Ezra's p.o.v

We stood there. No one talked. No one moved. We just stood there looking at each other. It was like the time stopped. He took a step forward and I took a step back. I was ready to leave running till.......... Choper attacked. He fell on Kanan and shock him with all his will and after that......he shocked him again.

"Choper stop it!"

"Bwaw Bwaw Bwaw Bwaw Bwaw Bwaw Bwaw"

"Yeah I know but revenge it's not the Jedi way"

"Bwaw Bwaw Bwaw Bwaw Bwaw Bwaw"

"I know that your no Jedi bu-"

A groan from Kanan interrupted me. Choper went behind me.

"Ezra?" he said getting to his feet. Once again I freeze on my spot. That night, that terrible night, all the memories flashed before my eyes. When Kanan's hand touched my I jerked awake and in my panic, without thinking I force pushed him away. (A/N lynxadventure21 thanks for the idea;))

A drunk man who was near gasped. I looked at him and he started running screaming "Jedi! He's a Jedi! Call the empire!"
Thankfully no one gave him attention. Probably because he was drunk. I stopped him with the force and jumped in front of him.

"You didn't see anything"

"I didn't see anything"

"You won't tell anyone about this"

"I won't tell anyone about this"

"You will stop drinking and you will thing again the decisions you made for your life"

"I will stop drinking and I will think again the decisions I made for my life"

"You can leave now"

"I can leave now"

He left and I smiled. Choper beeped happily beside me.
Then I remembered "Kanan!"

I ran back where I threw him. He was laying unconscious on the ground and his head was bleeding. Oh no! I did this to him!  I can't believe it! He was right! All those years ago he was right! I deserved what he did to me! I deserved to be beaten up! Alone! Unloved!

Kanan started moving and he looked up at me.

"I-Im s-sorry" I said and ran off.

"Ezra! Ezra wait please!" I heard him say but I didn't stop. I just kept running. I ran and ran till my legs started hurting. I looked around. Ofelia's house wasn't far. Unlocked around. Where is Choper?

"Choper? Choper! Choper where are you!"

Nothing.

I looked at the sky, a sand storm was about to begin. The wind was blowing up taking the sand with it. I knew it wasn't only a normal sand storm like always. This was different. This is a storm that no one will ever forget. The wind was raising and the sand was making it difficult to see where I was going but through the sand I managed to see Ofelia's house.

Ofelia's p.o.v

I can't believe this guy paid me. I wasn't expecting that. I looked through the window. A sand storm was raising. And with those suns out is as hot as hell! I heard a knock on the door. I opened the door and Ezra fell inside. I quickly closed the door behind me and helped him to his feet.

"Hey are you ok?"

"Yeah, I think".then his glare went from me to the money on the table.

"Where did you get those? Are you stealing without inviting me to the party?"

I laughed.

"No, I helped a guy and he gave me the money. I should help people more often"

"That's a good thing. Do you know his name?" he said taking a glass of water.

"Yeah, he said his name was Kanan Jarrus" as soon as I said that his eyes widened and the glass of water slipped through his fingers and fell to the floor breaking. He started breathing heavily and he was shaking violently and mumbling word like 'replaced', 'never enough', and 'sorry'

"Ezra?" I walked slowly towards him.

"Ezra?" I asked again this time putting a hand on his shoulder but he jerked awake and fell in the floor where the broken pieces of glass were, cutting badly his shoulder. He was thrusting around and his breathing was becoming harder and his eyes were widening more and more. He started screaming and begging someone to stop and give him a second chance. I quickly took Ezra's comm and contacted Luke.

"Luke! Luke do you copy?"

Silence

Come on Luke!

"Ofelia! What's going on? Choper and a man came to my house but Ezra was nowhere in sight. Choper said that he ran off and he lost him inside the storm"

"Yeah, his with me but somethings wrong! I think he's having a panic attack! Also he injured his shoulder badly! He's bleeding and acting strange and I know what to do! I have been through a lot but nothing prepared me for that! Luke what should I do?"

"Don't worry, Ezra had panick attacks before. Go to him and place his hand on your chest. Then take some slow and deep breaths and tell him to do the same"

I did what he told me but it was difficult to take his hand when he was thrusting around like that. I took his hand and placed it on my chest. Then I started taking slow and deep breath just like Luke told me.

"Breathe Ezra, just like me, in, out, in, out" we were doing that for several minutes and eventually he calmed down.

"Ofelia?" he asked as he tried to get up but he flinched probably because of his shoulder.

"Come on, let's take care of this" I said as I led him to my bed. I took bandages and a wet cloth and started cleaning his would. He flinched a lot of times before I finish and when I was done he looked at the floor and remain silent.

"Ezra, why did this happen?"

"I, I just remembered someone, someone that hurted me deeply. It's been a long since I saw him for last time and I know we that I should have moved on but I can't. I doesn't matter if it's been a while ago I'm still hurting. He said he would protect me but he didn't. He said he would be beside me and he didn't. He beated me up, replaceed me and left me. But I still want to have him back but I can't. I know he doesn't want me" Unlocked at the floor too. Poor Ezra. When I find out who did this to him.....lets just say that I will have to hide a dead body later.

"But, if he hadn't done what he did I wouldn't have met Ben or Luke or you, the love of my life" he said looking up to me and I smiled. He got up and took my face with his palm.

"I'm so lucky that I found you" he said and kissed me.

When we separated I put my palm on his face like he did
"I'm so lucky that I found you too" I said smiling and we kissed again but this time. We both fell on the bed undressing each other.

Luke's p.o.v

I finishing my dinner. My aunt and uncle were missing from the planet to go and buy some new droids. So they can leave the planet and I can not. That's so unfair! A knock on the door made me look up. I looked through a window. Who can be when a sand storm is raising? Probably civilians that want a place to stay till the storm end. I opened the door and was surprised to see Choper and a man with a ponytail coming inside. I closed the door and looked at Choper.

"Where's Ezra?"

"Bwaw Bwaw Bwaw Bwaw Bwaw"

"What do you mean you lost him in the storm?!"

"Wait, do you know Ezra?"

"Yeah, why?"

"My names Kanan Jarrus, I am.... I was his m-friend" he said. I'm sure his hidding something but I don't have time to think about this now.

"Luke! Luke do you copy?" I heard Ofelia's voice calling through my comm.

"Would you excuse me for a few minutes?"

The man nodded and he sat on a chair putting his hands on his head. It was weird but somehow I could feel his feelings. I'm almost sure he was blaming his self for something but I don't know what. I quickly left the kitchen and went on the living room closing the door behind me.

"Ofelia! What's going on? Choper and a man came to my house but Ezra was nowhere in sight. Choper said that he ran off and he lost him inside the storm"

Ofelia then told me about Ezra's panick attack and I told her how to help him. Then I sat on the couch. What's going on lately? It all began when Ezra went to see his friend and came back crying. Then, the realization hitted me. This Kanan was his friend. Ezra's problems wasn't that bad before. But then he's going to see a friend and comes back crying, after that he commits suicide and now he ran off in the middle of a sand storm. Also Choper acts weird around him. Like he has done something, something bad. And the guilt, the self blame of this man. Now, it all make more sense. I went back inside and I found that Kanan sti" in the couch and Choper in the other side of the room, like he was trying to stay as far as its possible from him. I went to him and knelt down.

"Choper, I will do you a question and I want a honest answer alright" I whispered because I didn't want Kanan to bear me.

He nodded

"Is this man responsible about what's wrong with Ezra? You know the panick attacks, the nightmares, the suicide, the strange behavior and the reason he ran off?"

He nodded again.

"Is everything ok" I heard Kanan say from behind.

"No, not at all. We had news about Ezra"

The man looked at me with hope.

"Is he ok? Where is he? Is he in danger?"

"I will tell you if you tell me what's going on"

"What do you mean?"

"What happened between you and Ezra that made him act like that?"

He looked down and sat on the couch. He mentioned me to sit beside him.

"It all started two years ago. We were doing something that didn't go that well. It wasn't his fault but I was so angry that I didn't cared. I let my anger on him and I-I beated him up and said some terrible things to him. I messed up"

"Yes, more that you will never imagine. You didn't only beated him up. You broke him. He was drinking, cutting, crying, having nightmares and panick attacks because of you. It's all your fault. You even replaceed him after you threw him away like a trash"
I said getting frustrated.

He looked down. Choper came to us telling me to look out of the window.

"The storm is over"

"No, not for me at least. Whatever I'm doing I always end up hurting Ezra. For his own good I have to leave. In that way I won't hurt him again. Please when you see him tell him that I'm sorry for what I did, I will never forgive myself for the pain I caused him. I love and I will always love him with all my heart and if he ever want to give me a second chance I will always waiting for him" and with that he got up. He patted Choper on his dome and left the house. I sat there thinking for our till I fell asleep on the couch.

Time skip (because my hands started hurting from writing)
Still Luke's p.o.v

I woke up when I felt someone shaking me. I saw Ezra in front of me with a big smile. I remembered what happened yesterday. How am I going to tell him? I decided to just not mention anything.... yet.

"Well, I learned that you stayed at Ofelia's house yesterday"

"Y-yeah, I did"

"What did you guys do?"

"Nothing, nowhere, I did nothing with no one" he said trying to avoid something. Wait a minute!

"Did you guys had, you know"

"N-no, maybe"

"You used condom, right?"

"Ehhhh about that, we might forgot"

"Oh come on now. How did you forgot such a thing"

"I had a difficult night alright"

"Is it about Kanan?"

"H-how did you know? I have never told you about-"

"I know" I said before he could finish his sentence.

"Ezra there's something I have to tell you"

To be continued
I really love cliffhangers. I know that makes you all freak out but that's doing it funnier 😈😈😈

I want to thank you all for your ideas. Because you helped so much for this chapter I will give you some spoilers for my next chapter also what gender the baby will be. Here we go! First-

Warning: Because of a sand storm the signal was lost. The author won't be able to finish. May the force be with you always!