March 1 2018

Y/N

I sat by the tables at Burger King.

I watched as Jack ravenously devour the food.

"What am I going to do..?" I groaned as I hit my head against the table.

I couldn't stop thinking about Jake.

I won't deny it.

His words were burned into my brain.

His voice begging begged me to save him, yet I had a feeling that he wasn't him anymore.

"I don't even know who I am anymore"

His broken voice.

He reminded me of...

Myself.

Broken and shattered.

But he was completely broken into nothing.

"Hey. Are you okay?" Jack asked as he kept on eating

No manners.

"Yeah. I'm definitely fine! I just almost burned to death. I found out my boyfriend was going through everything because of me."

"Ex" Jack interrupted

"What?" I was annoyed at this point. He honestly sounded like he didn't care.

"Your ex boyfriend." He responded

"Why are you acting like nothing bad happened??" I finally bursted

".."

He frowned

"I'm sorry. Forgive me. I just... don't know how to respond to this" he murmured

A guilt started to form in my chest.

"..."

Then it was silent.

I stared down at my meal.

French fries, burger and a drink.

I hadn't even touched my food.

I felt to nausea.

Jack watched me with the same old poker face, but this time I could see a twinkle of sadness in his eyes

"Y/N..?" He mumbled

I looked up.

He pushed a cup of vanilla icecream towards me

"You should eat something..." he whispered

I stared down at vanilla icecream .

Slowly I grabbed it and took a spoon.

I scooped a tiny bit of the creamy vanilla into my spoon and put it into my mouth.

It melted almost completely as it touched my tongue.

The sweet sensation of vanilla popped

Jack watched me with a smile of relief.

"Jack... All my stuff. Its gone" I whined as I took more spoonfuls of the icecream "my money... my phone... my clothes...Everything.."

"I'll buy you everything back"

"Jack... Thank you" I felt like crying again.

"Honestly. I didn't want to say anything because I hate Jake" he scowled as he said Jakes name "But... since seeing you like this makes me sad. I'll tell you one thing. Jake isn't dead for sure."

I didn't know why but a sparkle ignited inside me.

My eyes lit up.

Jack was obviously taken back by my sudden happiness.

He frowned as he sighed and looked away from my eyes.

Seeing Jack was eyeballs was weird.

"What happened to him? Do you know where he is?" I blurted out all my questions to him.

"Y/N. Did you forget that he's the one who could've hurt you if I wasn't there? Do you remember when he almost touched you when you didn't want to be touched?" Jack grit his teeth in frustration

".."

"He told me he wasn't him anymore. I could bring the old Jake back-"

"What is your true intentions? Why are you doing this?" Jack crossed his arms.

He did that annoyed look.

"I don't know. I guess when I see him I see myself. All shattered down. I don't want him to go through this alone"

"Do you love him?"

"What??" I coughed "No! It's not like that!"

Or maybe it was

I wasn't sure anymore

"I will not forgive you if you lie to me Y/N.." Jack growled

For the first time.

I was scared of him.

"What's wrong with you today?! What's the problem with me still loving my boyfriend?? You can't expect all the feelings to just vanish! Don't be selfish! After all it's not like you even like me the way I like you! You've been acting like a d*ck all day! This is my life!" I snapped at him

He closed his eyes shut and took a deep breath out.

When he opened his eyes.

His poker face was back, but I knew he had all of his emotions storming beneath that blank expression.

"Do what you like then" was all he said in a calmed voice.

All the pain was hidden

After that

We didn't talk for the rest of the night.

When I had finished my icecream I realized how dead inside I felt.

Jack suddenly stood up.

"I'm leaving. Goodnight" he turned without even looking me in the eye.

His tone was cold and serious.

It wasn't the sweet one I knew.

I watched as he left

My heart snapped

I just wished him to turn around and come back.

I wanted him to come back so we could say sorry to each other.

Eyeless Jack

"What's wrong with you today?! What's the problem with me still loving my boyfriend?? You can't expect all the feelings to just vanish! Don't be selfish! After all it's not like you even like me the way I like you! You've been acting like a d*ck all day! This is my life!" She hissed viciously at me.

Her eyes seemed to grow darker when she yelled.

I was angry at her

Why would she go back to someone who hurt her? I don't understand.

I closed my eyes shut and bit on my tongue to keep my anger down.

All my life. I've been alone.

Maybe it was for the best.

Regrets swirled in my mind.

This girl never listens.

I'm there for her every time she breaks.

She never seems truly grateful for anything I do for her.

Is it never enough?

If I left her to break all alone, she would become permanently broken.

I tried my best to keep calm.

I re opened my eyes and tried my best to contain everything

"Do what you like then" I murmured.

There will be a day when I'm gone.

You'll be alone.

I won't always be here.

You're making it harder for me to stay.

Why was I so angry?

Was it jealousy?

Hatred?

Was I really softened by this girl?

I stood up.

She watched me.

I could feel her eyes on me, but I avoided eye contact.

Relationships.

So complicated.

This is why I don't have friends

I don't need anyone.

I'm better off alone.

A part of me was reluctant on believing this.

That part of me told me that I had the creepypastas but..

It doesn't matter.

"I'm leaving goodnight"

I turned and left

I didn't even look at her.

The emotions I usually felt for her had become nothing but ashes at this moment.

I felt numb.

I didn't feel sad, happy or mad.

I felt nothing at all.

Stupid.

This world is so stupid

KATIP

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