good things never last forever

apparently

so it's possible to

loose

things that make you happy

over little things 

that don't make sense

or big things that 

can never be apologized 

for

it doesn't ever make sense!

frustration, confusion

whys and hows and 

plenty questions 

unable to be answered

because they simply don't 

want to be answered

even if it takes you apart

one by one

insanity!

why do you hate me?

what did i do?

can i fix it?

it's like a storm, a jumble

of sorries and pleas

forgive me!

good things never last forever 

all the laughs, the jokes,

the smiles, the playful shoves,

gone.

over a mistake so little but 

big enough to hurt, to blind in fury

a friendship lost

my fault...

i-i get it now

it's too big, too much

for a weak apology

that won't do anything at all

won't help anything or change anything

sorry doesn't help

i get it now...

good things never last forever

unfortunately.