Lol when I write I really don't want to cuz I'm lazy, but then when I start to write I get in the groove

BUT THEN I GET DISTRACTED BY TV AND I DONT WANNA WTITE ANYMORE LOL

FEBRUARY 26 2018
Y/N
I knocked down something on my left and it fell onto the ground.

A clanging  sound echoed.

Jack slowly leaned down to pick it up.

Jake bolted straight for me.

He grabbed me by the wrist.

I let out a scream.

But Jake stopped when he saw Jack.

Jack slowly stood up.

It made him look intimidating as hell.

He towered over us.

"What do you think you're doing?" Jack snarled with a low voice.

"F*cking hell... you've been sleeping with other guys too?" Jake snorted

I pulled my wrist away.

He willingly let go.

Immediately, Jack pulled me to his chest.

"Get out. Before I snap your head open" Jack threatened

Jack had a different voice.

It was cold, heartless.... and...sexy actually

"Y/N. You ruined my life. Everything. It's all your fault" Jake said with a shaking voice.

Jack pushed me behind him gently. He  took a step towards Jake.

He grabbed Jake by the collar of his shirt and slammed him against the wall.

"Out!" He commanded

Jake scurried off like a rat.

"He was drunk." Jack said.

He held a plastic bag.

"Thank you..." I murmured

My body felt icky again.

It was a feeling I could never wash off.

"You always seem to get yourself into trouble" Jack sighed

"I think he... he was going to...." I didn't finish my sentence.

I stopped myself because I couldn't swallow the truth.

"Hush. I'm here. Go to bed. I'll... uh keep you safe and stuff. Yah... go sleep" he pat my back a few times before motioning me to go away

"Why were you about to come into my room AND why are you in my apartment? At 2 am as well?" (Yes CPD here is your answer)

"Well I thought you wanted this back" he raised my scarf. It was all muddy and dirty.

Oh right! Yesterday when I showed them my neck I threw my scarf somewhere for a dramatic effect

"Why would you...?" I said, astonished by his kindness

"Dunno. By the way I'm always in your apartment at night"

"That's really creepy. Do you ever even sleep?" I shivered at the thought of a stranger watching me sleep at night time.

"Yeah." He dropped the plastic bag on the ground and bent down to open it.

He slowly opened it to reveal a small piece of cut chocolate cake

It looked amazing!

It had frosting all around it and decoration.

"Also... I wanted to give you this. I don't really have a liking for human food anymore" he closed the box, stood up and handed it to me.

"Ohh! Where'd you get this?"  I asked as I gratefully accepted the box

"My friend Ben's birthday. They served up double fudge cake. So... I thought of you... since you eat.... food... and yeah?" He shrugged

"Thank you Jack." I still felt unsettled by the sudden break in from JAKE. "Wait... my window... it's broken"

"Oh? So?" He asked

"SO?" I mimicked his voice "What do you mean by SO? Creeps can crawl through it, watch me sleep and rape me!"

I hugged my body.

"It's ok. Sleep on the couch then" he pointed at the couch.

"But the window is still open and someone can steal stuff..."

"Okay sleep in your room then."

"BUT I TOLD YOU SOMEONE COULD RAPE ME"

"OK. ILL WATCH YOUR ROOM YOU SLEEP ON  YOUR COUCH"

"NO I HAVE PRIVATE THINGS IN MY ROOM"

"Okay. You sleep in your room and I'll check on it every hour"

"No. I will die"

"Okay. I'll read my book on your floor and you'll sleep on your bed. OKAY??"

"Okay" I smiled

It sounded great

I wouldn't be alone and scared for once.

"Wow" he scoffed

"What?" I glared at him.

"Okay." He shuffled around in his bag and grabbed out a book.

"Okay go." He pushed me in the direction of my room.

I lead him into my room.

"Sit there. Face the wall. Do not look at me. If you even take a peek at me I will throw you out the window. OKAY?!" I crossed my arms before placing down the box of cake on my nightstand.

"Yes." He obeyed and sat in the corner of the room.

Farthest away from me.

He faved the wall.

He crossed his legs and opened his book.

I closed the lights.

I could feel the cold air from the window.

Jake... Jake..

I was paranoid.

Why did he suddenly do that?

What happened?

He wasn't drunk for sure!

When I got into bed it was completely silent.

Except for when Jack would flip the page of his book.

Thought flew in my head as time went by.

After a few minutes I couldn't help but ask...

"Jack... what are you?" I murmured in a tired voice.

"A monster" he responded immediately without hesitation

I furrowed my eyebrows.

Was he joking or serious?

"What happened to your..... eyes?"I asked

"I trusted someone and they..." he stopped. "Betrayed me"

I could hear the pain in his voice.

"..."

I stayed quiet

How could I respond? How could I comfort him?

After a few more minutes I finally heard his voice again

"Was that boy... Jake? Your boyfriend?"

I was surprised to hear him even talk to me.

"Ex...." I corrected

I heard a flip of a book page.

"I see.... Any sibling?" He hummed

"Nope" I popped the p. (Shshs)

Having zero siblings was fun sometimes, but there would be moment when I would be jealous of others.

I would want a brother/sister to hang with and watch movies with, but... life didn't work like that.

You don't get you want

"Sorry for bothering you.. Go to sleep or else you won't get enough sleep" he whispered

I sighed and shut my eyes.

After minutes passed

It was quiet.

I swear I've heard him flip his page about 1000 times now

Flip

He did it again.

I couldn't fall asleep and I didn't know why.

Jake will come back

Why?

That thought kept on repeating in my mind.

He kept on appearing in my brain.

He was terrifyingly similar to Brad now.

His behaviour...

Then I felt all the noise around me blurr.

I could only see black.

I felt my breathing halt.

I couldn't breath.

A familiar grip held my neck down.

I couldn't breath.

All the air from me left.

I was dying.

My vision began to come back.

Someone sat on top of me choking me to death.

A devilish smile on their face.

No...

Jack

Eyeless Jack

He was on top of me killing me.

Tears welled in my eyes

I wanted to beg him to stop.

Why?

Why did I deserve this.

"Hey!" Someone screamed into my ears.

I jumped.

My vision suddenly came back to me completely.

The choking feeling disappeared as if it never happened.

I could breath clearly.

I panted, hungrily breathing in all the air I could

Everything was dark, but I could see Jack sitting by my side.

My eyes widened in fear.

Jack...

He's going to kill me

He's going to kill me!!

I felt him grab a hold of both my wrists in his cold hands.

He wasn't wearing his glove..

"Hey!" He called out again "Snap out of it! It was just a nightmare!"

I felt my dried tears on my face.

My body gave in as it relaxed

All... a nightmare...

I kept on repeating his words in my mind.

It was just a nightmare.

I stayed silent.

"Hey... are you okay?" He whispered

".."

"I know you don't like me, but what happened?"

I could hear the worry in his voice.

"Please Y/N. You scared me to death... you started to choke... you weren't breathing"

"You... you were killing me" I gulped as I whispered those words.

".."

Silence.

It was always silence.

"I'm sorry." He mumbled "it's probably because I keep on joking about killing you... I promise I'll stop. Im sorry. I would never hurt you"

I digested his words and burned it into my brain as a memory.

He would never hurt me...

"Y-you would never hurt me..." I repeated his words

"Yes. Never...in a billion years"

"Jack..." I mumbled

"Yes?"

"Hug me." I demanded in a whisper.

"Okay."

I could hear the reluctant-ness in his voice

He REALLY REALLY didn't want to do it

I felt his arms wrap around me.

Warmth surrounded my cold shivering body.

I felt a gentleness from him that I never felt from anyone before.

"I'm scared" I murmured into the cloth of his clothing.

"Don't be. I'm the only scary thing here" he responded "uh SORRY. I didn't mean to it was just the perfect moment- Okay I'll stop I'm sorry"

I laughed, but soon disappeared

"I don't think I can do it.... living like this. The pain is so unbearable. I really can't handle it" I nuzzled my head into his chest because I knew that I was on the edge of crying.

"Pain doesn't last eternity. Some days may be hard, but look towards something positive, even if some days you feel like everything is crumbling.  He whispered

"Listen to you... Mr. Inspirational Quotes" I laughed and cried at the same time.

"Hey. It's the truth. Overcoming difficult times is the key to unlocking happiness"

I grabbed the edge of his clothing and scrunched it up in my hand.

I squeezed it hard as I cried.

"In my point of view... .. You're amazing, funny, beautiful, weird but in a good way and courageous. You're the only person who has ever made me truly laugh. "

I couldn't help but snort

"Fineeeee don't believe me. I'm trying my best right now. Come on. Listen to me for once" he whispered

I began to cry harder

"What's wrong? Why are you crying even worse than before? Did I say something?" He hugged me tighter

"N-no... it's just that... everything good in my life gets destroyed. And... I... I just..-"

I couldn't finish my sentence

"Y/N" he interrupted

"I'm not gonna die"

I felt a soft touch on my forehead.

HE KISSED ME.

FIREWORKS BLEW UP IN MY
HEART

My face was heating up like crazy.

I was glad it was dark.

"KISS" I blurted out.

I mentally facepalmed at myself

WHAT A FRIGGIN IDIOT!!

"Yes Y/N. I kissed you." He cooed

"Never mention this again or else I will over salt every dish I serve for the rest of the month" He purred

I kept on crying.

He stayed with me until I calmed down.

He would gently rub my back and sometimes kiss me lightly on the forehead.

Every-time he kissed me I would cry even more.

It was because I never felt this loved before.

I didn't want to lose him like I lost everyone else.

Katnip

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