I'M LAUGHING SO HARD BECAUSE THIS STARTED GETTING MORE READS WHEN THE SEX STARTED YOU'RE ALL NASTY LITTLE HOES I LOVE YOU SO MUCH

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Ashton tapped his foot on the ground and looked at his phone for the seventh time in ten minutes. He was in the studios, ready to record with Luke but the blond didn't show up. He texted him asking where he was and he hadn't replied yet. Ashton was worried that something might have happened while he was coming.

His worries stopped when his phone buzzed with a text from Luke. He quickly grabbed it and opened the text, reading it carefully so he wouldn't misread anything.

[From: Luke]

Hey I'm sorry! I got mobbed when I was entering the studios :(

i'm on my wait to meet up with you in the dressing room kitten, don't worry x

Ashton smiled at the text and sent him a smiley face back. He turned on the TV since one of the directors said they would start filming at one, it was almost midday so it meant he had an hour to do whatever he wanted. He was still in his character clothes with his simple make-up done. The white shirt he was wearing was rather hot but he was lucky the dark green pants were roomy.

Luke barged into the room with his character clothes on, smiling as soon as he saw Ashton. The curly-haired boy gave him a dimpled smile and got up from the couch, not moving an inch from where he was standing. They stared at each other for a couple of minutes, Ashton decided to take his time to appreciate Luke's features and it made him fall deeply for him.

"Hey." Luke breather out, closing the door and walking slowly towards Ashton.

"Hey."

"Sorry I took so long, did I worry you?" Luke asked, wrapping his arms around Ashton's waist.

He realised Luke was a very touchy person and liked to have his arms around Ashton a lot. They were so close and Luke's eyes were such a bright blue, it took his breath away.

"Y-Yeah a little bit. Are you okay?"

"I'm okay." Luke replied, resting his forehead against Ashton's.

Ashton raised his shaky hands and placed them on Luke's shoulders, parting his lips slightly and closing his eyes hoping that he would kiss him. It's been three days since they last saw each other or even talked, he missed Luke's touch and presence like he never did before. He took his time to appreciate his broad shoulders and warm hands that were pressed against his back and under his shirt.

Thing is, even if Ashton was worried sick and liking the intimacy he was still a little bit angry at Luke. The blue-eyed boy didn't bother to text him or call him, maybe he didn't want to look at Ashton's face because of what had happened. Ashton wanted to talk about what happened even if there was awkward tension while they talked about it. He wanted to admit his feelings for Luke, tell him that every kiss and every touch meant the world to him but he was scared of rejection - what if Luke was just desperate? What if those small things never meant anything to him?

"You seem tense." Luke said, brushing his lips against Ashton's "Baby relax, you're going ot to just fine.

"T-That's not what I'm stressed about." Ashton said, opening his eyes and seeing Luke was staring at him.

He pulled away from the hug slowly, trying to not show how badly he wanted Luke's arms around him. He looked at Luke's red lips and felt desire to kiss him right there but he shouldn't - he couldn't be weak when there were more important things to talk about.

"We need to talk." Ashton said with a strong voice.

"About what?"

"What happened in Queensland." he said, bitting his bottom lip "When we touched each other."

Luke pursed his lips, looking down to avoid Ashton's eyes. Irwin felt his heart sink when he realised Luke probably regretted it. Their whole friendship was messed up because Ashton was too weak and gave himself in.

"I don't want to, it's n-not important." Luke muttered, Ashton took a step away from him.

"W-What? Don't you-"

"Boys!" one of the directors said, barging in "It's time to film."

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"This is the scene where they meet." Hedgar told them "Ashton will be cleaning the counter and Luke, you will get in and sit down at the bar and ask for a drink. You two make a conversation, if anything just improvise but it's also okay if you don't remember what you are supposed to say. You remember your lines?"

Both boys nodded and everyone settled in their own place. Ashton went behind the counter and grabbed the rag, breathing slowly and muttering to himself that everything would be okay. Luke was on the other side of the fake room, ready to walk in at any moment.

"Action!"

Percy grabbed the room and started cleaning the wood counter, groaning at the cup marks. He stared at the empty bar and sighed. He was lucky that was the only bar in town, it meant that they made a lot of money from drunk men who had nothing better to do but go in there to forget about their own families for a few hours. Unfortunately, Percy lived with one of those men.

As he was washing the rag someone came in. He or she sat down at the bar and sighed. Percy put on his best smile and turned around, seeing a blond teen with his head buried in his arms.

"You okay?" he asked.

"Two whiskies please, the oldest one you have." He said, lifting his head up and staring at Percy.

The tanned boy wasn't expecting for the boy to be so beautiful. His blue eyes were staring at him, his mouth slightly open. Percy breathed heavily when he saw the pretty pink lips. He felt a desire to kiss them and cuddle with the blond so he could sleep. He was in complete ecstasy of how someone could have dark spots under their eyes and still look like a prince.

He coughed awkwardly, blushing when he realised he was staring for too long. The boy also looked away, smiling a little and playing with his fingers. Percy filled the two cups and put them in front of the boy, smiling. He put the money in the counter.

"You uh you can keep the other cup. You're so beautiful, God." the boy said, blushing when he realised what he had said "I'm sorry hum- that's not what I meant at all. Not that you're not beautiful you jus-"

Percy interrupted him with a giggle, making the other boy smile "I think you're beautiful too, thank you."

"I'm Kyle." the blond - now Kyle - said with a smile and staring at Percy.

"I'm Percy."

"Cut!" Hedgar said suddenly, making Calum drop his papers all over the place "Be careful Calum."

Calum smiled at his boss and sighed.

Luke and Ashton were still staring at each other, Ashton being the first to look away so he could leave the set and go home. Luke chased after him to the dressing room but before he got the chance Ashton had shoved the door on his face.

The curly-haired boy felt hurt about what Luke had said. It meant nothing to him and he was trying to avoid the tears because he just knew he was making a scene on his head, a scenario where it meant something. Luke kept knocking on the door while Ashton undressed, the younger not daring to reply.

Luke opened the door and barged into the room when Ashton didn't have his pants on. Irwin didn't even care that he wasn't wearing pants, he was glaring at Luke and holding the piece of clothing in his hand. Luke closed the door and walked to Ashton, rubbing his hand on his face.

"You want to talk about it? Good, let's do it." Luke said, sighing.

Ashton put his pants on and sat on the couch in front of Luke, staring at him with his arms crossed.

"It meant nothing to you." Ashton started after a few minutes of silence, he realised Luke wouldn't start the conversation "You can't just do that, avoid the problem."

"I know it's just that- I don't know how I feel okay?" Luke said, getting up and walking around the room.

"You know I like you Luke." Ashton said, getting up and not moving from his spot "And if you didn't then now you know. I'm not even scared to admit that the things you said and did meant the world to me. I'm not scared anymore and I'm speaking my mind, so should you."

"What I did was because I wanted, okay?!" Luke said, raising his voice "I kind of like you too Ashton, can't you see that? I did all those thing because I wanted to, I was trying to decide my feelings. I'm still trying to figure them out."

Ashton pursed his lips and looked down at his shoes, sighing.

"When you like someone you just know it." Ashton said "When they smile it makes you smile too and when you make them happy it means the world to you. Every single second I spent with you was everything to me and I knew that I liked you in a romantic way just like that."

"What are you trying to say?" Luke asked, trying to get closer to Ashton but the boy pushed his hand away.

"What I'm saying is:" he started "Call me when you know how you feel instead of leading me to thoughts I can't describe."

And with that he left the room with tears almost falling from his eyes. He put his sunglasses on and walked to his car, sitting in there until he stopped crying.

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i'm sorry if this isn't what you wanted but ayy things are heating up more

wow almost 1600 words i'm on fire

-ana rita (moony)