Replacing my jeans and T for a knitted dress and cowboy boots. Matias watching the whole time while laying on the bed like some kind of sex god. An Indian necklace and a pair of tear drop earrings and I was done after a little lip gloss. Stepping out of the bathroom and into the bedroom.
    “Ready?” Standing in the doorway. He did a double take.
    “Wow” My head titled.
    “What?”

    “Your stunning in anything.” Walking over to me. I was going to play the innocent card, but I didn’t feel like it.
    “And don’t you forget it.” Turning on my heels and walking to the living room. His low growl as my hips moved back and forth made him grab me from behind.
    “Devilish woman” Kissing my neck. My phone rang and he growled in annoyance.
    “Every freaking time.”
    “Oh stop it” Answering the cell
    “Hello?”

    “Hey, its Marlene”
    “Hey what’s up?”
“I’m at your house”
    “What?”
    “Where is it?”
    “Where’s what?”
    “Oh come on, the book?”

Oh my god she seriously went to my house for the book, gotta give the girl credit she’s determined.
    “Check the gun room” Whispering.
    “Your kidding” I could see her rolling her eyes.
    “No I’m not kidding”
    “Fine, what’s it look like”
    “Okay Now your just messing with me.” Giving her back talk.
    “Luna!”
    “Its blue with gold trim.”
    “Okay see yea”
    “Bye”

Clicking the cell closed, I felt like I should of never told her.
    “Everything alright” Handing me a jacket.
    “Yea, wedding stuff” Smiling it off.
He bought it and we left for Sam’s place. He made a quick stop at the store and came out with a large bottle of champagne.
    “What’s that for?”
    “Never show up empty handed.” Smiling and putting the bottle between my legs, I suspected it was so he could slide his hand up one. Pulling into Sam’s driveway we got out and headed inside like we owned the place. Marlene was busying cooking while telling Sam to get his hands out of the food.

    “Hey there hear?” Sam took the bottle from Matias and put it in the fridge.
    “Need some help?” I asked putting my jacket on the back of a chair.
    “Sure, you’ll be more help then this one.” Kissing Sam on the cheek and sending him and Matias away. They talked like guys while we finished cooking.
    “Holy crap is that crab and lobster?” Looking in the hug pot on the stove.
    “Yea Sam wanted to go all out.”

    “Sam that’s really to much” Looking over at him.
    “Oh relax baby girl, tonight we celebrate.” Clapping his hands once and picking me up. I laughed as he spun me around. We kissed each other on the cheek.
    “I hear your now mated?” nudging me and smirking.
    “Stop it, don’t be dirty” pushing him away while laughing.
    “I swear girl, you’re a hard one to please.” teasing me more.
    “I am not” frowning.

He trailed off and started talking to Matias.
    “Matias this one time she was late for school.”
    “No Sam” Yelling at him. He laughed and continued.
“She was like what 7 or 8” Looking at me, while I covered my face. “Well say 8 sounds better, she stole her fathers brand new Lotus and drove it all the way to school.” Still laughing. Matias’s eyes widened. I growled.

    “It gets better” I said looking away.
    “Yea so much so she couldn’t find the brake and drove right into 2nd period.” Falling into a chair. The look I got from Matias was pure shock.
    “I really hate that story” Rolling my eyes and walking back into the kitchen.
    “What did her father say?” Looking back at Sam.
    “Nothing, what could he say? I wish I was there when he got the call ‘ahh yes Mr. Richard your daughter… yes Luna she has crashed a new Lotus into second period, yes that’s correct’” He pretended to be a teacher calling my father. Even Matias started to laugh.
    “Oh shut up” tossing a spoon at him, without so much as an effort he caught it. Sending me a shivering smile, Bastard is to sexy for his own good.
    “Alright how about this one” Sam continues “ In junior high she..” I freaked out mainly cause Matias would have a fit about that one particular story.
    “Sam Shut it!” running over and trying to cover his mouth. He didn’t stop, just ran around the couch continuing.

    “She was asked out by the hottest guy in school.” “Sam Shut up” “She went out with him for like four hours when he…..” Running more “He tried to sleep with her in the locker room.” I was so going to kill him. Matias eyes started going dark, aww hell. “Sam shut up”  “She ended up…” I ran past Matias who grabbed my arm and pulled me into his lap.
    “Matias?”

    “Let him finish” Those three words, good kill me.
    “hahaha, whoo she ended up breaking his noise, arm, and making his happy parts not happy at all. Then she dragged him into the main hallway and stripped his ass naked.” His arms tightened around me.
    “Who was he?” His eyes a little less dark. I shook my head at  Sam, stupid ass never lessons.
“Aw that’s easy, you already know him. Its Donavon” His grip got tighter. Just flippin great, nice going Sam.

    “Dinner’s ready” Marlene called putting everything on the table. Sam walked over and we stood up, but not before I got an ear full.
    “Your ass is mine tonight” Grabbing my ass hard and walking away. Great I’m not going to walk for a week now, Sam you’re a dead man. Dinner was pleasant with normal talk. Once done, Marlene told the guys they had clean up, and she took me to the bedroom.
    “We should help them” Looking as she closed the door.
    “Yea okay” Rolling her eyes. She sat on the bed and reached under it pulling out my book. Leaving it closed.

    “I haven’t opened it yet” Patting the bed for me to sit. God save my soul.
    “Alright” Sitting next to her and opening it together. The first page was of the colors I wanted. Second a picture of me in a wedding dress.
    “Wow wasn’t excepting that” Looking at me.
    “Yea I forgot to mention, I made this book incase I never get married. I wanted it to look real.”
    “It does”

The book contained everything that I would have at my wedding, if I ever got one. I found pictures in books or had them taken by a random person like the dress one. The wedding dress shot had a guy out of focus in the background, made it look like my new husband.
    “Who’s that?” Pointing to the man.
    “Not a damn clue” Laughing.
    “It makes the picture look more real.”
    “Yea I no” Smiling.
    “Your wedding is stunning, I love the colors.”   
    “Thanks”

The boys walked in without knocking and we shut the book quickly.
    “What are you two doing?” Dragging it out and wrapping his arms are Marlene.
    “Wedding stuff. To boring for you” Kissing his cheek.
He looked like he wanted to look in the book so I quickly spoke up.
    “Hey is the champagne chilled yet?”
    “Oh right, I’ll go check.” Sam left and Matias gave me a look. I smiled feeling sick to my stomach. He wasn’t buying it and I got nervous all over again. Sam called for him and he left unwillingly.
    “Holy crap” I finally took a breath.

    “He’s knows something, did you see that look?” Fanning her self.
    “Yes, I have to go home with that look” Making bunny ears on the word “look”
    “Sucks to be you.” Laughing. Yup I need a drink. We got up and hid the book so I could grab it before I left. The rest of the night was fun and we laughed. Taking are leave I ran to the bathroom really quick, and slipped into there bedroom to grab the book. Stuffing it under my jacket.
“Bye” We waved and got into the car. The ride home was eerie quiet. Making wonder if I should of gotten in a car with him.

    “So…” Oh no hear it comes.
    “Yes?” Keeping my eyes out the window.
    “Your dated Donavon” He was practically seething.
    “For like four hours” man I sound like a teenager trying to get out trouble with my parents.
    “Still four hours” Growling.
    “Seriously are you going to growl over that. Didn’t you hear what else Sam said?”
    “Yes I heard” Sassing me.
    “Then what’s the problem?”

    “You dated him.” Omg really, your gunna act like a spoiled child. This got me thinking, I could play with him. Unclipping my seat belt and sliding my hand between his legs and moving slowly, I felt the car start to slow down. Was he concentration on me? I smiled as his face looked completely calm now. I did this till we got into the parking lot. The like a mad woman I kissed his forehead and got out of the car. He looked completely sexually frustrated, making me laugh out loud.
    “You did that on purpose!” Growling and following after me.   

    “You catch on quick young grasshopper” Popping the ‘p’s. Another annoyed growl as he opened the first door. Once inside are place he sat down on the sofa and glared at me. Wow real adult like. Shaking my head I walked away, still hiding the book. His cell rang and he took it in his office, he had closed the door a little bit which meant he would be in there a while. So I took the time to look at the book one more time on the couch. It had taken my years to get this book right, I really did want to have a wedding of my own. To have real pictures of me and who ever I married.
    I suddenly had to us the bathroom, so like a child hiding there favorite toy I stuffed the book under the sofa cushion and ran to the bathroom. Washing my hands and fixing my hair I heard him.
    “Luna?”

    “Yea” tying my hair back up.
    “Can you come hear a minute” He sounded a little strange.
    “Sure” Stepping out of the bathroom and into the hallway, four steps later I was faced with a pissed off Alpha, holding my damn book. Oh mother trucker he looks pissed.
    “What….is….this?” Growling between each word. My eyes shot back and forth between him and the door. It didn’t take but a second for me to scream.
    “Give that back” Snatching it from him and pushing it close to my heart.
    “Luna” He yelled glaring at me.

    “Its not what you think” why am I defending this, I have nothing to hid.
    “Oh Really, then explain to me why your in a wedding dress with your groom in the back ground?” His voice started to get louder. “Explain to me, why my mate has a webbed album, why she is dressed up like that, are you lying to me now Luna.” I stuttered.
    “No or course not” Pleading.

    “Bullshit, don’t you lie to me, I have had it!” Again the volume raised, and I expected the cops to be hear any freaking minute. “Were you lying about wanting to be my mate? Or how you were a virgin?” He took a step closer, but this eyes started to darken and it scared me to death, every step he took I took a step away. This greatly pissed him off further and I darted locking myself in the bathroom as he pounded on the door repeatedly.

    “Open this door now Luna” this voice was muffled threw the wooden door.
    “No” Sitting in the bath tub as clenching the book for safety.
    “I’m you Alpha do as I say” His Alpha power going right threw the door and making my wolf want to lesson. I held her back shaking my head.
    “No” Starting to feel the tears.
    “Damn it Luna, Open the door” He never stopped pounding. Truth be told I was surprised he didn’t just break the damn thing.
    “Not till your calm, your scaring me” Shaking and rocking myself back and forth. My wolf and I whimpered in the tub which echoed are sound threw the door. He stopped banging and pushed his head against the door, hear him breath heavily.
    “Open the door Luna” his voice had gone softer.
    “Are you calm?” I asked still not totally convinced.
    “Yes, I’m calm.”

    “Are you going to let me talk without tearing me to pieces?” Because were mated he could feel my emotions and I his, after saying that, he body tensed. I think the words “Tearing me” made him worry, just how scared I really was.
    “I would never harm you Luna”
    “Sure doesn’t look that way to me.” rubbing my eyes and glaring at the door.
    “Please open the door” using his finger nail to scratch at it. For some reason, I started to get pissed off. I was sitting in a bath tub death gripping a book that wasn’t real and he was the one who was making me feel like shit. Why was I hiding from him, where did all my strength go. Is what happened when you have an Alpha for a mate, hell no, I’m not changing just because he’s a damn Alpha. My teeth grind together as I stepped out of the tub and flung the door open, taking him by surprise.

    “You got a lot of nerve, you know that. How dare you frighten me, when you never even let me speak.” Taking the book and waving it in the air like, I was going to smack him with it at any given second. I had him backing up into the living room when I exploded on his ass.

    “You bastard, you have no right doing what you just did. it’s a book I created, didn’t you have enough common sense to notice there is only one picture of me in a dress? Or how there are no pictures of family or friends? Or how everything looks like a fake? How stupid can you be?” Taking the book and slamming it into his chest. The looks I was getting were fill with everything from, sadness, angry, pain, annoyance, and lust. Don’t know where the lust one came from, maybe I look sexy yelling, I dunno.   
    My body was shaking and I really wanted to let her out, to say her peace. But I knew that wasn’t a good idea. He had only one thing to say.
    “it’s a fake?”

    “Yes it’s a fake, you block head.”
    “Luna I..”
“Save it” Turning on my heels and storming to the bedroom, slamming the door shut. My head filled the pillow as I tried to drown out the sound of my over pounding heart rate. Hearing the door open slowly, I could only image what his face looked like. The bed moved just a little telling me he was sitting to the side.

    “Go away” I muffled not raising my head.
    “I’m really sorry” It felt like he was rubbing the back of his neck, something he did when he was embarrassed or upset.
    “Forget” shaking my head back and forth.
    “No…I really am sorry. Would you look at me?” I shook my head again, but he didn’t like my answer. Pulling me towards him and wrapping his arms around my frame.
    “You’re a jerk” Whimpering.

    “Yes I am” Rocking my quietly.
    “And you’re a meanie” I was resorting to my childish ways now.
    “Yea I no” I felt him smirk. “But the book looked really real Luna, what did you expect me to do?”
    “That’s the point moron.” Rolling my eyes and sitting up.
    “Why do you need something like that?” Oh crap he just had to ask.
    “Its personal” sitting Indian style and stuffing my hands in the center.
    “Luna?” I could tell he wasn’t going to give up.
    “You’ll just laugh at me.” Frowning.

    “Not  chance, please” Kissing my forehead. My eyes rolled.
    “Fine, but if you so much as peep. Your balls go in a jar.” He looked worried and nodded covering himself.
    “That wont save you,” Looking at his hands, he huffed.
    “What’s with the book?” asking again.
    “I made it a long time ago, because I never thought I would find a mate or get married. It was a pick me up.” Watching his face, he showed no signs of laughing. If anything he looked sad.
   
    “ So you made this because you…” Trailing off.
   
    “ Yea I made it cause I was never expecting to get married or to find a mate, I mean who would want a half breed?” He snapped.
    “I do, your not a half breed, your Luna. So quiet saying it like your nothing.” Grabbing my shoulders.

    “But I..” Stupid words wouldn’t come out.
    “No… You know why I got so pissed off?” I shook my head. “Because I thought you had already found the person meant for you, I thought maybe he died or you left him cause you weren’t pleased. It scared the shit out of me, I wasn’t mad about the book.” I gave him  ’yea ok’ look and he continued.

    “Okay maybe I was pissed off a little” My look. “Alright a lot shit, I hate that you can see threw me. The point is I was jealous.” I had a hunch he didn’t like that word, and was all red in the face from saying it.
    “You still didn’t need to yell at me.” glaring again.
    “I’m sorry”
“You’re a dumbass” Growling.
    “Yes I am” He looked pitiful and I felt my heart break, damn him.
    “Its fine you’re my dumbass, so its all good” Patting his head. He smiled weakly at me, as if he didn’t know what else to do.
    “You know” I started as he looked at me. “I think I should get whatever I want” Tapping my finger to my lips. His eyes raised.

    “Ohh and just what were you thinking?”
    “Umm making you watch me eat and ice cream cone in my panties….” His eyes widened and got excited till I finished. “And you can’t touch me.” grinning. The look went from excited to frustrated.
    “That’s not right” growling lightly.
    “Oh I think its perfectly right.”
Matias’s face shifted to a sad lost in thought look, it started to concern me greatly.
    “Matias?” Touching his cheek.
    “Luna.” Looking into my eyes, he was so sweet.
    “What’s wrong? I’m not mad anymore.” Trying to make him feel better, it only got me a half smirk, and a tightly bound hug.

    A heavy sigh before he let me go.
    “Luna, that call I took was from my Beta” My heart sunk, something didn’t feel right.
    “Yes?” Pushing him on even though I really didn’t want to.
    “Were having some pack problems, so I will need to be returning soon.” And there is was, those words I didn’t want to hear. That lump people get in there throats when there scared or upset, yea I have a massive one in mine right now.
    “How long?” Was all I could choke out.
    “Few days” Watching my face, he could tell how I was feeling. Not only that but are mate bond lets him know what I was feeling like.

    “That soon huh?” Feeling like I wanted to curl into a tiny freaking ball and cry. He grabbed me hugging even more tightly then before.
    “Its will be okay Luna” rubbing his noise between my shoulder blades.
    “I could come with you” I surprised not only myself with this, but him as well.
    “You have to help Marlene with her wedding, and you still need to take care of your house” He wasn’t trying to say he didn’t want me to come, I knew he was right. I really did have to stay for those reasons.

    “When you leave I’ll have to go back to my house right?” Feeling sick, after seeing what I saw I really couldn’t think about anything else. I knew I wouldn’t get any sleep there, and if I did it would be on the couch. Sensing I was hinting at something, he smiled.
    “I would prefer it if you lived here” Smirking light heartedly at me.
    “I can do that?”
“Why not, this is your place to” Kissing my forehead. I really wanted to cry now, I nodded instead. He brought up an idea to have a packing company go in and removed everything I wanted to bring with me.