"I swear to God Kook, I'll have the boys chop you into pieces if you lay a finger on me"

"I'm your best friend y'know" he chuckled, the tears in his eyes making  them shine under the moon light.

"Yeah whatever" I swallowed. "You shouldn't be here"  I shifted a little, creating some distance between the two of us.

"I'll come see you after you're done with this heat thing" I looked up at him, and he scooted forward, covering the gap in between.

"No"

"Jungkook.. " I warned but he was in no state to listen.

" Let me stay with you tonight "

" Oh hell no! " I stood up, almost running towards the door.

" Chae , what? "

" The boys told me everything Kookie" I paused as he stood up, "and I know-"

"what do you know? "

" Everything" I bit my lip.

"What? " he furrowed his brows, it seemed like he was angry.

I felt awkward talking about this but I had to say it anyway; I had no choice." That I'm your mate.. and you'll mark me?? and we--" I gasped shutting my eyes tightly as jungkook almost flash stepped to come to me.

My back was flush against the door as he stood tall before me, hands firmly placed on the door frame. I could feel my heart beat against my chest wall, it felt like all the moisture had been drained out of my mouth. Not even a single syllable could I form in response this actions.

"fuck them" he spoke under his breath.

"Move.." I tried.

"I'm sorry, I just feel the need to keep you here" he spoke calmly.

I stared up at him as he continued, "I was supposed to reveal it to you but it doesn't matter now, does it?"  he laughed but, it wasn't the adorable bunny like laugh anymore. It was the one where one side of his mouth curled up more than the other. The one where the smile didn't quite reach his eyes. The one that sounded evil and raw.

"Jungkookie.."

"Let me stay " he leaned forward to press his forehead against mine and this was the first time ever that I'd been this close to him.

I pressed my hands flat against his chest in an attempt to push the boy away. I stared down, making sure not to look into his eyes.

"Please.. No" I pleaded.

"Its not what you think it is" he sighed, pulling away.  His arms now wrapped around my shoulder, pulling me hard against his chest, holding me close in a warm hug.

"I'm not here to mark you" he pressed his nose against my neck making me shiver.

" I won't do anything against your consent bae" he tightened his hold a little, "I love you" he pressed a kiss at the junction between my neck and my shoulder.

I had no idea how to respond to his sudden confession. "You're my best friend Kookie"  I spoke.

"Don't you dare friend-zone me, you fuck" he snarled.

I giggled, burying my face in his chest,  hugging him back. The fear which burned within was put off in a second and I was glad it was. But before I could even fully embrace it, he pulled away. Taking a step, backing up against the wall beside me, "don't touch me".

"Does it turn you on? " I looked down at his pants and yes, he was turned on indeed.

" Don't look Chae, what the fuck? "

I laughed, " Get lost pervert! You're not getting laid tonight".

" shushh" he looked away pulling his shirt down to cover the tent in his pants.

"I don't feel safe, I think I should just call Jimin" I teased.

Jungkook dug his nails into the wall behind him, "You don't want to be provoking a wolf while he's on his heat".

A shiver ran down my spine and I was quick to toss my phone aside.

"I can fuck you right now and claim you before you even know it " he narrowed his eyes at me, " Don't push me".

"Don't be a hoe Jungkook. This is not you!  " I walked up to him.  How dare he?

" I'm controlling myself, alright? "

Ring ring!

We turned to look at my phone ringing on my bed and he went upto it before I could.

" Namjoon? " he raised a brow.

" Tch" I snatched it from him as he watched me talk, his face showing how uncomfortable he felt about me, his mate, talking to another man while he was on his heat.

"Yeah, he's here" I answered, when Namjoon asked about Kook and he on the other end freaked out.

"Run! Fucking run for your life! Alert your parents! We are coming to get him!! "

" Yah! no no no he's fine. He's just standing here. I'll make him some hot chocolate and he'll fall asleep don't worry" I tried convincing but they seemed to be a mess on the other end.

"The fuck? How? That's impossible"

"Don't worry. He's doing just fine " I smiled, looking up at Kook to give him a wink, which made him squirm.

The moment I cut the call, Kook plopped down on my bed. "You're lucky I love you.  I love you so much that I put you before the wolf in me".

"Huh? "

" Werewolves generally prioritize the wolf in them over anything. But in my case, I don't know, I felt like I'd die if I didn't meet you" he looked up, eyes soft and lips a shade of pink.

"But now that I'm here, I feel like I can control myself better around you than when I'm not " he rubbed his hands against his cheeks," It's supposed to be the other way around actually. I don't know what's happening " he shrugged and I sat down next to him, but left a little distance between us.

" Do you want to drink or eat something? " I raised a brow making him roll his eyes.

" No, I just want to sleep with you"

"You, what? "

" Sleep. Just sleep. Not have sex, God! " he shifted to the other side of the bed making some space for me.

" I'm scared " I admitted," What if you get horny in the middle of the night and do shit? "

" We will be doing that 'shit'  someday soon anyway" he laughed, making me throw a pillow at his face.

"Can you not? "

" Sorry " he apologized.

I grabbed the huge ass pillow that we always placed between us when we shared a bed. The moment I set it on the bed, Kook gripped it before tossing it aside, making it crash against my window and land with a loud thud.

" You little shit! " I cursed, grabbing another to smack his face with but he was quick to dodge.

" I need to cuddle. We don't need that stupid ass pillow" he pouted.

He's not cute. He. Is. Not. Cute, I repeated in my head as I sat down, facing him.

"I can't believe I'm doing this" I sighed.

"Same here" he grinned, wrapping an arm around my waist to pull me closer, his chest pressing against my back as we laid there.

"Jungkook.. "

" Yes?" he tightened his arm against my tummy and the fact that his hand was so close to my heat made me feel things I wasn't supposed to feel.

"Don't pull anything stupid" I warned for the n'th time.

"These  assholes  gave me sleeping tablets, I should shut down anytime now"

"Are you still in pain though? Does your body still hurt? "

" Jungkook? "

I looked over my shoulder and he was deep asleep, breath hot against my shoulder. It was hard to accept him as a partner. I had known this boy for years now and I could  always easily predict his moves. My gut feeling screamed that he wouldn't hurt me, no matter what. But the fact that I of all people, was his mate, made me uncomfortable.

I was conditioned to being roasted by him, being called names, being there for him when he fucked girls anytime he wanted, and also when he didn't. But the idea of me being the one he'd sleep with for the rest of his life didn't settle well with me. I wouldn't say no to him. I couldn't,  even if I wanted to.

Still, this- didn't feel like the right thing to do, but if it made him feel better, I'd go for it.

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