Well what can I else say....I feel...depressed....I know it doesn't seem like me , to you , cause I never feel down around you guys and I think this is the first chapter I am wring about my depression, I mean I don't know if you could call it that but i feel like it is......I am sick now and stress really gets into me, I mean I am here almost every day .....wait I am actually here every day but I don't come here often during the day......but it's about what's going on in my house, it all hits me because I am the most sensitive one about it.......today was even more depressing for me because our teacher got us all together and told us that our principal past away yesterday.....He was so nice and we all were sad about it, it made me more depressed......I really try to update my books and I love to see how happy you are about it or how you laugh at my chapters cause I added something funny, cause that's what really make me happy , me making others happy , I never got hated on and I hope I won't be in a situation where I need to face a hater on here, but it might happen

I do lots of creative stuff , here and in real life, I love listening to music and drifting off into my imagination, it makes me feel relaxed , I love creating stuff cause it's fun if you ask me, I wish that one day I will make more stuff and make my room extra crazy so that I will live in a room that really suits my liking

I am really sad today , and I was sad  for a while.....I just......I just can't deal with everything sometimes......problems destroy me and my life......I will talk to a specialist because I have too much stress and if it won't stop , I might even break down mentally and who knows what might happen to me......That's why I really hope you understand that I might not be in the best conditions.......I miss my old days ..........I miss it....