I have no idea what I am going do especially with my father passing away. Andrew tries to comfort me but i didn't want to be comfort because it will not bring my father back after what I been through.

I am officially an orphan.

He asks if I am okay but I wasn't in the mood to talk or feel anything. He didn't bother to ask again so I ask him why do he even care? He looked at me asking me the same question to me when he know I don't care.

I walk up to him whispering to him that he can't control my feelings or me . He hold my head looking down by planting his kiss right on my lips again. I push him away wiping my lips from the slob he placed upon my lips. He grab me closer pushing me to the wall ,grabbing onto my neck kissing me. I didn't stop him when he was doing this to me.

He grabbed me and pick me up still place to the wall kissing him. He sat me down on the table kissing my neck . His kisses is sweet but just wasn't in the mood. He got a call from someone but he didn't pick up the phone.

The phone rings ...

He pick it up anyways, I sat down drinking the coffee i got myself before he ruined that for me by wanting to have sex with me. My phone rang as well which was his mother telling me that she needs me for the wedding plans.

I couldn't believe I am marrying him even with my father dead.

I told her okay but didn't want to come because I have someone on the inside who is handling my father funreal so I speak.

Andrew told me he will be back later, I was starting to feel something else when he touches me. I got prepared and getting for the long run of this wedding but still was thinking about my father and how we would be happy to see me settle down but just not with the one who he set up with his mother.

All I know I getting married to him less than a week. Andrew wasn't on my mind when my father death is and how badly I feel to be here without him. He was my everything after the death of my mother.

I went to her getting some stuff down with her although she can't move her body the same because she is going through the recovery of her wounds.

She asks me where Andrew but I had no idea where he went and what he is doing or with who. She asks me will I ever fall in love even if it is not her son.

"Someday but just don't know it yet." I told her fixing up some things with her. "Well I knew it was love with Andrew father because it was the way he touches me and make me feel around him." She says smiling. I started to think about the touches Andrew and I shared.

"Could it be like a spark?" I ask her,she smiles at me telling ,"how did you know?" She asks." Nothing I just guess."starting to feel something which never happens to me. I told her I will come back tomorrow because I need to talk to Andrew about something she said to me.

He didn't pick up the phone so I went to find him where I stumbled upon him with his ex whore laughing.

When I thought I could take some ease on him now which made me go back to my old hard shell again this time it will not show ever.

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