Uhm-

So....

The year is starting off with a SHABANG

Uhm...

So I was having a normal good day and suddenly started remembering that my ex best friend dropped me this month and had one of my worst panic attacks in a while-

Probably cuz my anger flared up while I was having it but-

Woaaaahh

Ripped a hole in my bean bag---

ALSO I bit one of my nails so much it started bleeding-

Ripped up ALOT OF a notebook, this is just a few pages, the rest of it is scattered around my room.

And it was my math book for homeschooling to 😭

Ripped up some sponge I was saving for a project :/

And cracked a empty can in half-

I'm really upset that that's how my year started but I'm sure it will get better?

It has to right?