Announcements *part 1*
I knocked on Will and Gee's apartment door, gulping and nervously fiddling with my fingers as I waited for someone to let me in. As if on cue, the door opened to reveal a clearly overly-excited Will.
"Babe! I've been waiting for ages!" he exclaimed, quickly leaning down to peck my lips before pulling me into his apartment.
"Will, you texted me ten minutes ago." I chuckled nervously.
"Ten minutes is a long time when you're waiting to film the video where you'll introduce your fans to your girlfriend." He smiled giddily as he took my hand and pulled me through to his room.
"Uh-huh." I mumbled, gulping slightly. Will looked at me.
"You okay, love? You look a bit off." He nodded.
"Wow, thanks, love you too." I scoffed, making him playfully roll his eyes as he took my hands in his.
"You know what I mean, lass. What's up? Talk to is." He encouraged as he looked into my eyes. I sighed and bit my lip.
"I'm just nervous. I know that you and the boys have talked about me in videos before but I've never been in a video, what if they don't like me, what if they, I don't know, send me hate or something?" I gulped.
"Then they'll have me to answer to, pet. Don't worry, my lot are lovely, they loved Mia and they'll love you." He reassured.
"Yeah, but Mia is pretty and is nice and isn't me." I sighed, us luckily still friendly enough with Will's ex to have stayed close to her.
"So are you, babe. You'll be fine, I promise." He reassured, gently pecking my head as we both sat down at his desk.
"Let's hope so." I chuckled nervously, making Will move his hand to start reassuringly rubbing my back as he started recording.
"Right, hello, you lot, welcome to another video."
~Six months later~
"What's a good, Geordie way to start the video?" Will mumbled as he looked at me. I bit my lip, thinking.
"How about...oy, oy, lads and lasses, welcome to another video, hope it's gannin alreet for yis." I spoke. Will burst out laughing and clapped, making me smile as I already knew that that would be the introduction to his video once he had edited it.
"I love you." He laughed, my smile widening again as he looked at the camera.
"Oy, oy, lads and lasses, welcome to another video, hope it's gannin alreet for yis! Subtitles will be on screen for those who have no fuckin' clue what I just said." Will smiled, making me laugh.
"Right, so, six months ago, I first properly introduced you to this little lass, and announced that we were dating. And today, we're got another big announcement." He nodded. I couldn't help but smile as I remembered the night when Will had asked me what he had.
"Fuck off, man, that was clearly a goal!" Will yelled, both of us smashing the Xbox buttons and playing Fifa as we lay on the sofa, my body on top of his.
"You were offside, lad, doesn't count." I chuckled and shook my head.
"Fuck off "it doesn't count". Fuckin' bullshit this. I'm Newcastle next time." He huffed.
"Babe, it's got nothing to do with that, you're just shite at Fifa." I smiled, making him jokingly gasp dramatically as I scored another goal.
"YES! I WIN! YOU'RE BUYING DINNER!" I laughed as I jumped up victoriously and waved my arms in the air.
"Yeah, yeah, whatever." Will smiled as he stood up. I squealed as he swept me off of my feet, picking me up bridal style before collapsing back onto the sofa so that he was on top of me.
"Stop it!" I laughed, jokingly trying to push him off of me but he knew that I didn't mind as he teasingly bit at my neck. He pulled back, laughs also leaving his lips as he lay on top of me and just looked down at me, his smile starting to disappear. I looked at him.
"What's up, babe?" I asked. He shook his head, his gaze flicking between my lips and my eyes as his hand rubbed up and down my thigh.
"Will you move in with me?" he asked quietly. My eyes widened, my breath hitching as he looked at me with an expression that told me that his offer was completely genuine. I sat up underneath him, making him gulp as he looked at me.
"Your silence is terrifying, pet." He chuckled, but I could tell that it was only to cover up his fear. I gulped and looked at him, my mind making itself up.
"Yes." I nodded. Will's eyes widened, a breathless laugh leaving his lips as he leant forward and hugged me tightly.
"We're moving in together!" Will cheered, me laughing as he wrapped his arms around me tightly.
"I can't wait, your flat is so much nicer than mine." I chuckled. Will looked at me.
"That's not the only reason you're moving in, though." He shook his head.
"Course it is." I teased. Will looked at the camera.
"Right, never mind, it's off! Fuck that, never mind!" he yelled as he stood up and threw his arms up, making me laugh and shake my head as he left the room. He came back in only a moment later, making me smile as he kissed my head before sitting down again.
~Four months later~
Will's P.O.V
"Right, hello, everyone, welcome to the second channel, you guessed it, it's another Reddit video." Will nodded, not feeling himself as he started to film.
"Let's see what shite youse have posted this week." He mumbled as he logged in and started to scroll through his Reddit. Almost immediately Will saw the photo of Y/N moving boxes back into her old apartment, with the caption "???". His eyes wavered and he sighed as he sat back in his chair.
"I knew this was going to come up, as people have been tweeting me this photo all week and asking why Y/N was seemingly moving her stuff back into her old flat." He nodded, trying to stop tears from pricking his eyes. He looked into the camera.
"The truth is that we broke up. After almost a year together, we broke up. And I'll be honest, lads, it was because of me. I fucked up. I really fucked up." He spoke, clearing his throat to try and cover up the crack in his voice.
Y/N's P.O.V
I walked into mine and Will's bedroom and immediately rolled my eyes as Will was still sat at his desk, editing his most recent video. Like he'd been doing all day. This wasn't new, either. I had gone into the relationship with Will knowing that given his schedule, he would potentially spend hours every week ignoring me in order to finish his videos. But in the last month or so, I had noticed that he'd be locked in our room for hours on end every day. We'd plan to have a movie night, and I'd end up just watching TV alone. We'd plan to go out to eat, Will would end up just ordering us a takeaway and would then take his food to our room. I was starting to feel left behind and unloved, and I wasn't sure how much more I could take.
"Babe, I think you should take a break." I sighed as I walked up to him and put my arms over his shoulders from behind.
"I'm fine, lass, I'm nearly done." He mumbled, his eyes not leaving his screen.
"I'll make it worth your while." I smirked as I leant down and started to gently press kisses to his neck.
"Fucks sake, Y/N, I said no." he scoffed, moving his head away from me. I gulped and stood back up as my smile dipped.
"What's happening to us, Will?" I scoffed. He looked up at me with furrowed eyebrows, my question having finally gotten his attention.
"What do you mean?" he asked. My eyes widened.
"Surely even you can't be that ignorant." I shook my head. It was his turn to widen his eyes as he stood from his chair.
"What have I done?" he scoffed.
"How about the fact that you've virtually ignored me for the last month?" I nodded. His eyebrows furrowed.
"You mean with editing videos? Babe, I love you, but you knew that that would happen when you started going out with me-."
"I know, Will, but this isn't that. I get you disappearing for a few hours for one evening a week, but this is so much more. I can't remember the last time we went out on a dinner date because we always end up cancelling. I can't remember the last time we snuggled up on the sofa and watched movies, fuck, Will, I can't even remember the last time that we had sex." I choked.
"Babe, I understand and I'm sorry that I've made you upset, but again, that's what it's like dating a Youtuber-."
"Will, stop using your channel as an excuse for not loving me anymore." I cut him off. His eyes widened.
"What?! Babe, of course I still love you!" he exclaimed.
"How would I know if you haven't shown it in a month?" I choked. His face dropped, sadness filling his eyes.
"I'm so sorry, Y/N, I had no idea that this is how you felt." He gulped.
"So, the fact that I kept trying to make you stick to our plans, the fact that I've been more and more distant in response to your distance wasn't enough?" I choked. His eyes wavered, a tear leaving them.
"What do I do to make this right? I'll do anything, babe, please let me fix this." He begged. I bit my lip.
"I'm sorry, Will. But it's gone too far. I can't do it anymore." I whispered, shaking my head. His eyes widened.
"Y/N..." he choked, both of us knowing what I was about to say.
"We're done. I'm sorry." I nodded, tears now streaming my face as I picked up my bag and started to leave his room.
"FUCK!" he yelled, making me gulp and close my eyes as another tear left them. I looked back and choked as Will sat on his bed, head in his hands as small sniffles started to leave his lips. I gulped and shook my head, knowing that what was done was done as I left his apartment.
Will's P.O.V
Will stared at the camera, desperately hoping that it wouldn't capture the tear rolling down his cheek as he subtly wiped it away with his thumb and pretended to just be scratching.
"So, um...yeah. We broke up. I fucked up, lads, I fucked up. I wasn't there like I should have been, I wasn't a good and reliable boyfriend, and ultimately, it led to her leaving. Yeah." He nodded, looking down at his lap before clearing his throat and sitting forward again.
"Right, anyway, let's move on." He nodded, clearing his throat again as he continued to scroll through Reddit.
Will sat at his laptop, trying to finish editing his latest video before going to bed. He looked at the time, sighing as his phone read two fifteen am. He bit his lip, his heart speeding up as he clicked onto the text conversation that he had with Y/N. He looked at the several texts that he'd sent after she'd left, begging her to reconsider, and all of them having gone unanswered. He sighed, figuring that another text couldn't possibly hurt. He typed it out, his fingers moving quickly before he pressed "send".
Will: Can we talk? Please? X
He sighed, yet more tears pricking his eyes as he didn't expect a response. After all, it'd been two weeks since he'd last sent Y/N a text and he hadn't heard anything back. Suddenly, his phone buzzed, making his eyes widen.
"Surely not." He mumbled as he looked at his phone. His eyes widened.
Y/N: Okay x
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