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As soon as she got the message the the boys are back she stormed into the house through the door and searched around frantically, her eyes landed on Hoseok who sat on the couch and looked at the wall blankly. "Hoseok" she called out his name and he instantly looked at her. He stood up and smiled warmly at her.

Slowly she took steps towards him and wrapped her arms around his waist then rested her head on his chest "I'm glad that you are okay" she said and let out a sigh in relief. He hugged her back and rested his chin atop her head. "I'm so sorry for what happened" she pulled away and looked at him.

He saw it in her eyes, the pain. She was really sorry. He hugged her again and smiled "It wasn't your fault, you knew nothing about this" he sighed as she listened to his heartbeat.

"How are the others?" She asked softly and Hoseok let out another sigh.

"Yoongi is injured-" she immediately pulled away and looked at him wide eyed.

"Why are you telling me Just now?!!" She immediately turned on her heels and headed towards the infirmary. The sound of blood rushing in her ear was the only thing she heard, her head was pounding and her heart was ramming in her chest. She stopped infront of the emergency room and tryed to get in but she was pulled back by some of her men.

"Let me go!!" She struggles under their hold.

"Boss Calm down, you shouldn't barge in it would disturb the doctors!!" One of the men holding her said, she immediately grabbed his collar and pushed him onto the wall and glared at him. He shrunk in fear at the way her eyes darkened.

"You don't tell me what to do" she coldly uttered and let go of him. Turning around she entered the room quitely as possible. Her eyes softened looking at Yoongi unconscious on the bed with an oxygen mask on his face. There were doctors around him walking back and forth while trying to mend him.

"I'm sorry" was only what she could utter after all that happened. She had seen him go through pain, they lived together for years. They used to laugh it off back then, but now when she knows that he is hurt because of her she wanted nothing but to hurt herself. She would do anything to take his place on the bed, she wouldn't mind going through the pain for pain was an old friend.

Suddenly someone held her tight by her arm and pulled her out of the room making her gasp. He threw her at the wall, her head hit hard on it and she fell on her knees, it took her sometime to come back to her senses, anger sweeped through her veins, she glared at the person with rage but all rage subsided when she realized it was Jimin.

Ignoring the pain she immediately got on her feet and hugged him, she was relieved to know that he was back home, safe. She was harshly pushed away from him making her hit the wall with a gasp. "Don't F*cking come near me or Yoongi, You have no right to face us after what You've done!!" Jimin said her with venom in his words. The way her heart shattered could be heard by the whole world.

"J-Jimin W-what are you sayin-" she was harshly cut off by him.

"Don't F*cking call me Jimin after sending us into danger!!" He took a step forward to her and she was rooted on the ground, she could see the tears collecting in his eyes. He placed his finger on her chest "you" he pushed her by his finger "are" one more time and she took a step back "a Monster" he glared at her for a few seconds then turned on his heels and walked into the room.

"I am A monster for hurting my own people" her heart clenched but emotions were not shown on her face Her face looked blank and empty as ever. "What Have I done?" Not a tear slipped down her eye. The pain was in her, she was used to this feeling. "I deserve to be in pain"

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Something was wrong. He knew it from his guts. He can feel it. It's as if he was hurting from inside. It's as if his heart was being stabbed by a million daggers. He couldn't close his eyes even though it was night. His eyes were focused on the moon which would accompany him on the nights he felt the same pain. The pain wasn't new to him, he had felt it most of the time.

But he didn't know why it comes. It was as if he was feeling the pain of someone close to him. A sigh left his lips as he moved his blanket away and got off the bed. Lazily he dragged himself out of his bed towards the fountain that layed at the center of the massive garden. Just as he stepped out of the house the cold night breeze engulfed him making him shudder.

Taking slow steps towards the fountain he sat on the edge and looked at the bright moon. The moon was his aafe place, whatever he feels he rants it to the moon cause he knows that the moon would keep his secrets hidden. His eyes fell on the two buildings that had their light turned on even though it was midnight. He wondered if these people ever took rest.

Suddenly he saw a figure walking towards the training shed. He recognized immediately, it was Angel. But why was she walking into the shed at this hours? He knew it was none of his business but a part of him wanted to follow her. Yet he didn't.

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She absentmindedly walked into the shed that stood a few distance away from the infirmary. Her ears were clouded woth the word "monster" and she can't seem to take it out. Walking into the shed she made sure to lock the gates. Removing her blazer she threw it on the floor and her eyes landed on the punching bag that hanged ontop of the stage.

She didn't bother to wear gloves, walking straight towards it she punched it with all her might "you are a monster" she repeats the words in her head "you deserve pain" she continuously punches it. Although she was broken not a tear slipped down her eyes, emotions were hidden deep inside her. "You sent your family to harms way"

The skin on her knuckles started bruising up but she didn't mind it. The white leather punching bag started to stain by her crimson blood. She was punching the bag with all her might, she didn't know what she was doing. All she wanted now was to feel pain. Cause she deserves it.

From outside the shed some trainees stopped by and looked in through the window. They had seen her punching the bag before but right now she looked different, she looked like a real monster, letting out all her rage on the bag. When they witnessed blood dripping down her hands their eyes widened. They knew she was crazy but not upto the point where she would harm herself.

Her mind flooded with all the memories where he killed people mercilessly. Their screams; their begging to spare them; their pain, she could hear and feel them. The amount of people she killed like a monster, the amount of lives she destroyed was uncountable. She really was a monster. A monster as Jimin said.

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He frowned when he noticed some trainees gathering up and looking through the shed of the window. Getting on his feet he walked towards it, and with each step he took his heart ached more. "What's going on?" He asked and the trainees looked at him and sighed.

"It's Boss letting out her rage" one of the boys spoke up making him frown. He moved them away and looked through the window himself and just as his eyes landed on angel Punching a bag his heart clenched. He blinked furiously as he watched crimson red blood trickled down her arms onto the white stage.

"She's hurting herself" he uttered under his breath and quickly walked towards the gates of the shed to open it. But it was locked. One of the trainees quickly stopped him.

"If I were you I wouldn't do that, if you go anywhere near her she might kill you because she is not in her right mind" the boy said making him sigh.

"But she is hurting herself purposefully" he grabbed a large wooden stick from the corner and walked towards the window, with all his strength his threw it at the glass making it shatter into pieces. The loud noise of glass shattering echoed through the estate yet Angel paid no mind, her focus was only the bag.

With the help of the edge of the winow he jumped into the shed and accidently cut palm for a piece of glass, he hissed but ignored it and quickly skipped towards her. With each step he took close to her his heart ached. He realized that she hadn't notice him near her.

Her eyes looked empty and she looked like she was dead from inside. He got onto the stage and called out her name "Angel!!" He yelled trying to take her attention but she wasn't aware. All she could hear was the word monster repeatedly in her head. He took another step closer and called out to her yet she didn't respond.

He didn't have any other choice other than bringing her back into her senses, wth a sudden move he held her arms from the back, she was still not in her right mind, her instincts worked quickly and she elbowed him making him gasp, then she threw him over her shoulder making him land on the ground harshly.

She straddled him and raises her fist to punch him "NOONA!!" he screames at her and held her fist tight. His voice broke her from her trance, she took in deep breaths while looking into his eyes. Those eyes she loved so much looked back at her with concern. Her eyes then landed on his palm which was bleeding, her heart dropped.

"Oh Kookie what happened to you??!!" She hot off him and held his arm like it was the precious thing "does it hurt?" She asked while examining it. He looked at her frowning, why was she asking if he was okay when she was the one who is injured the most. "We have to get you to the infirmary" her words made him sigh.

She sat up and held her hand making her wince "see you are the one who has to fo to the infirmary" he softly uttered as she examined her bloodied hands.

"How did this happen?" She asked making him frown. She looked ta the punching bag and sighed. She did it again. She hurt herself again, she broke the promise she made to yoongi years ago. How foolish of her. She hurt them and she dared to break a promise too. She wasn't a good friend, she deserved pain-

"Will you snap out of wherever you are!!" Jungkook said making her flinch. "Now come with me we need to treat your wounds"

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