A/N : Lowkey inspired from the song above:))

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I'M NOT YOURS

And that was when I realised

That the depths of my affection

And the intricacies of my obsession

Two emotions that contrasted oh so well,

Were once again mingled, within the labyrinth of your spell.

And yet they had no space to reside

As your heart had already been traded, long before

To the one that you had chosen to adore,

And all my affections, now a broken glass

Soon to seem painful, as time shall pass.

Never did that knowledge prevent me from venturing

The knowledge of me being not the one you love

Perhaps the reason of why I never gave up,

And chose to venture deeper into this maze

Loosing myself within an imaginary daze.

I couldn't escape this

As you never asked me to walk away

And at your words, I chose to stay

Never heeding to the scars my heart now bore

To the wails and tears and its want for more.

You called me your trusted friend

But never did that occur to ease my pain

Or wipe the tears that trickled down in vain,

The turmoil never ceased to brew within my chest

At the sight of you with your heart's earnest.

I did not have a choice but to finally walk away

And as the wounds began to burn within

Worser than what it had ever been

A painful reminder, a stab I wore,

That I will never happen to be yours.

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Guess the duration:)

(Ik it's messy. I'm embarrassed asf rn bye)

P.S : Y'all can read Hanahaki or Sea Siren fr. They're better than this I promise TT