Chapter 22: Meat

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~(Y/N)~

It was finally the next morning, I awoke bright and early with butterflies in my stomach from fresh memories of what I did last night. I kissed him... I actually kissed Erwin. Getting ready, I slipped into a workout set for my jog with the same blonde. I packed a change of clothes for afterward before we hit the diner for breakfast.

Once ready, I made a brisk exit from my place not wanting to waste time. When I left the elevator in the lobby, I stopped in my tracks surprised. There he stood like a god, in a tank top and basketball shorts, looking at the wall in front of him. Admiring the pictures put there by our landlord, he had no idea that I was watching him. Maybe he's just as motivated by our kiss as I am, to get up early to start our routine. Smiling to myself I shook my head, I hadn't moved from my spot by the elevators, I was too busy gawking from afar.

Finally, after realizing the time, I step out into his view causing him to turn and smile at me. His smile was a bit timid but still bright. And the butterflies I felt before, felt stronger when we got closer. Now we stood only a couple feet away, my head was tilted up slightly to meet his gentle gaze. "You ready?" he asks. Boy am I ready.

"Yes sir," I say in a rather motivated tone. With that, I quickly darted around him and to the door. Before our jog even commenced we agreed we'd come back to his place so he could shower and I could change, so I left my bag there. Our time jogging up and down multiple blocks was spent mostly in silence due to us having our own earbuds in listening to music. But we remained side by side for the most part.

By the time we made it back to his building, it was nearly nine. I stood in his now pristine living room, while he headed into his room. Minutes pass before I hear the water start running. I quickly change into more normal clothing then took a seat on his sofa. My eyes dart around the room admiring all the work we had done. Then to my left, a cat jumped up, purring. "Hi baby," I whisper, I shift slightly allowing the cute animal to climb onto my lap. He must've found him or something. Sitting there petting the cat, I continue to look around. Then I noticed Erwin's laundry on the dining table. He probably didn't get a chance to take it to his room.

Gently setting his new pet on the ground I get up and grab the basket, I didn't know how long time had passed since Erwin got in the shower but I assumed he'd still be in the bathroom at least. I intended to just set the basket in there and then leave. The second I opened the door Erwin's cat came rushing in making me stumble and look at my feet, not even realizing the other thing coming inside the room. The moment I looked up my eyes were wide and my face immediately went warm. My eyes shot downward at his-

"I- I..." I trail off not having any good explanation for my intrusion. Even Erwin became flustered and quickly turned away revealing his toned ass. That's when I finally turned and covered my eyes. "I'm sorry I-I'll be o-out in the...yeah," I stop talking and simply walk out and shut the door behind me.

I was mentally slapping myself for being so dumb. I just stood there! God, I'm an idiot.

~Time Skip~

~Erwin~

After this morning's events, we skipped breakfast. I hadn't really seen (Y/N) the rest of the day until now. Hanji invited us over for a game night. And the moment (Y/N) walked through the door, my body went stiff. She was sporting a rather short but beautiful floral dress. The fabric stopped about mid-thigh causing me to look away for a moment. Levi was to my right and I could feel his cold gaze on me, then he nudges my shoulder.

"Chill out eyebrows, your fucking ears are red," he whispers. As (Y/N) came up to the coffee table she stopped by my side. Finally gazing up at her I noticed the rest of her outfit, the dress was off her shoulders and her hair was in loose curls spiraling down her soft-looking skin. She looked radiant, almost glowing. Finally taking a seat beside Hanji to my left, we all decided on a game while the TV was on in the background.

~(Y/N)~

We decided on Uno as our starting game, we went a few rounds where Hanji mostly won them. Finally, we were on our sixth round and I had just called Uno, and so did Erwin once his turn came. Flashing him a soft glare out of competitiveness I was prepared to set down my 'Wild' card. But then when Levi's turn came after he changed his seat so he was beside me, the damn shorty put a reverse card down.

Then, Erwin placed his final card before standing up and cheering for himself. I tossed my last card down then leaned back in my seat feeling defeated. We sat around for a moment while Hanji picked up the cards to reshuffle, that's when I noticed our drinks were getting low. "I'm gonna go refill," I announce while grabbing everyone's cups.

"I'll go help," Erwin offers, still standing but now holding his half-empty cup. Longing stares were exchanged for a minute before we both finally walked into the separated kitchen. After setting the cups down, I rummage through the fridge for the drinks Hanji bought. After pulling it out, I felt Erwin's presence behind me. "So, do I get a reward for my win?" he asks, his back leaned against the counter on my right. I paid more attention to pouring drinks than his question.

"I don't know, I think you just got lucky,"

Erwin chuckles softly at my comment before turning to face me. Once all the drinks were full again I go to put the rest of the bottle away only to have Erwin's large hand take the object from me. "Hey!-"

After setting the bottle aside, his hands rest on the counter with me between them, trapping me. "Give me a reward...please?" His face was close, really close, I could feel his warm breath on my face nearing my lips with each passing second. Images flash through my mind of last night and how his lips felt. Tender, sweet from the wine, absolutely intoxicating if I just-

I finally met him halfway, gifting him with a heatedly passionate kiss, my hand cup his perfect face keeping him in place all while his hands release the counter to scoop me up. I was pulled flush against him, and I hadn't realized it before but his body was hard. Our lips moved hungrily against one another.

My back slammed into the counter as we fell back, it hurt a little but I didn't care too much. I was too busy capturing every bit of his lips with my own, refreshing my memory of the feeling and taste of him. I knew that if we were in a different setting, and just to ourselves, we wouldn't be able to stop. And I didn't want him to. Then Erwin roughly squeezes my side gaining a soft mewl to escape in a muffled sound. In return he growls against my mouth, his tongue invaded mine within seconds of its opening.

As much as I wanted to fight back and assert dominance, my mind was in a haze and my body was rendered useless. It was like the only thing I knew how to do was move my lips against his and swirl my tongue around his. Our kissing had become so intense that I could feel wetness on the side of my mouth slowly trickling down my jaw. How long has it been? I need air. Finally letting out another muffled sound, I tap Erwin's shoulder signaling to break.

With a soft smacking sound, our lips finally part. I let out a long much-needed sigh before the soft pants begin. Turning to the drinks, I took mine and had a large gulp. My free hand rested over my chest feeling my racing heart thump away. My head felt light from the lack of oxygen. "What's taking you guys so long?" we hear Levi call as his footsteps get closer. Quickly I grab two drinks and Erwin takes the other two. I didn't really bother to check my mouth for any redness, the two of us just headed back into the living space to continue our night of games.

~Erwin~

The night carried on with more games which soon turned into the four of us watching a movie. Hanji and Levi sat on opposite chairs leaving me and (Y/N) on the couch together. Hanji had passed out in her seat letting out soft snores every few seconds. And about halfway through the movie, Levi got up to use the restroom.

Again it was just the two of us, and I wasn't sure what would happen if we'd continue our actions from the kitchen with the little time we had to ourselves or just remain as we were. (Y/N) then scooted closer to me until the back of my hand touched her thigh. Smirking to myself, my eyes remained glued to the TV. You're not helping your case girl. Creeping up her thigh, I gently caress her skin. That's when I hear her softly gasp, and begin to feel goosebumps.

Continuing my actions, my hand soon trails between her legs, gently touching her inner thigh. It was warm there, and if I went up a little further- My hands stop upon hearing the bathroom door open, then footsteps proceeded to follow. Quickly I retract my hand pretending I didn't do anything to her. (Y/N) fixed herself on the couch to where her head rested on my shoulder. God how much longer until we can go?!

With the movie paused now, Levi looked at us. "I think we can finish this another night. I'm gonna get four-eyes to bed. You guys can help yourself to the leftovers and head out," he says. (Y/N) was the first to get up without a word, she headed into the kitchen where I found her packing up some food in a small bag.

"Did you want anything?" she then asks.

You. "Nah I'm good for tonight, thanks." Scratching the back of my neck nervously, I wait for her to finish before we both leave the apartment. I walked (Y/N) back to her place, there wasn't a word said between us on the way. But that was usual, we did most of our talking throughout the day that I had no idea what to say to her. And especially after the things we were doing at Hanji's, my heart was still racing. Finally getting to her door, she hands me the bag of food for me to hold while she sifts through her things to get out her key.

Once the door had been unlocked she slipped in but looked back at me one last time and smiled gently. Her beautiful eyes were soft and glossed over hinting something else, maybe lust? "Have a good night Erwin...and thank you for tonight. I-I had fun,"

"As did I, sweet dreams,"

Before closing her door, she looks up at me, "By the way, when did you get a cat?"

Oh right! "Oh him? On my way back last night after dropping you off I found him near a dumpster. I think someone left him," I explain.

Her smile fades a little at the thought that someone could be so heartless, but then her smile returns even bigger than before. "Well, I'm glad you found him," she says. I smile back and nod in agreement, I never really wanted a pet but after last night taking care of it, I knew I wouldn't be able to give it up. Plus with (Y/N)'s help, I'm sure I could find all the right items for them, maybe he could even meet Mango eventually. Finally, though we said goodbye for the day.

With that, I turn and begin my journey home. I was feeling restless and when I got down to the lobby thought of maybe going to the gym to work out and get my mind off of things. Maybe take this pent-up energy and exert it elsewhere, but the second I was out the door, I realized I had still been holding (Y/N)'s bag of food from Hanji's. "Shit."

I had become so distracted tonight that I was becoming forgetful. Quickly turning around, I head back to the elevators. When I got onto (Y/N)'s floor, I dashed back to her door where I knocked on her door rather loudly in an urgent manner. I stood there waiting a good minute, maybe two before the door finally opened. And I wasn't expecting the view before me. My eyes quickly fell to the full breasts nearly on complete display.

I force my eyes upward not wanting to make (Y/N) uncomfortable, "Yes?" she asks. Extending my hand out to her, I held the bag before her.

"You forgot this- well I-"

"Oh thank you," she says finally taking it from me. Then, we stood there silently for what felt like a few minutes. She didn't seem to care now that my eyes were lingering up and down her body. Through the silk robe, I could see the small peaks of her nipples hardening from the cool air sweeping toward her. I wanted so badly to touch her again, be buried in her essence. "Good night," she finally said bringing me from my perverted thoughts.

"Y-yes goodnight!"

~(Y/N)~

I watched as he quickly left, his face was so red I thought that if all the blood had rushed to his brain he might faint. When the blonde disappeared from view I let out a sigh and shut my door. Slowly strolling towards my room after placing leftovers in the fridge, I nearly tripped over my kitty on the way there. "Oh! Sorry baby," I whisper while continuing my journey to my room now a little faster than before.

Once in my bedroom, I plopped down onto my bed allowing a long sigh to escape. My robe rode up allowing the cool air to sweep against my bare skin. Maybe I should've invited him in. Staring at my ceiling I was now imagining the whole 'what ifs'. Maybe he'd be too nervous to do anything. Nah, not after what he pulled earlier. My hand started to creep down my body imagining it was his touch.

He would definitely want to touch me again. His fingers keeping closer to my- I let out a soft gasp after reenacting Erwin's movements from before and then some. I was still aroused but now more so due to the thoughts, I was having. God, I can just see it now, his fingers gently rubbing between my lips coating himself. Letting out a soft mewl, I throw my head back allowing the tingling feeling to build as I worked my fingers around my clit now.

I imagined how he'd look at me while doing this, his blue eyes so intense and filled with lust for me. Him biting his bottom lip all while letting out a seductive growl. He would be so sexually frustrated from holding back- I wouldn't be surprised if he just- "Oh~"

Upon inserting my own fingers within myself, I imagined it was Erwin's thick long ones slowly thrusting in and out, almost teasingly. It would've been his way to punish me for making him so damn horny tonight. I mean, he was practically undressing me with his eyes at Hanji's all night long. Darting my head to the side, I let out a shallow sigh and begin to pick up speed. Oh god, I wanna call him back up here.

I paid no mind to my robe as it slowly opened at the front. My whole body was sensitive from the lack of any partners for some time, it was nice. "Erwin!" I shriek after hitting that spot within myself. But it wasn't enough, I needed more, I needed him here in the flesh doing this. Oh, I wonder what he'd say if he saw me like this.

"Oh look at you Angel, such a mess. Is this my doing?"

Just imagining his voice nearly tipped me over the edge. And then the image of his monstrous cock from this morning came to mind. I licked my lips wondering how I'd ever fit it inside me. "Fuck me, Erwin, ~" I whisper to myself. My free hand came to my mouth muffling the sounds that threaten to escape. I was so damn close, I knew if I kept fantasizing about him I wouldn't last much longer. I wanted all of him, I wanted him to break me and slowly put me back together piece by piece.

I pictured him thrusting that thick cock of his into my tight hole, stretching me out and filling me to the brim. His thrusts had to be earth-shattering. And his hands would be busy touching every part of my body, first at my breasts, cupping them- toying with them until they hurt. He'd kiss them better for sure, he didn't seem like the type to leave a lover in pain- no. Shuddering softly, I remove my fingers and go back to rubbing my clit in circles finding it even wetter down there than before.

"I'm close! Oh god, Erwin please ruin me~" I moan out, no longer caring who heard me. If only the blonde had been at my door hearing it all. Moving faster against my skin, I felt the knot inside me build up. Within seconds I was in a euphoric state, my legs closing around my hand shaking like crazy. Once the high began to fade, I fell limp on my bed, completely out of breath like I had just run a mile. Finally turning onto my side, I looked towards my window processing what I had just done, and thought. It was torture, despite finishing I wasn't completely satisfied. I had to have him.

~Erwin~

Slamming my door shut, I found myself leaning against it out of breath. I had to run home in fear of running into someone while like this. The tent in my pants wouldn't subside, in fact, it was starting to become painful. Aching for release.

If I was the horrible man I thought myself to be, I would've gone back to (Y/N)'s and taken her right then and there. Blame her for making me this way, all while at the same time tell her how beautiful she looked. Quickly undoing my pants, I toss them aside and rush to my bedroom. Taking a seat at the edge of my bed, I let out a sigh. I need to calm down, but this isn't gonna fix itself.

I couldn't even remember the last time I got like this, let alone had to take care of things. And every time I closed my eyes, all I could see were her eyes. I could just picture her, standing before me in that robe. Man how I wanted to rip it open and abuse her nipples. Letting out a low growl, I cup the aching erection hoping it would elevate the pain, but it only made it worse. There's only one thing to do. God, I'm sorry (Y/N) for thinking of you while doing such nasty things.

Falling onto my back, my right hand digs into my boxers, firmly grasping my weeping cock. I started in slow long strokes, my eyes shut tightly visualizing (Y/N) before me, in that robe, full open before me. I wonder if she'd ever let me fuck her breast. My hips jolted upward into my hand at the thought of her tits pressed together around me. Oh fuck~ I bet she'd even take me in her mouth while doing it...maybe just maybe. "Shit~"

My hand began working faster, now thinking of her voice, "Oh yes Erwin, make me yours!" It was like a movie in my head, me looking down at her while my cock slipped between the valley of her tits meeting her lips once the tip poked through the other side. Hell, she'd probably tease me and lick along the slit. That's when my thumb flicked over the said slit, to almost recreate the act I was visualizing. It felt so damn good.

"Mmm, I'm trying Angel~" I growl softly.

Eventually, I started wondering what her pussy would feel like if she could take me. I'd probably break her. "Faster Erwin~ Break me please!" I could never break such a beautiful creature, but if she asked me to-

"Gah! Fuck~" The tip of my cock was becoming wet now as precum started to spurt- I was getting close, and so soon. It really has been a while shit~ "I'm almost there, beautiful, get ready for my load~" As my hand moved even faster, I could feel the knot traveling downward, my toes began to curl all while ropes of white began to spray outward and onto my chest. My hips bucked madly from the intense orgasm, it seemed to last longer than just a few seconds. I hadn't even bothered to muffle the grunts and groans coming out, I was on cloud nine thinking of her.

After about a minute of panting and recollecting myself, I finally sat up. "Shit... I needed that," Finally leaning to the side, I grabbed a couple of tissues to clean myself off before finally standing up and heading to the bathroom for my second shower. After tonight, I knew that my frustrations were only going to get worse from here. I had to have her. 

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