flipping threw the third baby name book.
    “Luna this is the twelfth name you have rejected.” Groaning and laying all the way down on are bed.
    “I want something different, something no one else has” Dropping the book on his stomach, making him tighten already hard muscles. Damn I could eat off those. Shaking my head before he notices I grab another book.
    “Different huh?” Turning his head to me.
    “Yea” Nodding while still looking threw the book.
    “Alright, come on” Sitting up and taking my hand.
    “Where are we going?” Following.
    “My office, well search the internet.” Smiling as I trail behind him.

Entering his office we sat down, me on his lap. The screen came to live as his tapped the mouse. Clicking the internet logo and waiting for it to load.
    “Alright, got any key words you want?” Leaning his head on my shoulder.
    “Umm not really” Shrugging.

    “Helpful” I kiss his nose, and smile. Chuckling he starts typing in random things. We look threw so many web sites, I’m starting to get dizzy.
    “Still nothing?” Asking me, while I now play with the mouse.
    “No, I just can’t find anything I am falling in love with.”
    “Okay, lets try something easier. What about the middle name” Turning around, I stair. I had completely forgotten about the middle name. He notices.

    “You forgot didn’t you?” Looking smug. I nod, biting my lip. Sighing his shakes his head at me.
    “This would be a lot easier if you would just have Doc tell you the sex”
    “No, that’s not right” Shaking my head.
    “Luna this isn’t the fifties anymore” Smirking at me.
    “Whatever” Sighing and turning back around.
    “Well what now?” Slipping his hands behind his head.
    “What if we….” I stopped myself.
    “What if we what?” Sounding more interested.
    “Nothing never mind”
    “No tell me” Turning me around.

    “Well, what if you came up with the middle name and I got a first name. The pup is already going to have your last name, so” I watched his face as he mulled it over.
    “That’s fine, I’ll think of two middle names and you can pick the first.” Smiling.
    “Really your okay with that?”
    “Yea, are we gunna get mad at the names I pick?” Raising an eyebrow.
    “No…why do you already have them?”
    “Well sorta” Smiling and looking down at the carpet.
    “Tell me” Shaking him.
    “Okay,” Laughing. “If it’s a boy I liked Lee, and a girl I wanted Lillian”  He didn’t move a muscle as I just sat there.
    “I like both of them.” I swear I heard his sigh of relief.
    “Well now you just have to think of a first name” Poking my nose.
    “Umm” Looking back at the screen……

Maybe if I….

Clicking  a few things into the subject bar, I wanted. Normally it’s the first five results you get that are what you want. Clicking the second one, and scrolling threw. I found it….the name I wanted. It fit and was good for both sexs.
    “GOT IT!” Matias jumped.
    “Geez, huh! Wait you found one you like?”
    “Yea, Its prefect. Plus it will work for a boy or a girl.”
    “Well lets hear it then”
    “Nope”
    “What? Why not?”
    “Because it’s a surprise.” Grinning and turning the computer off, so it can’t be found.
    “Luna, that’s not fair. I told you the names I picked.” Frowning as I got off and headed for the door.
    “Deal, besides I’m hungry” Shrugging and leaving him to gawk at me.

Heading downstairs, Tony was heading up. He paled at the sight of me.
    “Umm Luna” He whispered lowering his head.
    “Its fine Tony, don’t worry about it” Patting his shoulder.
    “Oh, thanks”
    “I’m making something to eat, are you hungry?” Giving him a award winning smile.
    “Please” Smiling back.
    “Okay, come down when your ready” Making it the rest of the way down.

I ended up having to have the same talk with Skylar, only it didn’t take as long. I decided I really wanted pork fried rice and orange glazed chicken. Lucky for me rice is filling and I made more of that then the chicken. I swear the pack only eats when I cook.
    “Cooking again Luna?” Doc sat down at the counter.
    “Oh hello Doc, yes” Flipping the rice.
    “Well just take it easy. Your pregnancy is different then most.” I stopped to look at her.
    “How so?”

    “I’m not really sure, I have the right answer for that. I’ve only ever seen one other pregnancy like yours before and it was for a full wolf. But you should really take it easy” She sighed rubbing the bridge of her nose.
    “What happened to the full wolf?” Turning fully around. Her eyes widened.
    “She’s fine, but…” She stopped when two members entered the kitchen. Smiling at them they walked out and into the back yard.
    “The baby was very tiny” I nodded.

Maybe now would be a good time for me to relax a little bit, I have been feeling a little weak and dizzy. Matias walked down stairs wearing a sexy pair of dark blue jeans and nothing else. Biting my lip. His smile warmed me all the way up, taking a seat next to Doc.
    “What you making beautiful?” Flashing me another organism smile.
    “Um… rice…chicken” Feeling over heated.

    “Sounds good” He defiantly known’s what he does to me. I turned around, before he could make it worse. Few more minutes and I was done cooking. Letting the guys grab what they wanted, Matias frowned when he saw me move out of the way.
    “Hell no” Growling and making the guys stop.
    “Matias?” sipping on my water.
    “Luna cooked it, she eats first” Taking my hand and grabbing a plate, filling it.
    “Its okay honey, really”

    “No its not, your pregnant and need to keep yourself strong.” Kissing my cheek. The rest of the pack nodded and moved out of the way.
    “I really can’t eat all that” Looking at the over piled plate.
    “I’ll eat some as well.” Making me sit on his lap. He finally nodded and everyone went to get their food. I ate maybe half, and had him finish. Needing some sleep I got down, my head was spinning and I just couldn’t think straight. Watching me like a hawk, Matias took my hand.
    “You alright?” I shook my head no. He frowned and picked me up. Holding me close, I didn’t want to be a burden. But at this rate I wasn’t must use to myself. Laying me on the bed, he covered me up, laying with me.

    “Feel sick?”
    “No, dizzy” Closing my eyes, and taking in his scent.
    “Want Doc?”
    “No, it should go away in a few minutes” Holding him to me.
    “How long?” I knew what he was asking.
    “A few days.”
    “Why didn’t you tell me?”
    “Cause you’d worry…like you are now” Smiling half heartily. Before he could speak I fell asleep.

Its been a few more weeks, and I have been getting sicker. I can’t stand without Matias’s help. Cooking has been left to Sara and Holly. The smell of food has my stomach flipping in and out. Doc comes to see me in my room, and its where I have been for the last four days. Matias has only left me to either speak to another member or to get me food, not that I’m eating much. I can see its killing him, not being able to help me.

    My father is flying in soon, and has offered to help out. I can hear the scrambling as everyone is cleaning and getting ready for him to show. Foolish really, my father could careless about the house being clean. Another shot of pain, and I burry my face into the god knows how many pillows around my body. I told you he would bubble wrap me….I guess pillows cost more. The bedroom door opens, the smell of Matias and my father hits me.
    “Daddy” Crying threw my pillow.

    “Easy baby girl” The bed sinks and his heavy hand touches my side. The mate bond has me feeling Matias, and its not a good feeling. I hate making him feel like its his fault. Another person enters, smells like Doc.
    “Monarch” She bows her head.
    “Doc” nodding and making the bed move a tiny bit.
    “We need to move her” She says a little scared of what will be said.
    “Where?”

    “My main office, it has all that I will need” Answering my father.
    “Okay”  His head turns to me.
    “Baby girl, we need to move you.” I nod, even though its gunna hurt like hell. I thought it was my father till, his smell wrapped around me.
    “Easy love” Whispering in my ear, calming me. I was cold and hot, tired and swore. Everything was making me dizzy and sick. Shaking he pulled the soft blanket around me. The new room smelled like hospital and bleach. I hated this smell. Wrinkling my nose, he kissed it.
    “I know love” lowering me on a different bed, making sure the blanket was wrapped tight. In the hall I could hear my father and Doc.

    “How long?” Dad asked
    “Could be tonight, not sure till I check her”
    “Right, has she been eating?”
    “Alpha says only a little, she couldn’t keep a lot down.” Sighing.
    “Would the pills she was taking be of any concern?” My father asked worried.
    “They shouldn’t be, Alpha has told me about them.” You could almost see my father nodding his head, and thinking.

    “Just let me know if you need anything.”
    “Thank you Monarch” She entered the room.
    “Alpha, forgive me but you need to leave” She was almost whispering it. Matias seemed to tighten his body, as if the big block head was going to leave.
    “Not happening”
    “Alpha, I wont be able to tend to her if your glaring me down.” She had a point. Grumbling the bed shifted.

    “Fine, but you call me if you need anything”    Kissing me and glaring at Doc.
    “Yes, of course” Bowing her head and watching him leave. Waiting a few minutes she locked the door.
    “Doc?”
    “Sorry Luna, Matias is a good man. But he’ll be ripping that door off the hinges when you start going into labor.” Placing a cool cloth over my forehead. The next thing I know she’s looking between my legs and I feel completely exposed. Understanding she’s checking to see how far I am, but still not something I want.
    “Well, your about 6centermeters dilated, however…” I hate that word….its just as bad as the word “but”
    “What?”

    “Your going to have to have a C section. Your pelvis should of pushed away allowed room for the baby to push threw, however your’s has staid the same.” Pinching her nose.
    “So…umm..”
    “It means, well have to open you up to remove the baby. I’m going to get my brother to help me. I need everything ready before its time.” Taking in a deep breath. “For now, I’m going to give you a shit. Its like the one I gave you before. But this will knock you out.” She opened a small fridge and pulled out a needle and a glass bottle, slipping the needle into the upside down bottle.
    Flicking the top of the needle to get the air out, before pushing it into my arm. Seconds later I was out cold.


~Matias’s POV~


Luna has been dizzy and sick for the last few weeks or so. I have tried to give her space, but I can’t keep ignoring the pain she is showing. This is killing me. I made a call to her father, while getting her some soup one night. He informed me he would be coming out soon. He also sounded worried for his daughter and grandchild. Taking the soup to her, she only had a few spoonfuls before falling back to sleep.

    I can’t seem to get her to finish anything. And she has no energy to cook for herself. Sleeping only a few hours here and there, I spend most of my time watching her. My thoughts drift to the ‘what if’ and ‘ I wonder’. Its possible because she is only a half breed, that her body is finding having a wolf pup to hard on her. Normally a full wolf will have no problem giving birth or even dealing with the hole pregnancy. But with Luna being half, her body is trying to care for not only the child but the pup as well. Wolves give birth sooner then humans.
    This is due too to many threats, just like in the wild. Babies need to be up and moving within a certain amount of time. The pack is running around this place like their lives depend on it. I don’t even think the Monarch is really going to care. Sighing, and watching her I leave. At least she’s sleeping.

    A black Cadillac pulls into the driveway, stepping out is none other then her father. Bowing my head he pats my shoulder.
    “No need son, we are family. Take me to her” I nod. Entering the house as my pack is standing in lines, bowing their heads. At least Luna has managed to get them to stand straight. A small smile makes its way out, been a long time since I’ve smiled.
    “This way Sir” Walking up the stairs and down the hall to are room. Whimpering is echoing from are room, she must of woken up. Frowning cause I should have been there for her, I open the door. Her head buried in a pillow, and crying. My wolf whimpers, he’s not happy with seeing her in so much pain. Pain we caused.

    “Daddy!” Her voice squeaks and cracks as she catches his smell.
    “Easy baby girl” Comforting her. Doc shows up and bows her head to the Monarch. He greets her and they talk for a few minutes before Doc, says we need to move her. Moving her means she’s going to be in pain. Looking over at me, her father wants me to carry her. I nod, she is my mate after all.

    “Easy love” Whispering in her ear, as I carefully pick her body up. She weights almost nothing now. Her color is barley there and she looks worse then I thought. Her face buried into me, I can hear her smelling. Relaxing a little, I feel better knowing she’s not in so much pain. The room I bring her to, is Doc’s personal office. Its larger and has every type of machine she’ll need to care for my love. Sitting down next to her, Doc and Monarch have a chat in the hall. Doc comes back in, she seems nervous.

    “Alpha, forgive me but you need to leave”  Whispering and keeping her eyes low. Growling, why on earth would I leave now.
    “Not happening” Snarling at her.
    “Alpha, I wont be able to tend to her if your glaring me down.” Sighing I realize she’s right. Just one whimper from Luna and my wolf would have Doc’s throat.
    “Fine, but you call me if you need anything” Kissing Luna before sending Doc a warning.
    “ Yes, of course” Bowing her head and watching me leave. Her father is standing in my office doorway waiting for me.

Walking into my office the Monarch is sitting in my seat. Taking up another seat close by, I wait.

    “Something’s wrong” He starts.

No shit, she looks like she’s riding the bus to death row.

    “I can see that” A little to harsh. He doesn’t even flinch at my words. I should be more respectful, but this is my house, my mate my pack.
    “Doc says you have been caring for her.” Pausing and taking in a breath. “How much…or should I say how much has she not been eating?”

    “She only eats a little before falling asleep. I was pushing her to eat more in the beginning, but she would throw it up. I thought a little was better then an empty stomach” Looking serious. He nods his head, and folds his hands together, as if going over some huge plan in his head.
    “Well I guess this is a good of time as any” Looking back up at me.
    “Sir?” Leaning forward.
    “Luna’s mother, had a very hard pregnancy. Even though she was human and had the longer time span, she still gave birth to Luna as a preemie” My eyes must look like plates.
    “Luna was a preemie?”
    “Yes, weighing now more then. 5bls and 8oz, she was only 12inchs long” He breathed looking pale.

Holding my hands up, she was no bigger then my hands. She weighted nothing. I eat more then that in one meal, how is she even alive. Running both hands threw my hair, pulling on it hard. Trying to wake myself from this nightmare. Every time I think I know her, new information could out to kick my ass around.
    “Sir, wha..” I can’t even talk. Helpless is what I feel like.
    “Were going to have to wait, Luna’s strong. I’m hoping her wolf will agree to help save her.”
    “Her wolf?”
    “Yes, her wolf is powerful. However extremely stubborn.” He chuckled, which pisses me off. Who laughs at a time like this.
    “Sir” Growling.

    “Matias, just like your wolf Luna’s has the power to heal her, to protect. That’s why were are so much stronger and faster then humans.” I already know all of this.
    “What’s your point?” Standing up.
    “Her wolf has to want to live. If she decides there isn’t any reason left for her, she will take Luna with her.” His eyes water, and seem to loose all hope.
    “WHAT!” Screaming and pushing a chair out of the way.
    “Calm down”
    “I WILL NOT CALM DOWN, YOU JUST TOLD ME HER WOLF CAN TAKE HER AWAY FROM ME” Growling venom and feeling my wolf loosing his control. His sigh means little to me. Running everything over and over again like a bad movie. I stood there for god only knows, when I scream like no other snaps my neck to the door.

    “LUNA” Running out and back to her room. The door is locked and a thick steal. We made this door this way, for wolfs who were hurt and needed to be sealed. Never thought it would come between me and my love.
    “LUNA!” Screaming as I pound on the door.
The Monarch standing behind me, his arms folded.
    “DO SOMETHING” Screaming at him. His looks up at me.
    “What would you have me do?” He’s right, there isn’t anything he can do. My head hit’s the door as she screams again, making my blood boil.
   



~Luna’s POV~


I was knocked out for who knows, oh yea Doc knows. Not that she’s telling me. Snapping out of my happy slumber when a pain like no other is ripping threw my stomach, like a train. Screaming and grabbing the bed, as if that would help any….it didn’t.
    “Easy Luna” Easy….who the fuck said this easy. Light muffled banging is coming from the door. You wouldn’t have to tell me who it is, I know its him. God he’s gunna tear the house apart.  Another blood curdling scream, and doc had a needle in me. She’s talking but I can’t hear shit. Finally noticing I’m hooked up to a few machines and a there making light sounds. An I V and a blood bag are waiting to be used. Hunter is in a corner waiting for Doc to give him orders. When the hell did he get in hear.
    Shaking my head I look over at doc, she has a tray set up with all kinds of crazy shit. Great this reminds me of the frog we had to dissect in like eight grade. Great now I’m a frog. Groaning I feel all kinds of messed up.

    “Luna, I gave you a pain killer. Your having contractions. And it hurts more cause you can’t push the baby out. I’m going to put this sheet up and start. Okay”
     Not like I had a fucking choice doc. I just nod. Just do this so I can feel normal again. Hunter helps put the sheet up, without looking at me. And the tray is moved closer to Doc. The feeling of being cut, without the pain is a weird one. Touching her she looked back over at me.
    “Yes?” Titling her head like a puppy. I motioned for a pad to write. She nodded and handed me a pen and paper. I wrote and handed it back to her. Her eyes looked it over and nodded, with a sweet smile.

    I can’t even explain it, its there but not. I know there’s blood, cause not only can I smell it, I can see it on their hands. Sounds of things pushing and moving, have me feeling sick again. God what are they touching in me.

They better not leave some weird thing in me and then close it in there. I heard about that shit, it happens like all the time. As if sensing my worrying, Doc speaks up.
    “I wont leave anything Luna, I promise.” Smiling.

Damn woman has ESPEN.


Something starts beeping like crazy, and has my attention. What the hell is that for?
    “Damn it” Okay its never good when your own Doctor is swearing. Looking back at her, she removes her hands that are covered in my blood. Oh yea that doesn’t look good. A soft cry is coming from somewhere behind the sheet. Damn sheet.
    “Stay still Luna” Hunter looks over at me.

It speaks! Looking shocked.

Hunter grabs a blanket and does something with it. While Doc is using cotton balls and a few other things to clot my blood. While stitching me back up again. I see hunter leave holding something, and walking to where I can’t see him. My throat is dry and prevents me from speaking. Looking back over at Doc, she is grabbing and dropping all kinds of tools. I feel helpless and annoyed. This is not what I was thinking when I was being coming the Wolf Talker.
    My life was mine, it was full of things I could control. Like my wolf, and my personal life. Now It was running wild like a naked child, in the woods. Letting darkness take over I just stopped caring.

In the darkness I could see, it was a weird feeling dark engulfing my body…my heart….my soul. I should be fighting back. I just don’t want to anymore, I’m tried of always fighting.
    Geez I sound like a pussy.

Walking around in my shorts and tank, I see nothing. I could run, walk for hours and it would never end. Kicking at the blackness, I could get use to this, alone with my thoughts.

    “Are you giving up Luna?” A females voice kicked into my head.
    “Who said that?” Looking around and seeing nothing.
    “Really, you really are dense” Laughing.
    “Quiet being a bitch and face me” Growling.

    “So now I’m the bitch?” A tall slender woman stepped out. Her hair white as new fallen snow. Eyes as green as the amazons.  Built like me, but more tone. Her body covered only with a the sheer darkness. White wolf ears and a long slender white tail.
    “Who are you?” Asking even though I kind of know the answer.
    “Really Luna, you don’t know your own wolf?”
    “My wolf!” Looking her over, damn no wonder Matias’s wolf finder her hot.
    “Yes, This is what I look like as a human form. Not bad, but I still prefer wolf form.” Smiling as she looked over herself.
    “So what are you doing hear?” Looking around the darkness, as if it would change.
    “I’m hear to talk.” Folding her hands. Like I have a choice.



~Matias’s POV~

It was taking to long, she had to be alright…she just had to. The door unlocked and Hunter stepped out holding a small buddle in his arms.
    “Its…a girl” Pulling the blanket back. Showing a small version of Luna. The Monarch leaned over looking at his granddaughter.
    “A girl?” Looking back at Hunter then at my daughter. She made a precious sound. Breaking my heart, it sounded the same was when Luna hiccups. Handing her to me, she was so small.
    “She’s a preemie. Her weight is only 4lbs and 6oz.” Hunter says, making me look at her face.
    “She’s smaller then Luna” Her father says.
    “Luna, is she…” Hunter shakes his head.
    “You can’t see her” A growl leaves my lips, causing my daughter to let out a cry. I haven’t a clue what to do hear. How do I make her stop, looking at the Monarch. He laughs, sticking his hands out for her. Handing her over, I really don’t want to. He cradles her, and rocks her back and forth till she stops.

    “See, not so hard” Handing her back to me.
    “Like this?” Trying to copy his movements.
    “Yup, Luna was the same way. They can smell your fear and stress” Patting my shoulder. Great I’m screwed. Hunter leaves, opening the door, I catch a glimpse of Luna, her body covered in blood…..to much blood.

    Searching my mind, I am conflicted. Luna is my mate, my love; my everything. But this sweet little thing is my daughter. Did my daughter cause all this, cause Luna to loose this much blood. Could my pup be the one thing that kills my mate. Looking down at the tiny body. She squirms in my arms, her yawn is perfect; she’s perfect. The door opens again, and this time Doc walks out. She looks tired and covered in my mates blood. Trying to keep myself calm is harder then you may think. Handing my child off to Luna’s father I glare at Doc.

    “Luna?” Getting to the point. She sighs and cleans her glasses.
    “She’s lost way to much blood.” Everything stops moving, I hear and see nothing.
    “Alpha” Snapping me out of my thoughts. Doc is holding a piece of paper. Looking at it, as if its going to destroy me from the inside out, I take it slowly. Unfolding it, and reading the few words written. My body shakes and I can feel the tears coming.
       

    First name : Phylen  ……meaning little wolf


My Luna has picked the perfect name, for are baby. Leave it to her, to find a name similar like hers.
    “What’s her middle name?” Doc asks hold a clip board I hadn’t noticed she had.
    “Lillian. Phylen Lillian Reinhart.” I answer as her father smiles at the new name. The name is written down.
    “Doc” Looking at her as my body is breaking in two.
    “She’s out, but you can see her” Holding the door open. I run inside. The blood has been cleaned up for the most part, and she’s out cold. So many tubes are in her, pumping her full of blood and fluids. God she looks worse then when she was at her fathers place.
    “How many times are you going to make me go threw this” Kissing her hand and leaning on the bed. The monitor is peeping, which gives me hope.

“Men don’t cry” My father’s words ringing in my ears. What if its for your mate, the love of your life. What if its all you can do? Is it expectable then? Is crying such a weakness, that I can’t feel the pain of almost loosing her so many times? If its weren’t for me, maybe she wouldn’t of had to of gone threw so much pain and suffering. What have I really given her, she didn’t already have.
    Am I allowed to have a broken heart, to get mad and throw a fit like a child who doesn’t get what they want? Or do I still calmly and hid the pain burning a hole in my chest. Fake my way threw the rest of my life, and just let it be.

Sitting here next to her, all I can do is hold her hand and whisper endless words she may or may not hear. How pathetic I am, an Alpha with no Luna is nothing.

~Luna’s POV~

We stand still what feels like only seconds. Watching each other.
    “So what are we talking about?” Feeling annoyed in my own dream.
    “About us” As if I should of known.
    “What about us?” Folding my arms.
    “Are we going to give up and die slowly?”
    “That wasn’t my intention” Snapping.
    “Really? Then what are you doing hear?” Looking around and waving her hands at are nothingness.
    “Thinking” Huffing it out.
    “Thinking? Not the best place to be thinking.” Taking a step closer to me.
    “What’s your point wolf?”
    “My point is, we just had a baby. And are mate is probably freaking out. And here you are hiding away in your head.” Rolling her eyes.
    “I’m not hiding, I’m just…”
   
“What tired?” Folding her arms to copy me. Looking away I don’t answer her right way.
    “You can’t be tired of fighting, not yet” Sounding more confident then I thought she should be.
    “Why not?” Thinking this conversation she really be reversed.
    “Because” Pointing a finger up. “ We just started having some fun” Grinning with her eyes closed.
    “Fun!” Looking confused.
    “Yea fun.” Opening her stunning green eyes on me. “Don’t you remember?” Titling her head.
    “No”

    “Come now, you’re the woman who burned down a damn trailer with a human inside. The one who takes in wild wolves for fun. Who took in a Damn Alpha werewolf without any questions. You’re the one who was grinding on a Vampire, and watched as are new Mate beat the living shit out of him.” Grinning at the thought.

    “Your also the one who shoots guns at humans who threaten your pack, and gets to beat up on are old trainer. Along with killing your mates Brother, because he was coming between you and what we wanted. Have you really forgotten all of that?” Frowning. Taking in her words, I hadn’t forgotten. I just don’t know anymore.
    “I…ummm” looking away.
    “Are you going to let are pup go threw life without a mother…like us?” My breath hitched as I looked at her.

    “Mother” Whispering.
    “Yea, what if they have the same problem as us? Matias wont know how to handle that, and what about him. Are you willing to leave him?” She had so many questions, and I had no answers. The darkness is still; and neither cold or hot. It could have been minutes, hours, days or even weeks before I spoke to her.
    “What do you want to do?” Turning my greens on hers. Her smile widened and flashes at me.
    “We fight….its what were really good at” I nod, she’s right.
Stepping to her, we were now face to face.  Grabbing one of my hands she smiled. Before grabbing the other one she spoke.

    “I don’t know about you, but I wanna see are daughter” Winking. Smiling at her, I froze.
    “Wait we have a..” She grabbed my other hand and tilted her head back. As the light flooded over are bodies and I never got to finish my sentence. Sounds of people, muffled and clear rang threw my ears. Making me twitch only caused them to get louder.
    “Luna” Muffled at first.
    “Luna” Clearer…sounds like Matias.
    “Luna can you hear me?” Yes and your to damn close. Twitching my eyes, and lifting what feels like my arm.
    “Luna” God damn, I’m gunna have to hit him. The little light that is sneaking into my vision is blinding and hurts.

    “Dim the lights” Someone says. Oh god bless your damn soul. The lights turn down and I open my eyes a little more. First person I see is my mate. Looking pale and thinner then he should be.
    “Luna” Whispering. Oh now you whisper. Fluttering my eyelashes and looking around. I want water, and I want it now. Doc is standing next to me on the other side. She’s holding what looks like water. I reach for it, handing it over I chug the whole thing; just about choking on it.
    “Easy” Taking the glass from me. But I want more.
    “M..o..re” Glaring at him and looking longingly at the now empty glass. With a nod, he fills it back up and hands it back.
    “Slow” Giving me a warning, I roll my eyes. I’d rather chock then not, thank you very much. The second glass goes down faster and smoother. Handing it back to him, he refills it. This time I sip at it. Looking around the room, I see a few people, but not what I want to see. Growling I glare at Matias.

    “Where is my baby” Grabbing his shirt and pulling his face close to mine.
    “She’s…” Searching my face. I growl again. He better not say what I think he’s gunna say. As I’m about to scream at him, the door opens, and my father walks in holding a small child. She looked to be around two years old. Her soft brown hair and green eyes looked at me, never leaving my eyes.
    “Luna, you’ve been asleep for over a month now” Matias whispers. My hand lets go, still looking at the child.

    “Is she?” I stopped, when my father nodded.
    “Phylen, meet your mother” My father says, her eyes widen and her small arms reach for me. I burst into tears, at the sight of my daughter. How’d she get so big, why did I miss all those days with her. Handing her to me, I hold her close.
    “Mommy” Her voice is soft and sweet, like an angel. Sitting up a little more, I let her sit on my lap. Looking her over. Her smile is stunning a few teeth missing, which makes me giggle. Whipping away some tears she titles her head.
    “Mommy?”

    “Yea baby” Laughing in between cries.
    “Why are you crying?” Oh my god, this child is to much.
    “Cause I’m very happy” Kissing her nose, which makes her giggle. Matias leans over and kisses the both of us. Before Doc, makes a coughing sound and pulls my attention away.
   
    “Luna, you already know you’ve been out for a while. However you can also never have anymore babies.” Damn right to the point huh doc. I nod to her, I had a feeling it would be something like that. Its saddening, Matias will not get his son. His kisses me knowing how I must fill.
    “She’s enough for me, love. All I need is you two” Smiling and pushing my hair back. Turning to him, I pull him into my lips and hold him there. Only to see Phylen cover her face and giggle. We laugh with her, and kiss her together.

It takes me a few days to get stronger, and I found out from Holly and Sara, that Matias was beside himself while I was out. Not just with worrying about me, but also trying to raise a small child. Apparently he had my father stay and help, which made me giggle.
    “He was clueless, Luna” Sara huffed.

    “He really was, once he tried to change her diaper and added enough baby powder to kill a whale” Shaking her head. Laugh out loud, I could so see him doing that.
    “Yea and feeding time, geez he tried everything. But she just threw a piece of strawberry at him” I lost it, my sides on fire from the laughter.
    “Really?”

    “Yea a few others found that really funny as well.” She continued. Maybe she didn’t know or remember my strawberry fit.
    “She’s really smart Luna. She caught on quick, and is doing better then others her age.” Holly smiled.
    “Really, when did this start?” Looking from one to the other.
    “A few days after she was born, your father said it was the same for you. That even though you were so small, that with the right food and sleep you were full of more energy then the babies bigger then you.

    “He said that?” I don’t remember any of this.
    “Yea, he said that a few doctors think it’s a self defense thing since your only half.” Sara chirped.
    “Oh I guess that would make sense” Shrugging, as Max walked in with a tray.
    “Dinner?” Smiling. Wow he really has opened up.
    “Hi Max” Smiling at him.

    “Hello Luna, glad your doing better” Setting the tray down and taking the top off.
    “Who cooked?” Looking at the food.
    “Your father” He answered, as Holly went to take a bite.
    “Don’t” Slapping her hand.
    “Why not?” Looking confused.
    “Dad can’t cook” As soon as the words left my mouth, screams were coming from down stairs.
    “WATER!” From both Twin was ringing in my ears.
    “Told yea” Shaking my head.

    “Quit being babies, its not that bad” My father yelled from the bottom of the stairs.
    “Luna, please get better soon. Your father is trying to kill us off” Nate yelled running past my door.
    “Max, best we toss this” I said pointing to the food.
    “Yea Luna” Smiling.
    “Oh and someone might want to warn…”
    “SON OF A BITCH! WHAT IS THIS SHIT?” A yell came.
    “Matias” I finished slapping my head. Sara and Holly laughed, as Max looked worried.
    “I was going to cook, but he kicked me out” Sara shrugged.
    “Help me up” Pulling the sheets back. I had been changed into a pair of black yoga pants and a white tank.

    “Are you sure?” Holly grabbed my arm. I stopped mid way out of the bed.
    “You want to eat that?” She shook her head, and I smiled.
    “Didn’t think so” I had lost weight and muscle, but still looked okay. Making it out of the room, as Matias was storming out of his office. His eyes widened and he forgot about the bad taste in his mouth.

    “What are you doing out of bed?” Moving to me quickly, glaring at the girls.
    “First off, stop the death stair and second I want real food, and so dose the rest of the pack”
    “The rest of the pack can fend for themselves.” Snapping.
    “ Hey, be nice.” Tapping his head. Swooping me off my feet, he was going to head back into the room.   

    “I swear Matias Reinhart, if you put me back in that bed, I’ll crawl out the window.” He stopped and took a long ragged breath,
    “Where were you headed?”
    “To the kitchen” Grinning.
    “Very well” Turning around and heading down stairs to the kitchen. We entered to see a few members looking sick.
    “Father get out of my kitchen” Making Matias put me down.
    “Why? I’m a good cook”

    “Like hell you are. Your killing my pack off, and its only” Looking at the clock “4:32”  Waving my hands for him to leave. He huffed but moved out of my now destroyed kitchen.
    “This is why mom never let you cook” Growling at the huge mess.
    “She’s just over protective of her kitchen” Huffing louder.
    “Yea! Now I know why” Wiping my hands around at the mess. Sara and Holly started cleaning while I made something simple. Matias staid and was following me, and getting more in my way.
    “Okay, out” Closing my eyes and waving the wooden spoon in his face.
    “But…I
    “Out” With more force. He huffed just like my father and sat next to him.
    “Damn Males” Shaking my head and returning to my pasta. The food was almost done so I send out a mind message.
   

~Okay I have kicked my father out of the kitchen and I have made food, come and get it~ The roar of feet hitting the floor around the house, made it sound like we had horses running threw the place.
Grinning my father rolled his eyes.
    “This is what good food brings you” Kissing my fathers cheek and giving him a bowl along with Matias.

    “What I don’t get a kiss” looking annoyed.
    “Sorry love” Taking his face and planting one on his lips. He purred happily before diving into his dinner. Happy sounds filled my house, as Leslie walked in and my baby girl yelled.
    “Mommy!” Matias went to stop her from running into my arms, but I grabbed her and spun her around.
    “I beautiful, you hungry?”
    “Yes please”  Holding her on my hip and having her help making a bowl with me, she fed me a bite.

    “Good?” She asked.
    “Yummy” Feeding her. Her giggle had the pack smiling.
    “She’s very helpful Luna” Leslie said taking a bowl.
    “Is she now” Looking at Phylen.
    “Yes, she’s been helping me with the other children.” Smiling while taking a bite.
    “Well aren’t you a good girl” Poking her nose. She smiled and nodded.

My pack is complete and we have been living this way for a while now, Phylen is our smart perfect daughter. She has Matias wrapped around her little finger, and is my sanity. The pack adores her, and my father spoils her rotten. Not that I can blame him, he will soon be handing Matias the title to Monarch, and are pack will once again move. For know well just live here and eat my good cooking.

.....................The End