Arnav had leaned his head backwards on his chair with his closed eyes..

The flashes of that night.. Her sitting at the edge of the pool looking totally broken.. Her packing her luggage.. Her decision to leave him for his betterment..

His eyes shot open the moment he recalled her adamant and urgent decision of leaving him and then his devil rather idiotic way of forcing her not to leave..

Hell.. Doesn't she know.. He can't survive without her..

As if.. You made her realise that ever?
His heart accused

Hell.. He still remembers how he reminded her of the so-called contract marriage of them although there was no existance of any such paper.. And ofcourse the blackmailing part..

It was Bravo to blackmail and threaten her instead of saying a simple sentence I WAS ANGRY AND I VERY MUCH NEED YOU if he was so allergic about expressing his love for her at the moment..

Also.. Not to mention.. The naive.. Innocent and one of a kind of his wife.. Without any such proof.. Paper.. She still believed it to be a mere contract and his words to be true failing to see his fear which was undercovered by his non-existant threat..

But not to mention.. Again.. The screwd his wife showed with her business-minded husband.. She fooling him went to Buaji's house amd her stubbornness.. Of not returning back was not helping either..

So.. Knowing no other way as he never learnt any.. He just knew to get his work done by hook or crook.. He again blackmailed his wife with the threat of demolishing Buaji's house.. And well she lost her cool state.. She freaked.. Created hurricane in his  cabin and left..

Disgusting and guilty.. This is what he had felt when he told his secretary to convey the message to come to his house.. Although. He was sitting with his back at front.. He knew she must be bulbing in anger and then moment he turned around with a fake yet buyable smirk.. His heart skipped a bit..

His wife stood there hurt and stupified.. He had seen it in her eyes that more than anger.. It was feeling of hurt.. Feeling of awfulness in her eyes.. He felt something mocking deep in jus heart.. He felt something being broken with him as well as her.. It was a heartbreaking moment..

Although.. He was happy that she bought his so-called threat even though trying her best not to show it.. It somewhere hurted him that she still doesn't understand him completely.. Although.. She is the only one to understand him

Doesnt she know that he is no more the ASR who would hurt her?

He is no more the Shaitan but her Rajkumar..

But then he leaves no chance to prove her that he is still the very Shaitan who turned her life upside down by his very stupid useless ASRism with his love.. His wife..

His mind then recalled how a leech employed bad-eyed his.. ASR's wife and used cheap words for her.. Although he zipped his and others lips by his slap and his acknowledgement of her being his wife.. Yet it slashed him within remembering that as he gave them this opportunity to ill-mouth his wife or any other woman..

How could he.. Although unknowingly stoop so low?
Didnt he take care not to hamper her dignity in all this ploy? He felt like slapping himself.. He hurt his wife.. Played with hus image and her dignity..

Another sin in his bucket for which he need to redemption..

He had felt extreme pain himself while talking about demolishing Buaji's house but he wanted his wife with him and could do anything for it and so he did it.. Without realising what effect it will have on his already hurt wife..

He had finally realised her hurt when she didn't turn up even after knowing about his sugar level going down.. As he knew Aman would have definitely informed her..

But then a sly smile appeared on his lips remembering how Aman was treating him like a wife when he fell weak due to low sugar.. Surely those were the instructions of his wife who showed negligence to him by not reaching there but made sure Aman does her part..

He knew how tough it must have been for her not to run in his arms after learning about his health from her very loyal source Aman.. Devotee of his Khushi Bhabhi more than his boss ASR..

He had noticed how Aman had become so caring about his food and medication and one day he had unknowingly eavasdropped when his very loyal Aman was talking to his Khushi Bhabhi..

That day gave him a hopes.. He felt alive again.. And continued playing ignorant of this beautiful.. Hopeful fact much to Aman's and his wife's content..

He knew she didn't turn up because she thinks that their contract is going to end soon..
She thinks that will be no more his wife.. She won't have any right to look after him.. To look after his eating and medication schedule.. No right.. She won't hold any right at all and it must be killing her slowly yet steadily but the thought of it is killing him more..

She really thinks that he would leave her?

After all those she still believe that ASR more than his Arnavji?

After his confession and his comeback after kidnap.. How he had hoped to finally live a normal.. Happy life with HIS HAPPINESS..KHUSHI.. But then..He himself spoilt everything in his anger.. Frustation and fear.. The person who should be the reason for her smiles.. Laughs and Happiness made her sad and hurt the most.. He called her.. His mistake and yet again reminded her about the contract and then it striked her..who had long forgotten about the contract..

He actually didnt mean it yet said in fear and now regretting..

She understood he was hurt.. He was angry and seeing his mother-figure Di.. Attempting something like trying to kill her unborn but then how she deserved his outburst?
How was she at fault in all these?
Just because she cared for his sister and her health.. She became a culprit?

Rather than bursting on her.. He should have understand that his  sister is in a major Trauma..
And not that his wife isn't hurt.. She was hurt too just like others.. Infact more than other.. She was hurt.. She was guilty.. But no one cared about her.. Not even her own husband..

He realised it but a bit late.. And this delay caused him to leave to the pain-guilt-redemption path.. Now that the damage is beyond repair..

Spending even a single moment without his wife is torturous to him.. How he wished to forget his every pain in her arms and how he added more pain in their life..
Irony.. Isn't it?

He can't leave think of leaving a day without her. He wants them to be each other, belong to each other in possible sense.

He remembers the blush, the smile, the happiness with which her face glowed the day he asked her to move forward with him but then he himself brutually killed that hope.

His heart can't forget the feelings pooled out in his eyes and her simple surrender for that in the hut when they were about to be one and he can never outlook he4 nerve wrenching cries and attempt to make him run with him and how he saved her and then that devastating moment when she fell from that cliff.He felt like he died in the moment when there was no sign of her and then again when she showed no response when he was trying to wake her up. He can't forget how even after suffering Ll this herself she was more worried about him after gaining consciousness.Even he didn't know when he became this lucky to an angel.. His happiness all for himself. He remembers each and every time she showed and showered her love and concern for him.  Her love for him is so genuine and pure although she has never confessed it, he knows it too well.

But then he himself insulted it throwing all those harsh.. Rude words at her.. On that night.. And then never ever confessed about his feelings.. He knows and regrets it.. And it panicked her.

Although he knows that she understands that he isn't an easy man with conveying his feelings but when he said to 'Move Forward Together'.. The very morning of that fateful night much have shattered and bruised her already fragile heart..

It must have been too much to bear.. He took her for granted for lashing his frustation over her not caring that even she has feelings. She feels hurt when hurted by others..

He already misunderstood her under the impression that leech Shyam created about their feelings for each other. He not only questioned her character  but made her life a living hell by his taunts and torture. Even her family had abandoned her but she yet again proved that she is Khushi by winning everyone's heart including the devil himself..

What else prove a man needs about how much his wife loves him?
That freaking skinny and scared doll alike wife of his put her life on stake to save her husband even after what he made her go through.

He had realised that Khushi is not just his wife but a blessing. He claims to be super powerful but it was his wife who showed what power is. The power of love, the power of sacrifice, the power of patience.

He had felt disgusting that he didn't believe her but that Shyam. She was not at all at that Shyam had lustful feelings for her still why her dignity was questioned. Him being overs judgemental and angry made Khushi pay.

It could have been so beautiful for both of them especially Khushi  if instead of trusting him, he would have gone to Khushi for answers. He would have proposed her and then protect both his sister and his  would-be-wife but he spoilt it and when he got second chance he hurted her again and maybe beyond limit which forced her to  leave him specifically thinking about the end of the so-called contract of their marriage. 

He realised and it arose panic within him.. He has realised that this time he doesn't have to deal with a helpless sister of a bride but a much hurted and Broken wife of an arrogant.. Weak with emotions husband..

And Then his smirk with his breathtaking smile had made a way to his lips.. Because finally it has dawned what he has to do.. Not the ASR but.. Arnav.. To be more specific.. KHUSHI'S ARNAVJI.. THE RAJKUMAR OF SUNDARII.. HER HUSBAND..

No business mind.. No.         Would work but the feelings which would only work are Dedication.. Willpower and LOVE..
YES.. HE WILL HAVE TO WIN HER.. HIS WIFE BACK WITH HER LOVE..

You will have to come Khushi.. Come back to me.. Your in-laws house
Shantivan..

And most importantly the place you belong too..

He said patting on the left side of his chest..

Because its here you belong to.. Because.. This is your home.. My heart is where you belong too and this is the very home of yours.. My Heart whom you teached to beat again..

I will bring you back Khushi.. Not by hook or crook but By Winning you.. Your love.. Your respect..
I WILL WIN YOU BACK MRS. KHUSHI ARNAV SINGH RAIZADA..

YOU ARE NOT THE BIGGEST MISTAKE BUT THE ONLY SOLACE OF MY LIFE.. MY SANITY.. MY REASON TO BREATH DAMMIT..

To be continued..

So.. Now you have come across the feeling of both..

Whom to support?
Both are right at their place respectively..

Now that Arnav has realised about his mistakes.. Do you think he will take the much needed decisions?

The most important question.. Will he be able to make her understand his feelings now thay she has shut him down?

Will she be able to forgive him?

Will he win her back?

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