Day 3 the disaster

He never thought that this could happen. He couldn't understand why he wasn't fast enough. He didn't understand why he froze.

Why did he think it was a good idea to go? Why did he agree to what they said?

Did he cause this?

Did he end someones future?

Why did this happen?

Who thought it was a good idea?

Who is he?

Who..... Am.... I?

Why don't I remember?