Lonnie's p.o.v

I can't believe that he's dead. I just wanted to make Kanan happy. Well it was too late to change my course now so I had to land on Datooin. I can't even imagine how Kanan feels right now.

Kanan p.o.v

Everything was blurry. I lost my balance and I feel on the floor. I heard voices calling my names, but I didn't care to listen. He was dead. I killed him. If I never had hurt him he would be safe, here, on the Gost. He would be still alive. That night. That night I destroyed everything. A image of Ezra crying flashed before my eyes. I jerked around when I felt warm and kind arms around me. It was Hera.

"Kana it's okay now"

"No! It's not okay. He's dead and it's my fault"

"Kanan. There is nothing we can do now but Ezra wouldn't want you blame yourself for the rest of your life. We have to move on. For him"

"You're right. We have to move on. For him"

Lonnie's p.o.v

I landed on Datooin. There was a sand storm going on. I won't be able to fly. I looked around. The sand was making it hard but I managed to see a house not too far from me. I made my way at the house and I knocked the door. A boy opened the door and I immediately recognized him.

"Ezra! It's you! It's really you!"

"Do I know you?"

"My name is Lonnie Kay and I am Kanan's Jarrus padawan" he gasped but then he pulled me inside closing the door behind him.

"You're alive!"

"So what?"

"What do you mean? Kanan will be so happy! I will call him right now"

"No! You can't call him!"

"Why?"

"Because I said no! He doesn't care about me he never did"

Ezra p.o.v

As soon as I said that Chopper rolled into the room.

"Not now Chopper! Get back inside!"

"You have to go back in the crew!" she shouted.

"No! Kanan doesn't want me and he is a lot of happier without me. He even replaced me with you!"

No one's p.o.v

As soon as Ezra said that Lonnie got furious. Her eyes became golden yellow. That make Ezra make some steps behind. Just then the door opened and Ofelia came in.

"Ezra? What's happening? Who is she?" she whispered.

"I will explain later. I promise. Now go find Luke and stay with him" Ezra whispered back and gave her a hug and a kiss on her forehead. Ofelia nodded and left.

"KANAN WAS SUFFERING BECAUSE OF YOU!!! HE HAD NIGHTMARES BECAUSE OF YOU!!! HE WAS IN PAIN FOR TWO YEARS BECAUSE OF YOU!!! YOU KNOW SOMETHING?!! IT WAS A MISAKE TO SEARCH FOR YOU!!! YOU SHOULD BE DEAD AND IT WILL BE BETTER IF YOU NEVER COME BACK BECAUSE YOU ARE JUST A FAILURE THAT NO ONE WANTS AROUND!!! YOU SOULD KILL YOURSELF BECAUSE NO ONE WANTS YOU ALIVE!!!" Lonnie screamed and left leaving a crying Ezra behind her. Ezra run to the bathroom and closed the door behind him. Chopper was bagging the door trying to get inside. Ezra looked at the mirror for a moment then he took a knife and started cutting his wrist.

Ezra p.o.v

One cut.
Two cuts.
Tree cuts.
Four cuts.
The blood started running down my wrist. My vision became blurry and my legs gave up and I fell on the floor. I looked around to see the closet. That's were I hide a drink. I hid it from Chopper. I was drinking a lot when I first came here. I promised that I would leave that life behind but I can't. I can't take it anymore.

Chopper p.o.v

After ten minutes I finally managed to open the door. The sight was terrible. Ezra as pale as death laying on the floor his eyes red from the crying and his wrist were full of blood and cuts. With one hand he was holding the knife and with the other he was holding an empty bottle. Oh no! When I came closer to see how bed he was injure his self but he didn't let me. I have to bring Luke. He will put some logic in Ezra's head.

Luke's p.o.v

Ofelia and me were waiting. I can't understand anything anymore. The door opened and Chopper rushed inside.

"Bwaw Bwaw Bwaw Bwaw Bwaw Bwaw Bwaw Bwaw Bwaw Bwaw Bwaw!"

"He did what?!" I screamed.

"What happened. Is Ezra OK?"

"Stay here. I will bring him. He has a problem. Big problem"

"If Ezra is in need I will help him"

"OK, but we have to hurry"

She nodded. We rushed to Ezra's house and head into the bathroom. He shigh was so terrible that Ofelia broke into tears and she never cries. I took some medicine and I tried to wrap Ezra's wrists. When I was finished I saw the bottle.

"Oh Ezra what have you done?" I whispered.

I looked at Ofelia. "Go home" I said. She didn't moved. "Ofelia. Ezra needs some time alone. I got him don't worry. He's going to be okay" She was hesitating but she left.

Ezra jerked awake but he screamed in pain.

"Hey calm down, alright. Now tell me why did you did that"

"I don't want to live anymore! I'm just a failure! Kanan replaced me! You will leave me soon! It's just matter of time! Ofelia will leave me too because I don't deserve someone so amazing and she deserves someone better. Not a stupid street rat like me" he cried and I hugged him letting him cry on my shoulder.

"Listen to me brother, that man did a terrible mistake. You are not a failure. I am never going to leave you neither Ofelia. You deserve to be loved. More that anyone. Don't worry. Everything will be ok"

"Please just make it stop"

"Ezra you're drunk. I don't think that you should stay alone. Why don't you stay with me just for some days. My uncle and aunt won't mind. Come on"

I helped him get up and I told Chopper to follow. I took him home and I took him at the extra bedroom and I lay him on the bed. He was asleep before his face touch the pillow. When I explained my aunt and uncle what happened they agreed to  let Ezra stay as long as he wanted. I can't believe what happened. I went out looking at the night sky. Chopper was beside me beeping sadly.

"Don't worry buddy. He's going to be okay"

"Bwaw Bwaw Bwaw Bwaw Bwaw Bwaw Bwaw Bwaw "

"I know he has been through a lot. I promise that I will do anything to make it better. My and Choper went back inside. We went to Ezra's room. Choper stayed beside him and I put a hand on his shoulder.

"I will do anything to take the pain away"

I went on my room to enjoy some sleep.

Lonnie's p.o.v

I can't believe what I did! Kanan will be so disappointed! Wait! He believes that Ezra is dead! Just  like the whole galaxy! I will just lie! I retouched the Phadom in the Ghost. When I get inside Kanan was waiting for me.

"Where were you?"

"I went to  find Ezra but-you know the news"

"Why did you do that?"

"I wanted to make you happy" I said and Kanan surprisingly gave me a hug.

"I thought you left me too. I wouldn't bare to lose another padawan. That would make me a terrible master"

"But you're not"

"Well it's late. We should go for sleep. We have training tomorrow"

"Yeah, I can't wait"