WOAHHH
My shittiest year in a nutshell <3

TW for some of this because uhm...- :D

💥JANUARY💥

Moved to this homeless shelter that was and is really shitty

Online best friend dropped me

Really really bad deppresion

started public school for the first time again in 2-3 years

Made a really good friend named Steph

❤️‍🔥 FEBRUARY ❤️‍🔥

Felt really shitty

Was exhausted basically the entire month

Attempted but lived ✨

My partner got grounded from his phone so I couldn't talk to him and the deppresion got WORSE

❓MARCH❓

can't remember shit from this month TBH

I do remember becoming friends with one of my friends though  :3

🙄APRIL🙄

My mom's birthday-

Eclipse (was literally on my mom's birthday 💀)

Almost got into a fist fight with some bitch at my school (one of my friends ratted me out for some fucking reason-)

Was super overstimulated at school once and screamed at someone for tapping my arm 😭-

👹MAY 👹

my sister's birthday-

Became close friends with this lady who I saw as a motherly figure and her child (wich is surprising cuz I fuckin hate babies)

Me and the friend I became friends with in March started dating but broke up after like two weeks.

End of school

🏳️‍🌈JUNE🏳️‍🌈

GAY MONTHHH

Probably my favorite month of the year tbh :3

Started pretty much realizing I was trans and not non-binary

🦅🇺🇸 JULY🇺🇸🦅

FIREWORKS
SO MANY FIREWORKS

I remember there was this dude (he was a teen, about my age I think -) who was telling me a fake story about her got chased by cops for pulling a gun on some guy who grabbed his ass (PLEASE I THINK HE WAS TELLING ME HIS GAY AWAKENING STORY /J)  and he had to hide in a trunk and then the cops asked to open the trunk and the guy magically printed out a for sale sign and stuck it on the car and said it was a test drive so he couldn't or some shit-

GOT MY CURRENT HOUSE 🥳🥳🥳🥳

☝️ AUGUST ☝️

kind of blasted the entire hazbin soundtrack this month idek why- (they ARE bangers)

Started school again-

Met two therians at my school, moon and Olivia.

Started dating Olivia, but started liking moon.

😓SEPTEMBER😓

Planned with my friend to help me break up with olivia

broke up with Olivia

My partner finally got his phone back

Attempted and failed for the second time this year 🙄

Left school for homeschool because of bullying-

Became really addicted to SH, worse than I've been in the 7 years I've done it-

Almost died from bleeding out (IDK HOW TF NO ONE FOUND OUT, I WOKE UP HOME ALONE WITH BLOOD SURROUNDING MY ARM-)

🎃OCTOBER🎃

Spooky season

Came out (was supposed to help my year, even in the slightest but it actually worsened it greatly)

My sister ruining my birthday -

HALLOWEENNNN (WAS ACTUALLY TOP NOTCH AND MADE UP FOR OCTOBER)

started my yt channel <3

☕NOVEMBER☕

Talked with my friends mostly

Got ghosted by them 💀

Messaged my ex best friend multiple times and got told off by them (I did this alot throughout the year and they responded once and we had a conversation like we were still friends but then they didn't respond at all-)

Orange Cheeto won, lost all hope for humanity.

I'm pretty sure this was the month where I lost my yt channel cuz the email thing at 200 subs :(

Started becoming a ton more active on Wattpad

🎄DECEMBER🎄

Didn't look forward to Christmas at all, couldn't care if it happened.

Celebrated Christmas early cuz my mom said she "couldn't buy present" cuz she "didn't get enough money" and bought a whole ass COMPUTER for herself, and expected my DAD to get us more when he literally got duped by his job and didn't get his paycheck-

Realized that 2025 was soon, and I'm currently 2 weeks and five days clean (I believe it's five days.)

Have eaten two big meals without throwing it all up! Very proud of myself :3

Looking forward to 2025

Got reminded that project 2025 could happened and lost some excitement i had 😃

Started writing hypnosis :3

Lost a heap ton of deppresion

AND NOW AS WE STEP FOOT INTO 2025, WE CAN ONLY WONDER WHAT LIES AHEAD.

that was to serious for an ending to this

BYE WHORES 😍