I woke up not feeling well, I felt something in my belly and it wasn't feeling right. I felt like it was the end of the world with my belly hurting. I scream for Antonio because I couldn't bare this pain anymore until he told me to unlock the door, but I couldn't walk there with this agonizing pain in my stomach. 

He broke down the door picking me up in bridal style taking me to the car by rushing to get to the hospital. Once I got there, I was placed on the bed rolling into the emergency room in the maternity ward part of the hospital. Antonio followed me as the nurses told him to stay back while they check up on me. 

A few hours later, I was feeling better from the agonizing pain I was suffering and that is when Antonio came into the room asking me if I am feeling better. I turn around to face towards the window as I tell him I am feeling much better. 

''Look, it's hard for me to express my feelings.'' Antonio said. I didn't say anything because I just want to lay here to listen to him about his feelings. He tells me how he was scared if he lost me because he cannot see himself with anyone else other than me. He knew he was being an asshole last night for not trying to fight for our love by trying to work out the disagreement we had last night, but he said he will try to work out things with me because he cannot lose me. I turned around facing him wiping my tears from my eyes as I open my arms wanting him to embrace me. He walks over to me as he embraces me as he kisses me on the forehead and my cheek. 

''I love you too.'' I kissed him. Antonio and I was having a long conversation until Mateo and Taylor came to see me. Mateo told me that his little nephew is at home with the sitter because he doesn't trust mom to watch him. Taylor asks me if I am still pregnant with the second child, and I replied yes by showing her my pregnant belly. She didn't understand how Antonio could have impregnated me twice in one year. 

"My sperm is strong.'' Antonio smirks. 

''Ewww.'' Taylor and I looked at him and that's when Mateo said you can't blame God for giving him the strong one to get me pregnant twice in one year. I rolled my eyes and that is when Antonio approaches me by kissing me over and over again. ''I'm hungry.'' I whisper to him. 

''I will bring you some food.'' He left to get some food and Mateo went with him leaving me with Taylor. Taylor was wondering how Antonio and I already got into a relationship in short notice because she remembered how Antonio and I was working together, and he fired me which led me to sleep with him which led to another and another. 

''I know you know I love him because you told him.'' I said. 

''I mean he is clueless, and you were never going to tell him anyways.'' Taylor smiles. I had no choice but to laugh because she is right about me because I was never going to tell Antonio and he probably would still see me as a friend although he told me he was nervous to come to me. Taylor and I was having a laugh talking about our memories before we went our separate ways because I chose to continue my family business until my mother chose to pass down to my brother because she didn't think I was a right fit. My mother is jealous of me because I was cherished by my father, and she has been seeking his attention for a long time. 

''I have been wanting to tell you that your mother didn't like you all because of your father's attention.'' 

''Why didn't you tell me?'' 

''I felt like I would ruin the relationship you and your mother have.'' 

''We do not have a relationship other than the hate and jealousy version of it.'' I didn't understand why my mother act like that with me until when my father got sick and was dying in his bed telling me how much he loves me. I try to understand my mother and her motives until I realize it is useless because she will never see me as her daughter other than the person who took all the attention away from her husband. My father was helping me be the best mafia princess ever in the world by spoiling me and treating me like the queen I truly deserve. Although he may have robbed me of a childhood by teaching me how to handle a gun and how to throw knives also learn how to fight. I became stronger physically and mentally by knowing what my enemy want from me. I do not want to rob my children of their childhood because I want to live before they learn about the business their father and I do. 

Be the product of a mafia family and now producing more products in the mafia family makes it harder for us because we want to protect, but we have to teach them how to fight and handle guns and knives, also to know what they enemy wants from them. We have to teach them how to make money smart and efficient without being under the radar of the police. It's hard job to passed down generation to generation. Taylor and I had a long ass talk until Taylor said she needs to go home to handle something. Antonio came back with the food where he and I started talking and eating. 

''You know you are so beautiful.'' 

''You know that your girlfriend is hungry, and she needs to feed your child.'' He got up to give me my plate of food and I cannot wait to dig into the food because I have been hungry ever since I arrived at the hospital. I will be discharged soon, and Antonio has been waiting for the doctor to come in to discharged me so we can go home.