Lena POV

The waves on that lunar shore were all they could hear, in the far shadows of the farthest point of land. The end of the world, or if you prefer, in the back of beyond. Clinging to that red cloth, covering her bare underside with the water at her ankles, in front of the stupidest woman she could ever love. In a million years, why had to be her?

And why, amid this disgraceful time, did she have to live long enough to hear more nonsense every day she breathed?

"I'm sorry, I can't. I almost did again, just like the night at Velvet Moon." said the blonde with the water over her knees.

Don't talk about that damn night!

Don't remember this fucking shit!

"Don't talk about that night," she asked, but without showing the panic she had about it.

"I can't forget," she said with the sea salt and tears mixed.

Oh, hell Rao!

"I wanted to forget," she commented with a nail in her tongue, holding back the rage scream.

"I can not," said Supergirl.

OH, BITE ME!!!

"I can't, I can't; I raped you that night." Said the blonde.

And the light of the broken moon illuminating the stage of the hopeless, undeniable, son of a bitch, of the fucking tragedy.

Moments like these made Luthor wish the end had come, and taking her away, at least it was better than going through certain shit, like this one: She was with the woman of her life, and out of nowhere she was dragged out from a good sex, to bumping into fucking Velvet Moon, from three years ago. That she wanted to forget, to delete from the gallery, to erase from the history books for posterity.

The worst night of her life.

And even though the urge to scream some big cursed words, Kara's face crying disarmed her.

"What is this nonsense? You've done nothing like that to me." Said before those sapphire blue eyes.

"Your mind may have blacked out. It happens sometimes when it's very traumatic." Supergirl complained. If there was one thing she could change about that brainless blonde, it would certainly be her self-demand level. Which was so sharp that she'd repeatedly pounded crap into that mind.

"You never did that." Lena pulled the blonde's face to hers. "Never,"

"Your mind may have erased, but not mine. I remember everything, everything I did to you. How jealous I was of Anri when she looked at you in the lab and pulled you close. You don't remember, and you don't even want to bring up because your mind tells you it was horrible." The blonde looked away, always down, or to the right, covered in the most excruciating guilt, which always killed her inside, always.

"You want to know why I hate to remember Velvet Moon?" Lena tied the red cloth around her neck like a cape. And she pulled the zipper on the super black outfit until she opened the jacket completely. She pulled the undershirt down to the blonde's breasts. "That's why I hate remembering three years ago. That's what I wanted to forget." She fingered the monstrous scar on the blonde's chest side. "This is the night I wanted to forget, the night I almost lost you forever."

"I deserved it. I should have died, after what I had done to you." she got even more bitter, when she grimaced in pain, taking a poke in the hole.

"Stop, don't say that. You did nothing wrong, plus you were under the red kryptonite."

"I won't justify myself with that. I was aware. I remember, I wanted it, every way I did it, in every position, every time. I was crazy about you. I always was, and I'm still. I hate it, I can't close my eyes, I see you, I can't be near you because I want you, I hate you for still being madly in love with you Lena, but I hate myself even more for wanting to hate you, and even more for that I did to you." Kara cried.

"Stop it," asked Lena, but the Kryptonian, with all the powers she had, was more deaf than a door. Unable to see anything good in herself.

"It can't have been good the way I did. So many times, it's impossible that you fell good. I hate myself so much."

Words were useless, so the brunette went into action, kissing that mouth that said so much nonsense.

"No," fled Kara, stepping back, but Lena followed. "Stop, I did something horrible, many times, all night long." She cried.

"I took the kryptonite with you that night!" shouted Lena, and the blonde planted her feet in the mud, looking confused. So what? After all, the effects were on Kryptonians. "I couldn't stand to see you there, taking that thing. So I took a twin strain of the one we used in you and applied it with a tranquilizer for myself. Of course, the side effects more than calmed me down and increased libido and physical stamina." Confessed to Kara.

"But I didn't make love to you that night. I, I attacked you like an animal." The blonde insisted on the nonsense, and the brunette felt her face burn.

"Kara," The breath failed, how to explain what they did. Lena found herself facing a child who asks where babies come from. "Kara, we did a lot of things that night."

"We didn't make love." cried Kara.

If there were words to describe such comedy.

Rao, forgive me, but fuck you, blonde! Thought Lena.

"Kara, we made love, sex, we fucked, and there are many, many ways to do that. And a bunch of other names too." Said Lena with her cheeks aching with embarrassment to hold back her laughter.

"Many," The blonde lapsed.

"Way many." She sighed.

And the flying mule's tears were fading away.

"I don't like to remember Velvet Moon, because I almost lost you, not because of the sixteen times we played the night before." Squeaked the brunette.

"SIXTEEN?!"

"Around of, I lost count after sixteen." Lena was red, she was sure of it.

And the blonde seemed to enjoy it, holding back her laugh, with her mouth twisted.

"Over sixteen," she laughed Kara, embarrassed.

"Oh, shut up!" Lena kissed her, a calm, tender, and lovely kiss.

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From the author:

And how were we today, Supercorps?

God in heaven, I laughed so hard writing this cap, so much. Just seeing the scene of the two talking, one embittered, the other... excited? I think it was more like dying of shame kkkkk.

Red Kryptonite right, Lena for God's sake, why? By the way, why, Supergirl?

Thank you so much to get here, a huge wolf hug in you Supercorps.

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