Welcome back to another depressing chapter/extra. I am kinda unsure if I'll actually do another book. I might stop with creepypasta after I finish Jeff's book.

Date: July 16th 2019

Jack

"Don't go.... Please. Can't we just talk about it?" I pleaded with her as she stormed around our room grabbing her stuff frantically.

"I-i can't!...." her voice was shaky and it was obvious she was terrified for her life. I wanted to make her feel safe..but I was the thing she feared..

I reached my hand out, I grabbed onto her wrist before she could leave the room.

"Y/N...don't....." I whispered softly and desperately, my heart felt so pained. I wanted to cry but I couldn't.

"Let me go.." she mumbled, tears welling in her eyes,she mirrored the same pain as me. My arms fell to my side

"I..I love you" I whispered to her, my voice full of sadness.

"I know... I know... But... I've realized that I've been romanticizing a fucking monster... You kill innocent people. I've realized that the day I met you, you would've killed me like anyone else. You would've gutted me and ate me without any hesitation ... I'm not any different from your other victims."

I paused. I let everything she said sink in. I couldn't believe she thought that of herself.

Not thinking before doing, I reached my hand out to hold her, but she flinched again. What was left of my heart broke into pieces.

The tears ran down her cheeks as she pushed me aside and left the room. I heard her sobs in the hallways as her footsteps began to disappear.

....

It hurt. It hurt bad

I just wanted her back...anything..I'd do anything to get her in my arms again.

My head ached. It felt like a knife had stabbed through my skull. I stayed quiet. I couldn't find my voice or my thoughts.

I sat in my room. Silence.

I bite my lip to hold back my frustration. She wouldn't have left if I wasn't like this. I stared down at my grey hands. This uncontrollable hunger... I clenched my hands in fists.

Why couldn't I just be normal? If I was just human..........she wouldn't have left.

The door creaked open. I didn't say anything or even attempt to look at who it was. I had no energy.

"EJ...?" Slenderman's voice asked hesitantly. I forced myself to look up.

"Yes?" I said as I usually would.

"It's time for dinner." he murmured. I saw concern in his voice, even though it was hidden in a serious tone

"I'll be down soon" I faked a smile. It hurt. "Thank you sir"

He narrowed his eyes at me. "You.." he said softly "You can always talk to us. We're here"

I chuckled. "I know" I knew he could see through my fake happiness. He sadly sighed before shutting the door softly.

I didn't mean to spread my depression to the others... I want everyone to be happy as usual.....

.....

I ate.

I smiled and laughed

I went back to my room. My breathing was slow. It felt like my throat was closing in. I was suffocating. Come on EJ, it happened two weeks ago.

She didn't need you, she won't need you now. She's okay...

I tried and tried to persuade my own heart to listen, but it still ached for her to come back.

I missed her so badly.

Y/N

I cried every night. I had nobody to go to anymore, they were all gone. The pain was every day.

A small part of me just wanted to crawl back into Jacks arms and be happy again, but I was terrified of him.

The nightmares never stopped. They dramatically became more real and happened more often. It was always him... always Jack who killed me.

I went out grocery shopping. I've never felt so tired in my life. I wanted to go under my blankets and cry again.

I went into an empty aisle. "Wolfy Wolfy!" A little girl called out to someone.

"What?" An older boy said.

"Get me that cereal! I'm too short" the girl was definitely under the age of 10

There conversation blurred as my breathing quickened. Wolfie. Jack... I put my head on my hand as I struggled not to let the tears fall again. My heart was hurting so bad I felt like it was about to explode

"Excuse me" a boy told me. I wiped off my tears and turned away. 

"You're standing in front of the soy sauce" the boy hesitantly said again. I said my apologies and moved to another aisle

"Uhm. Excuse me?" He asked again. I turned my head slightly. "Are you okay?"

I didn't know how to respond to that. I wasn't okay. I had nobody by my side. At this point I was literally ranting to my plants at home. I shook my head, afraid to speak, if I did talk I'd cry again.

"uhm. Don't be scared of me, I'm not hitting on you. I have a boyfriend"

I couldn't hold it anymore. The flood of tears streamed down my face as I hesitantly hugged the stranger.

They were uncomfortable but still accepted the hug.

It hurts

Jack

Six months..... Half a damn year..

I tapped my finger on the table impatiently. Ben and Jeff day on the other side of me.

We were at McDonald's. I couldn't bear to even go close to the cashier, so Ben went. Jeff kept on doing nervous glances at me.

"What is it Jeff?" I asked him. He looked at me in fear.

"Nothing! Nothing!" Jeff said frantically. I glared at him, but he looked avoided eye contact with me. Ben then came back to us holding bags and bags of food.

"Can I like- have some right now" Ben gave us a sheepish smile. Jeff and I both gave him a look.

"It's better when it's hot dudes!" Ben slumped down onto his seat and started to pull out food without us even agreeing to it.

Ben handed me a happy meal.

"Seriously Ben?" I sighed as he gave me a big smile.

"what about me?" Jeff scoffed in an offended tone. Ben pulled out a salad and gave it to Jeff

"Fuck you" Jeff snapped. I let out a sigh of despair as I put my head into my hands as they started arguing like children

They both stopped bickering. "EJ." Ben mumbled. "It's been months. You've changed. You're more grumpy and depressed now."

I shook my head. I had no energy to respond to him. I kept my eyes down on the table.

We left McDonald's after. I rubbed my temples to try to numb the headache that was banging in my skull.

It was still day time, the sun burned down onto us. As we walked, I looked down. I recognized this place, it was familiar to me.

"Holy shit of all shits" Jeff hissed in shock. I raised my head to see a girl on a skateboard, losing control when she saw me. She rammed straight into me.

"I'm so sorry" She said, flustered by what happened. My eyes widened

"Y/N-" I said in pain. Her eyes softened, she then avoided my eyes. She looked the same, still as beautiful as the day she left...

"Y/N!! Are you okay??" A girl called out to her. Then a couple more people ran towards Y/N to help her up.

Ben tried to help me up, but I smacked him away and stood by myself. "I told you not to go on the skateboard" a boy sighed as he shook his head in disappointment

"What do you mean? That was HILARIOUS" another boy snorted as he laughed.

"Shut up." Y/N said in annoyance.

"Let's go" I murmured quietly to Jeff and Ben. They looked at each other in confusion. I pushed past them and walked another route. Y/N has people she can depend on now. I couldn't help but smile sadly.

She is okay.

Ben ran towards me and swung an arm around my shoulder. "But like-" he was gonna give me another speech

Jeff let out an annoyed groan. "Shut up. Don't make my ears bleed" Jeff growled

"Jack-" I heard Y/Ns voice call for me. Instantly I felt my chest tighten. I haven't heard her say my name in so long. I turned my head. "Can we talk?"

She wants to talk to me? If I could laugh, I would right now. But I don't want her to think I'm crazy.

"Alone..?" She added as she glared at her friends who were making perverted faces at each other.

"OOP" Ben snickered with Jeff as they looked at me. Ben and Jeff sent me mocking air kisses at me before strolling away. I could hear their annoying giggles.

I didn't like the teasing. It just made things worse with me and Y/N. When everyone left, she slowly and hesitantly approached me.

"How are you?.." she asked as she finally looked up to meet my eyes.

"Good. You..?" I didn't want to lie... but... I wanted the best thing for her. If that meant leaving me, then... it was okay.

"I'm good too."

Oh lord. How awkward things are now. I was sadden by the fact that our relationship was basically shattered into nothing now.

"It's like.. we're strangers again" she laughed nervously.

Exactly what I was thinking... I sighed. "Are you scared of me?" I asked as I tilted my head.

She seemed hesitant. I knew the answer to my question the moment she paused. "I can't lie.. I am a little" she told me.

My eyes softened at what she had said. "I won't ever hurt you." I reminded her. She nodded as if she knew, but didn't believe it.

"I'm going to go back to my friends now. Goodbye.. Jack.." she gave me a smile before turning and walking away.

"Piggy." I said

She froze and turned to look at me with great sadness.

"You look gorgeous today" I smiled. I saw her eyes well up with tears before she gave me a smile back.

"Thank you....Wolfie" she hesitantly whispered shakily.....Then she continued to walk away.

Is this... how things end? I closed my eyes.

I still love you and will never stop loving you.

Thend/ Katnip....?