i turned my back on him and just rolled my eyes.

i'll have to deal with him tomorrow, i'm too tired to even snap back so i just let him.

"this is sound proof, don't even try to scream or do something." i reminded him before closing the door and he shrugged.

"scream? why would i scream? is it because of pleasure—"

"you know what? shut the fuck up and suck your own dick." i angrily shut the door.

he and his filthy mouth.

i got ready to sleep and did some of my routines before changing into my night gown.

i checked my phone for my upcoming missions and saw i don't have any for this week.

good, i still have time to plan something for this jungkook.

i closed my phone and leaned my head on my pillow. a pillow that smell so fucking bad.

smelled like my boyfriend's drool.

i woke up when i heard the front door hitting the wall behind. i groaned.

i guess my boyfriend came home.

but can he open it gently?!

right, he doesn't know i'm home. i sat up and drank the water on the bedside table. i bit my lip in annoyance when i heard a few objects making a loud thud due to falling.

is he fucking drunk?!

a few moments, the knob in my room was being forced open in a hurry.

i stood up and saw the clock beside my table. it was 4 am. he's ruining my sleep.

i walked to my bedroom door, fixing my pink silk night gown ending above the knees. i turned the knob and was about to greet him but stopped when i realized why the front door opened loudly.

he was in a hurry.

in a hurry to put the girl he was kissing on my bed.

he pulled away when he realized i was standing in front of him. the girl looked at me with narrowed eyes, annoyance displayed on her face.

"s-seol. you're home...?" sunwoo gulped.

"obviously." i rolled my eyes.

"is she your sister babe? where's your room?" i heard her whisper but loud enough for me to hear.

i scoffed and looked at him up and down, "is she gonna leave or what?"

he opened his lips apart lightly, strong smell of alcohol escaping his mouth. "s-seol, we can talk about this tomorrow, but can you please let us in—"

"do you hear yourself?" i acted like i was searching for the sound, putting my hand on my ear, "you hear that? that's the bullshit that came out of your mouth."

"what the hell is wrong with you? this is my boyfriend's place so—"

i scoffed even louder, "HIS place? none of these things are his. even the floor you're stepping on." i tapped my foot lightly on the ground and faced sunwoo.

he whispered something on the woman before she tried to throw fit but eventually she left. i walked towards him when he closed the front door.

i crossed my arms, "how long?"

"you don't need to know. i'm tired, seol. let me sleep—"

the anger inside of me bursted. if he thought it was okay to ignore my words earlier because i was calm, it doesn't mean i would stay silent forever.

not when i remembered he ruined my sleep and fucked other girls using my bed. the bed i bought using my own money.

all of these came from my money.

his audacity, wow.

"why did you cheat?" i mumbled,"  i never knew you would find something i lack with someone."

i paused,

"wait, i don't think i lack something."

"you were never here, seol. you don't know how lonely i am. you don't know because all you care about is your missions." he rolled his eyes and was about to walk pass me but i grabbed his arms.

"i literally order your every meal, even if i'm in the middle of mission. you know that. i've been showing you affection even though i'm not here—"

"who the fuck needs your deliveries when i can't even touch you? i need your presence seol!" he grunted.

my mouth slightly opened, unbelievably looking at him.

"that's it? that's the reason why you stuck your dick into different women?" i hissed.

"i have many reasons, you think you're affectionate? bullshit. you always think violently, wether with your choice of words or action. you don't considerate my feelings—"

"how?" i gritted my teeth.

if i could cut his neck out right now, i would. but the kitchen knife is too far.

"i'm a man, i need touch. can't you understand that? how long has it been since we had sex? kiss? three months, or probably longer." he scoffed.

"so your crinkled dick is the reason?" i asked and looked at him, unconvinced.

"there are many reasons, seol. i don't think you would ever understand. all you know is violence."

that was true but i never ever, laid hands on him. i gave him everything because i thought i finally found someone who could comfort me, who could show me what love even means.

he did at the beginning.

but it faded.

his consistency died.

"was your love for me even real?"

"of course, why would i fucking force myself to get along with your attitude if i didn't love you? you're the worst woman could ever be" he hissed.

"fuck you." i muttered, almost breaking down inside but i didn't show it to him.

i want him to know that his words doesn't affect me. i want him to know that i will not shed a single tear for his mistakes.

i would never think of the things i should've done for him not to cheat. it was his choice, after all.

his eyes looking strong to me while i just stared at him, my walls slowly cracking.

i've loved him for so long.

i think of him as my forever home.

i felt like he was the home i've been longing since my own family took it away from me.

i don't want to cry just because of a man that couldn't keep his dick inside his pants but the thought of losing him is another way around. this is far from what i am expecting, i never suspected him of doing something like this. i don't know what i would do in this kind of situation.

he could've told me so i could plan something.

"see? this is why other women are better than you. at least they can make me feel safe—"

"cheating is cheating, man. stop blaming the woman with your mistake. you can't turn the table upside down." a voice behind me spoke, "don't act like it's her loss."

"who the fuck are you?" sunwoo looked at me in confusion, "look at you, angry at me because i brought a woman but look at yourself."

"it's not like that." why do i have to fucking explain anyways?

sunwoo looked at jungkook with anger, "so you've been cheating—"

"as expected, cheaters are angry to be cheated on." jungkook chuckled, "don't worry, this woman only kidnapped me."

sunwoo scoffed, "what? and you think you're not violent—"

"if she was violent, she would've stucked a bullet in you." jungkook laughed behind me.

"she won't so fuck off, this is none of your business. seol would never—"

if the kitchen knife is too far, guess i'll have to use this.

i lifted my night gown a bit and i pulled out my gun from the black band on my thighs. i aimed it to the shit standing in front of me whilst i tilted my head, "babe, if you measure love by sex,"

i lowered my gun to his crotch, "then i'm not letting you have it."

i pulled the trigger and blood rolled quickly down his pants.

he screamed in pain, "fuck! what the hell! shit! shit! ugh!" he roared on the floor, rolling and holding his crotch.

he earned it and i'll never regret doing what i did.

cheaters will just get what they deserve.

"don't act like you lost something big." i rolled my eyes, turning my back on him. i ignored his loud crying and pulled out my phone to call someone from the agency.

i hate having blood inside my unit so i need to get the trash out.

my eyes met jungkook with wide eyes, his hands covering his crotch.

"should i tie myself again?"

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