I'm still breathing.
I'm still thinking.
I'm still seeing.
But you aren't.

Are you listening?
From where you stay?
Or have I lost you,
To the dark.

You would sing away my pains and sorrow, but I couldn't even see yours.

You would smile and say everything is fine, when deep down your heart would crumble.

They say the strongest people fight the battle.
But what if the battle is rigged.
Move their soldiers as if they're cattle.
Even when the best ones are picked.

Sometimes you only see the current result.
Not the struggle as the fight endures.
Sometimes you said that you were at fault.
But I never thought that would ensure...

Why do I live on?
Why do I still breathe?
Why can I still move about with ease?

Why are you gone?
Not just overseas.
Why did you go somewhere so far out of reach?

Is it because you lost the battle?
After all these years of fighting strong?
Did others cram into you
What they thought was right and wrong?

While the world still moves on.
While the clock hands still tick.
You're body will be right there,
Stuck in an eternal pit.

But it's only just the body.
Soil can't take away your soul..
I hope such a beautiful soul can find,
A worthy place to call it's home.

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This may be late, but I've been struggling with words for the past few days.

You may not have been my bias.
But you are in my bias group.
You've been a part of my life for 4 years now.
And this Shawol, will always miss you.
Rest in peace Jonghyun.
Love you.
~Rynea10