Y/N's P.O.V

I lay in my bed, scrolling through YouTube and trying my best to ignore it when my ex-boyfriend's videos came up. When I had walked out on Will, I had regretted it immediately and I still did a bit. After all, he was the love of my life and the fact that I'd felt slightly alone in the last month of our relationship in hindsight hadn't been worth breaking up with him. But it was done now and there was nothing I could do about it. I stopped scrolling, my eyes wavering as I saw Will's most recent S2W video. The thumbnail was a screenshot of him looking slightly down, with the title "I screwed up". I gulped, tears pricking my eyes as I could already guess what the video was about. Against all better judgement, I clicked onto the video.

"Right, hello, everyone, welcome to the second channel, you guessed it, it's another Reddit video." Will nodded, not sounding himself as he logged onto Reddit.

"Let's see what shite youse have posted this week." He mumbled as he logged in and started to scroll through his Reddit. Will gulped as the photo of me moving boxes back into my old apartment, with the caption "???" flashed up on screen so that his viewers could see what he was reacting to. His eyes wavered and he sighed as he sat back in his chair, making a tear leave my eye at how broken he looked.

"I knew this was going to come up, as people have been tweeting me this photo all week and asking why Y/N was seemingly moving her stuff back into her old flat." He nodded, his eyes glazing over as he looked into the camera. I bit my lip, trying to stop more tears as he looked into the camera.

"The truth is that we broke up. After almost a year together, we broke up. And I'll be honest, lads, it was because of me. I fucked up. I really fucked up." He spoke, clearing his throat to try and cover up the crack in his voice. He stared at the camera and subtly wiped a tear away with his thumb, obviously trying to make it look like he was just scratching, but I knew him well enough to know what he looked like when he cried.

"So, um...yeah. We broke up. I fucked up, lads, I fucked up. I wasn't there like I should have been, I wasn't a good and reliable boyfriend, and ultimately, it led to her leaving. Yeah." He nodded, looking down at his lap before clearing his throat and sitting forward again. My heart broke at his words.

"Right, anyway, let's move on." He nodded, clearing his throat again as he continued to scroll through Reddit. I sighed and clicked off of the video, tears now streaming down my face. I knew that watching the video would be a bad idea. I looked down at my phone as it buzzed, my eyes wavering as it was Will.

Will: Can we talk? Please? X

I gulped, my bottom lip between my teeth as I stared at the simple words. It had been two weeks since I had broken up with Will and it had taken every ounce of willpower that I possessed to not reply to the dozen messages that he'd sent me in that time. But now I couldn't stop myself. I picked up my phone and typed a message out, taking a deep breath before sending it.

Me: Yeah x

Will: You want to come over? X

Me: Sure x

"This is it, Y/N." I mumbled to myself as I grabbed my keys and quickly headed out of my apartment. Luckily my old flat that I had moved back into after Will and I had broken up was shared with George and Alex, and so was only a few floors below Will and Gee's flat. Though I wasn't sure at the moment if it was good or bad that I'd reach my ex in only a minute or so. I got into the lift, taking deep breaths as the metal box lifted me up to the correct floor. I got out and walked along to Will's apartment, my heart almost beating out of my chest as I knocked on the door. My eyes widened slightly as it immediately opened to reveal Will, telling me that he'd probably been waiting for my arrival.

"Hey." He nodded, giving me a small smile.

"Hi back." I chuckled, trying to make it less awkward between us. He returned it and nodded before standing aside and letting me in. I gulped, fiddling with my fingers as he shut the door and we moved into the living room. Silence filled the apartment as we sat next to each other on the sofa, our bodies facing each other.

"So, I wanted to apologise." We both said at the same time. Our eyebrows furrowed as we looked at each other.

"Woah, what?" he scoffed.

"You go first." I nodded, making him return it.

"I'm sorry that you felt alone in the last month of us being together. I love you so fucking much and it kills me that I made you feel unloved and unwanted." He choked and shook his head. I sighed and bit my lip.

"My turn. I'm sorry that I just sprung the problem onto you. You clearly had no idea that I felt the way that I did, and so it wasn't fair for me to tell you and then leave. I should have told you and given you a chance to change. I was wrong to leave without giving you a chance to fix the problem." I spoke. Will sighed and nodded, gently wiping away the couple of tears that had fallen from his eyes.

"Where do we go now then? Where do we go from here?" he mumbled.

"We try again." I nodded. He looked at me.

"Are you sure? You said yourself that you felt unloved and unwanted, because of me." He spoke.

"Because of you not knowing the issue. We try again, but this time, you make more time for us, and I tell you if there's an issue instead of handling it by just leaving. That's how we go forward." I explained. Will nodded and looked at me.

"You have no idea how much I'd love that, pet. You have no idea how much I'd like to try again with ya." He scoffed and shook his head.

"I'm willing to try if you are." I spoke.

"I'm so ready to try. So fuckin' ready." He nodded, making me smile as I leant in and pressed our lips together. He returned it immediately, holding my waist and pulling me closer as I held his face. I broke the kiss and looked at him as he touched our foreheads.

"It feels good to be able to kiss you again, like." He nodded, making me smile and kiss him again.

"Right, hello, lads, welcome back to the second channel, you guessed it, it's another Reddit video!" Will cheered, making me smile as he started his video.

"But first, I'm going to address the elephant in the room. Yes, Y/N and I broke up and yes, we're now back together." He nodded, smiling at me as he put his arm around me.

"It's good to be back." I chuckled.

"Aye, it is. I missed doing this with ya. I missed filming videos and just being close to ya, lass." He admitted.

"Aw, Will." I couldn't help but smile as I leant in and gently kissed him. He returned it before breaking the kiss and smiling at me.

"Right then, lass, let's look at some shite Reddit content." He nodded, making me laugh as we started to scroll through Reddit.