It been two years when we went through all this bullshit. Andrew and I was on vacation with the kids, Andrew wanted more children but I just knew I don't want anymore.

Jackeline was one years old while Adam is two years old. I love seeing my children play with each other while Andrew is having fun in the water. Jackeline was feeling a little sick so I took them both into the beach house so I can take care of Jackeline.

Andrew came into the beach house seeing that his baby girl is not feeling well so he took her away from me giving her medicine while I have a bond with Adam. Adam was babbling some words to me but I just knew motherhood have me looking really good.

I just knew I needed a break from the mafia life I was accustomed to. I grew up to violence and murder and money but I wanted to make sure my children didn't go through this, I don't want them to think they would end up losing their mother some day.

I hugged Adam so tight just knowing he knows I love him no matter what until Andrew ruin the fun by telling me he will travel back to spain to get some things.

"Why can't we just vacation and let work wait another day." Instead of us talking about it, he said an insult to me which hurt me so I quickly got on his case for it but I can see that he is pissed but he doesn't have to lash it out on me.

"Andrew, you don't have to be such dick with me." I told him and he had realized that he was rude to me, so he embraced me by giving me kisses and begging me to forgive him for lashing out on me.

"Don't lash out on me, but talk to me about issues like this or any other issues." He kissed my neck but I turned around giving him an kiss on his cheek. I told him I will stay here with the kids while he handle business in Spain.

He left the day after while the children and I  were having fun at the beach. I want to make sure Adam was heading soon to preschool, so I went to the store to buy some books to teach him some words before he turn three this year.

I wanted my child to be really smart after all I am smart so his dad. I can tell Adam would love sport by seeing play games with his father even though he is little to know what they are.

"Mama..." He says.

"Yes Adam mama." I told him to give me a high five but I got a call from Valentina telling me about Lucia plans before she passed away.

Lucia had plans to kill me with Andrew all for the drive and it was because I killed her husband. I didn't know she was married with him.