(Matias POV)

My body was screaming in pain, as I looked up into her beautiful green eyes. Those damn rouges, to many of them and they got the jump on me. I would have been fit for this fight if they hadn’t of shown up. Her face, she’s crying I never wanted to make her cry. No don’t come to me, stay away. Her beautiful face is stained with the tears I have caused, what kind of man am I.
    Her body explodes into her wolf, she running faster then Donavon. She’ll make it hear before him, she’s turned a beautiful white. Is this what her father meant by half breed, what’s wrong with that. She’s stunning.

    She’s managed to get me out of Donavon’s fangs, saved by the one I was suppose to protect, how foolish of me. He circling us, leave me Luna, I am not fit to take care of you. She’s guarding me and warning him to back down. She’ll never back off from him, she’ll hold her ground to the bitter end, she’s just that stubborn. It makes me smile, I love her stubbornness.

    I watch as he charges and she makes a getaway ripping into his side. He wont take that, and ignore me, going after her. My vision is burry from blood and sweat but I can still make out what there doing. She got another attack in and takes off running, she really is fast. To fast for him, he’ll never catch her, but she starts slowing down. That’s not possible why, she was so fast the other night, she could of run for hours. I left my head up higher, just as she drops to the ground. Donavon tips over her and tries to get his teeth into her before hitting the ground with all his weight.

    He had to of broken something with a fall like that, he turned over several times. Her snow white body stands and looks at him, I want to see her better. Its painful and I let out a groan, making her turn around to me. That face, she’s so beautiful, that yip is perfect. I was so busy looking at her, I didn’t notice Donavon.

~Runnnnnn~ Screaming at her.

She turns around but its to late, he’s already on top of her. He takes her by the stomach and tosses her like a rag doll into a near by tree. Her stunning white fur is soaked in blood, slowly spreading all over. The cry that slipped her lips, a sound I never wanted to hear from her. Her lifeless body slides down the tree, hitting the ground. Her father and Sam scream for her. Other Alphas are restraining Donavon. My body starts shaking, and I make myself get up and go to her.

Dropping to my knees she’s not moving, her breathing is shallow. The doctor is trying everything. Sam looses his cool and marches over to the now restrained Donavon and punches him in the noise. Screaming at him, and crying at the same time.
    “You son of a bitch, Luna’s a normal wolf. She’s not immortal right now.”

My eyes freeze at hearing this, the curse makes her weak like a human. The blood still spreads out of her body, and she becomes weaker. Before my eyes I am loosing my mate, she was going to be mine, the one I hold and tell my secrets to. To protect and to love, forever. I wanted her bloodline for my children, to watch her smile and laugh. To give her everything she’s ever wanted and so much more. How can I loose something I never even got to have, it hurt more then anything I have ever felt.

    My face fills with tears as I watch her body being lifting by someone other then me. I growl and take her from them, she’s shifted back to her human form. So much blood, where a large gash as been opened. Caring her back to the house, I don’t care about my body or my pain, she is more important. I get her inside and lay her on the dinning room table where I ate with her, clearing everything off with one fowl swoop of my arm. The doctor lays a sheet over the part of her body he doesn’t need and starts stitching her. Giving her a shot or two, and hooking a blood bag up with fluids.

    Her beautiful tan skin is pale and those lush pink lips are turning grey. She is slipping threw my fingers, and there isn’t a thing I can do. My fist goes threw the wall, knocking mirrors down and making the shatter to the floor. I can only cry and kiss her sweetly, placing my forehead on hers. I don’t believe in gods, but I’ll pray if it will help, I will do anything, anything at all for her. Her father and Sam watch, but stay away. They must understand, her father is calm, Sam is crying and getting angry.

    My rage is building, but I don’t want to leave her. I need to calm down, before I do more damage. That’s when her father walks over to me, placing a hand on my shoulder.
    “Go son, I will call you if things turn.” His weak smile held together only by sheer power. How he must feel to see his only child in such a mess. I nodded and kiss her one last time, telling her I will return. I leave closing the doors behind me, the other Alphas move out of my way as I head outside. Shifting into my wolf and running as fast as I can. I end up in the first place she ever took me, the waterfall, its not nearly as beautiful as her. It seems lifeless without her standing there in the water. I roar scaring birds and small animals, as I take off running.

    Running up the ridge and over looking the house. You can see the ground torn up by the match, and the tree she hit. Tears well up and I growl forcing them away. Her father mind links with me.
~Alpha Matias……….she…..she’s…~
I Scream at the Monarch. ~Don’t…don’t say it.~ shutting the link between us off. And howl as loud as I can. The echo can be heard all over. More Alphas howl in my sadness. The pain in my chest was unbearable, how can humans stand death. Falling to the ground and leaving my head over the side watching the house. I want to see her, but I don’t want the memory of what she is now. Her memory for me should be her smile and laugh, the way she always had to have no matter what. Her blushing when I picked on her, or touched her.



( Monarch’s POV)


My daughter was laying on the dinning table, pale and lifeless. She was hardly breathing and bleeding continually. I was afraid of this. She is not as strong as a full blood werewolf, though she may think she is. Her weakness lies where a werewolf is at his strongest. Matias is trying to contain his rage, but he needs to break free. She’s probably not going to make it. I can’t have him hear to see that, he doesn’t deserve to see her suffer. I let him go telling him I will call him.
    He leaves after giving my baby a kiss. Even now he is still kind to her, how I wish I had gotten that law passed. She could have been with him, she lights up every time she sees him. Even though she may not know it, he is her mate. Sam walks over and holds her hand, he’s not doing very well. He keeps mumbling things.

“You have to wake up, your gunna be Marlene’s maid of honor and I’m gunna make that stupid Alpha my best man, just for you. Please Luna….Please wake up.” His endless tears are just as bad as Matias. How unfair for such a smart and wonderful child to be cursed with this pain. She did it for him, to protect the one she loves, and no one can judge her for that. Any wolf would of done the same. My face becomes hot and I need to figure out what I’m going to do. The doctor has set everything up, and the sun is slowly rising. The doctor shakes his head, and I cringe before mind linking with Matias.

~Alpha Matias……….she…..she’s…~

He screams at me and yells ~Don’t…don’t say it.~  before shutting his mind link off. I should be angry and force it back open, but I cannot blame the man, his mate is gone and he has nothing. Sam screams and grabs the doctor.


“Do something, there has to be something you can do. Its not a full moon anymore.” Crying as he holds onto the doc’s collar. The doctor gives me a strange look and I step forward.

“What is it?”

The doctor pulls his glasses off rubbing the bridge of his noise, before putting them back on.

“He’s right its not a full moon anymore, so there is a possibility she is a werewolf again. If that is so then she will start healing as of now. I could give her a shot, but it will only boost the process of her healing. Its not a definite she will recover.” He looks back and forth between me and Sam.
“How many times can she have the booster?” I asked

“Twice, no more or it will destroy her body.”  Sam looks at me, begging. I nod to the doctor and he pulls out a long needle and fills it with a clear liquid. Pushing it into her heart and slowly pulling it back out covering the needles hole.
We wait with silent breath, watching her chest and monitor for any changes. Sam sits back down and holds her hand. He starts singing some song I’ve never heard of.

“This is ….are life…we…can say….what we …want…to” His voice cracks the whole way threw the song, crying every so many times. The monitor stays the same, not making any loud sounds or peeps. Its been ten whole minutes since the first shot, but the doctor isn’t  moving he keeps looking at his watch and then her. Another ten fly buy, he’s still watching her. Finally he gets up, and hits her with another shot. This one bigger then the first.
    Another twenty….forty…..hour flies by. The doctor looks unhappy about something. He growls and yells for one of the Alphas.

“Did you touch anything on this machine?” Snapping at the Alpha. The Alpha looks confused and dumbfounded.
    “I pushed that” Pointing to a green button. The doctor huffs and sends him out.
    “Idiots” Hitting the same green button. It clicked and the sound of peeping ran threw the room. Sam looked up and at me.
    “Doctor?”

He starts laughing. “She’ s completely fine. Her monitor was shut off, that’s why we didn’t hear anything. But she’s just breathing slowly. Her wolf is healing her.” Smiling and lifting the sheet just enough to see her wound is starting to close. Sam smiles and looks at her.
    “I’ll let Matias know.” Trying to reach him threw the link, but he’s got it slammed shut.
    “No luck” Sam see me frowning.
    “No, he got it tightly closed and I get even get a little bit in. As I said this Luna started to flutter her eyes frantically.
    “Luna” Softly and sitting next to her. Her eyes opened and my daughters beautiful smile was given back to me.

(Luna’s POV)


I left the quiet stir of things around me, Matias was gone. I couldn’t smell him anymore. Sam was now holding my hand and talking to me about the wedding. I was going to defiantly be a maid of honor. It made me want to smile, but I couldn’t feel anything. It hurt this pain, I’ve never felt pain like this before. My father warned me never to get hurt on a full moon, this must have been why…what a hell of a way to find out.

    I hear my father he quiet and Sam starts crying, what the hell do they think I’m dead…cause I’m not dead. I just don’t feel like moving right now……okay that’s a lie I can’t. My wolf is working on my body and trying to fix it. Its slow and painful, but its better then nothing. Sam has finally lost it, I can hear him yelling at the doctor. Sigh…I can picture him grabbing the doctor all dramatic like.

They start talking about a shot…what I hate shots…don’t give me that. It doesn’t take long to feel a sharp needle in my stomach. Son of a…..that hurt you know. A few minutes go by and he does it again, only this one is totally bigger I just know it. There’s more silence followed by the doctor yelling at someone, they smell like an Alpha. What is the shooting sensation, it feels kinda good, almost like a pain killer but way better. Sam starts singing that song were your sing earlier today, god he sound horrible.

    Loud peeping is now annoying the hell out of me. They start talking and getting all happy.  My father can’t get a hold of Matias….what if he thinks I’m dead. What if he does something stupid, I need to get up. Come on stupid body get up now. My eyes start letting light in, so freaking bright. My father and Sam are hear, I want Matias where is he.

~We need to find are mate~ she’s a persistent wolf. But she’s right, I need him. I give my father a smile and he seems joyful, pushing myself up, they start freaking out.
“Lay down Luna, your freaking crazy” Sam tries to hold me down.
“Let…go Sam” pushing upward. I feel better stronger. My father holds my back, wow I’m a little dizzy. Blinking a few times and getting my head straight. Father hands me a glass of water, and I drink the whole thing.

“Where’s…..Matias” My father frowns. I hate that look, its never a good sign. Sam has the same look, crap. Getting to my feet I wobble, and feel a little nauseous.
    “Damn it Luna” Sam is pestering me again.
    “Hear” Doc hands me a pill and I thin eye him.
    “What is it” Talking a little better.
    “It will make that sick feeling go away.” Handing me a glass of water to go with it. Popping it in my mouth and drinking the water, I give it a few minutes to kick in. It only takes a few seconds and I feel right as rain.    
    “Better?” He asks
    “Yea, much”

    “Alright, I need you to do a test for me, so I can clear you.” Doc gets in my way and sends Sam to the side.
    “Okay, stick your tongue out, okay blink your eyes, follow my finger, good. Touch your noise, and wiggle your fingers, and toes. Very good. How bad is the pain, 10 being the worst?”
    “3” I answer.
    “Not bad, do you feel any weirdness?”
    “Yea I’m naked with three males in the room.” Turning red, trying to keep the sheet on me. They laughed and Sam left going to get me clothes.
    “I’d say she’ll make a full recovery in no time. Just don’t do anything crazy like fight an Alpha.” Grinning at me as he puts his things away.
    “Yea cause that was so much fun” Rolling my eyes. My father hugs me lightly and kisses my forehead. Sam came back with some clothes.
    “Sam these are my pj’s from last night” Glaring at him.
    “Yea well they wont touch your wound so I though it was okay.” I huffed and sent them out of the room.

    “You sure you don’t need any help?” Sam Asked.
    “No, now go away.” closing the door. A heavy sigh left my lips as I pulled the shirt over and slipped on the shorts.
The stitches were itchy and bothersome, but who am I to complain. I just slipped threw deaths fingers, I’ll take itchy and bothersome over death thank you.

Right now my mind was only on finding Matias, he was probably beating himself up. A loud crash came from outside, the hallway.

“What the hell?” Standing next to the table and fixing my shirt. No bra no underwear thanks Sam. I could hear yelling.

“I don’t give a damn, shut up. Move get out of my way.” sounded like Matias.

“Matias” Sam called
“Shut up, I don’t wanna hear anything.”
“But Matias….Luna is,….” Sam starts

“I said shut up Indian, just shut the hell up” He screaming at Sam. What the hell, the nerve. I lose my cool and swing the doors open, seeing Sam in Matias grip.

“Alpha Matias Reinhart, you put Sam down this instance. Do you hear me, put him down now.” Yelling probably wasn’t a good idea I fell sick again. The look I get is a little disturbing, filled with hate, lust, love anger and madness. I’m still standing in the doorway glaring at him, when he starts my way.
    “Your suppose to be dead!” I wasn’t sure if that was an order or a question. He’s not close enough for my to touch, but I can smell him. He’s been running and from the smell he’s also been at the waterfall.

    “Gee that’s heart warming.” Rolling my eyes and taking a step forward. He get angry and starts yelling again.
    “Your father said you were….” Pausing and looking at my father who raises and eyebrow. He turns back to me, and starts a different way. “What’s wrong with you, fighting a full grown Alpha werewolf on a full moon, you could of gotten yourself killed. Your not even a full Werewolf, and worse the power you do have goes away on a full moon. Are you completely stupid or just crazy?” Snarling and waving his hands around.

    I burst out laughing making him take a step back.
    “Really your gunna start on me about this? Really? If I’m not mistaken this half blood saved your ass and did so without any powers. And I only got hit once….how many times did you get hit?” placing my hands on my hips. I felt the heat pour off him, like lava from a volcano, but I’ve been around Alpha’s and just like woman they need to vent. I let him start round two.