No!

Wait for me!

Isaac!

Noooooo!

I wake up, the first thing I see it's darkness, it isn't morning yet. Then I feel some presence in my room, I reach out and turn on the table lamp. The light reflects Isaac face slightly in the dark. Why is he here? He stands beside my bed and looks at me.

"Isaa...Sir, is there anything I can help?"

He is looking very unpleasant right now, had I do anything to piss him off.

"Shut up! Will you shut up! I can't even relax with all the thought in my head. You make my head hurt. Can't you block it probably!"

"I'm sorry Mr.Isaac"

"Tsk! Forget it! Seeing your face make me even more irritated!". Isaac walks out off my room.

What's wrong with me, I make him hate me more. I can't block it like he does, I don't know how to build a wall in my thought. Sure I can probably do it with no problem when I awake but in my sleep, it's a different matter. In the next three days, I force myself not to fall asleep, just taking a nap about 15 minutes each time. This Sunday, the ceremony will begin. Everything will come to an end soon.

I wonder

Will he miss me even the slightest

I haven't ask him why he would bother coming to my room that night. I kinda understand the reason but still, it makes me feel very happy. Does it mean he cares for me? Or he just want to have a decent sleep? I never feel like that before, just the thought of Isaac would come by himself is enough to lighten my mood.

I'm now waiting outside at Mr.Ewing room, Isaac is inside talking with his father about something. I lean my back towards the wall, folded both of my arm around my chest. I see Ryan walking with Mr.Michael at the end of the hall, he sees me than whisper something to Isaac brother, making Michael blushing and walk away, leaving Ryan comes to my standing spot then he waves to greet me. I just nod slightly to show my gratitude.

"Hello Caleb, long time no see. Wow! Have you had enough sleep recently? I can clearly see black circles under your eyes"

I unconsciously touch the place under my eyes and let out a long sigh.

"You're still as quite as ever. So, I heard the ceremony will start on this Sunday. Isaac will be the leader of Ewing pack soon. What are you gonna do after that? Will you stay?"

"....No"

"Are you sure about that?"

"Yes"

"I guess I can't convince you to stay, you and I can be close friends if we have more time. But it's fine to leave like that, what about Isaac? Is he know about this?"

"He doesn't need to know, it's just work. I'm finished my job then leave"

"I feel sorry for you Caleb"

"Don't be"

Mr.Ewing room door busts open, Isaac steps out looking angry. I follow him, I can feel his anger through our bond. He even doesn't bother to block his mind.

"That motherf*cker think he cans make me do what he please. F*ck! F*ck it all"

I keep silent. Isaac steps stop, I also stop and stare at him from distance. He turns around and talk to me through his mind.

"Why don't you say anything!"

All I can do is keeping my head low, advert his glare.

"Say something! I DEMAND you!"

"....I'm sorry Mr.Isaac, thank you for allow me to speak"

He comes closer, grab my chin up to look at him and shout.

"You IDIOT! Are you kidding me! I told you to stop talking to me than you actually f*cking sew your mouth shut?! Are you that STUPID?!"

"I'm sorry Mr.Isaac..."

"Shut.... No, that not what I mean. Why are you devoted yourself to me so much? All you can say is sorry. If I told you to die, would you die right now right here"

"If that is what you want Mr.Isaac, my job is to protect you and listen to your command"

"F*ck it!! And what's wrong with that face of your? Don't tell me you're stupid enough force yourself not to sleep because of what I said?!"

I try to turn my head away but Isaac keep my head still with his hand.

"You know what is gonna happen this Sunday and now you let yourself not in your best condition. How can you protect me if you can't even take care of yourself. Go back to your room and sleep!"

"But Mr.Isaac...I'm afraid I would bother you again"

"Stop your bullsh*t. I don't care. Just go!!"

He jerks me off, leaving me speechless from his action.

Does that mean he truly care for me.