WARNING: sexual content, top!luke, bottom!ash, (kind of) blowjob, dirty talk, rimming, kind of possessive!luke

1 chapter + epilogue left :( I DON'T WANT TO END THIS

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Ashton closed the door and gasped when Luke pressed him against it. His wrists were being held above his head by the blond while Luke kissed him harshly. Ashton made his best effort to not kiss back and Luke pulled away, groaning.

"Why did you go out with him?" Luke asked "Are you trying to make me jealous?"

"I-I went because I wanted to! You said you were straight and that you didn't have feelings for me, why can't I move on?"

"Because I was lying! Can't you see I'm not ready? I need time Ashton."

"And I need to stop waiting!" Ashton said, moving his wrists so Luke let go of them "I'm tired of waiting for you, it's always me Luke. You've been waiting since you were fifteen, how much long do you want to wait? D-Don't I deserve to be happy too?"

Luke lowered his head, watching Ashton walk away and move his wrists. He sighed, he could see Ashton's point and it hurt him that he was even considering not dating Luke - or whatever they have been doing - anymore. He wanted to be with Ashton but to do that he had to come out, and he didn't know if he was ready.

"I love you." Luke said, trying to ease the tension from what had happened.

"Stop lying."

"I mean it." Luke said.

This time he was officially scared because now he meant it. Being away from Ashton made Luke realise how much he needs to be with him and how much he loves him. Maybe he didn't mean it back then but now he does.

Ashton looked around the room felling nervous that Luke was staring at him so intensely. He could feel the way Luke's eyes ran through his body or how he was desiring to feel the blond's body against his. Since the time they got mad at each other on set they have barely talked, specially because they were mad at each other. Luke still texted him but Ashton was so afraid it would get awkward that he didn't reply.

Ashton turned around so he wasn't showing how nervous he was. He didn't look up to the mirror on front of him to see what was going on behind him, he could clearly hear and feel Luke coming closer. Maybe he dressed to impress Austin a little bit much.

"What's wrong princess?" Luke said, his lips brushing against Ashton's ear lobe "I know you want me like I want you."

Ashton shivered and gasped when Luke started kissing down his neck, his hands pressed against Ashton's ass. Luke started bitting and sucking, making Ashton lean back and press his back against Luke's, moaning at the feeling. Luke squeezed his ass hard and bit his earlobe. Ashton opened his eyes and looked into the mirror, feeling his member hardening a the sight of Luke's lips sucking his neck and the blond's hand running through Ashton's skirt.

Luke turned Ashton around and kissed him, shoving his tongue inside the boy's mouth. He put his hands on Ashton's ass underneath his skirt again and squeezed it harder, feeling the lace.

"You're so dirty baby, wearing lace panties and knee high socks." Luke said, tugging on Ashton's panties. Ashton whimpered, bitting his bottom lip to avoid speaking "What do you want, love? Tell me what you want and I'll give it to you so much better than he would."

"I-I want you." Ashton saw Luke smirking, undressing Ashton's panties. Ashton looked down and saw the pink lace on the floor, he looked into Luke's eyes and spoke "I want you to wreck me. Not Austin, you."

Ashton slammed his lips against Luke's, his shyness gone now that he had said what he wanted. He felt much more comfortable now that he said he wanted him. He wanted Luke to wreck him, show Ashton he's not afraid of doing and show what he's worth it. It may seem kinky but God, Ashton could come with those toughts.

He lead Luke to the bed and sat him down on it, standing in front of him. The older boy looked at Ashton watching as the feminine boy took of his own shirt. Luke took off his shirt and started unbuttoning his pants, taking them off and only having his boxers on. Ashton sat down on his lap, one leg each side of Luke's hips.

The blond licked his lips and kissed Ashton, the younger bringing his hand to Luke's semi-hard clothed member and gripping it. Luke moaned into Ashton's mouth, feeling him grind against it and moaning.

"I could fuck you in this skirt." Luke said, grinding against Ashton "But I bet you'd like that wouldn't you?"

"Y-Yes."

"Bad thing I want you all uncovered for me baby, want to see every inch of you and fuck you until you can't walk for days. Take it off, now."

Ashton moaned and got up, taking off his skirt and pushing Luke to lay on the bed. He took off Luke's boxers and gasped at the sight of his member. It was completely hard and laying on Luke's stomach, the blond staring at the other boy with a smirk. Ashton licked Luke's member and sucked harshly on the head, listening to the boy's moans that sounded like music to his ears.

He grabbed it and sat on Luke's thighs, bobbing his head on the older boy's hard member. Luke brought his hands to Ashton's hair and bucked his hips up, fucking his mouth. He moaned loudly and thanked God they were alone in Ashton's room and no one was going to listen to them having sex. It was a good day for Olivia to meet up with a friend and leave Ashton alone in the room.

Luke looked down and saw Ashton sucking his dick like really wanted it. His pretty pink lips were wrapped around it and his hand was going up and down on Luke's dick as he sucked and licked the head. Ashton looked up at him with innocent eyes, making Luke feel a knot on his stomach indicating that he was almost cumming.

"F-Fuck. Oh shit-shit I'm gonna cum." Luke said "S-Stop, wanna fuck you."

Ashton stopped and Luke layed him down on the bed, staring at Ashton's red lips. He kissed them and started masturbating Ashton, the curly-haired boy moaning quietly so no one could hear him even though that's what Luke most wanted.

"I want to hear your pretty moans baby." Luke said, sucking hickeys on Ashton's neck "Make sure everyone in this floor knows who you belong to. Show them that you're mine. Show that Austin guy you already have someone to make you feel like this."

Ashton nodded and his hands went to Luke's back as the boy passed his fingers through Ashton's hole without penetrating. Luke wanted to fuck Ashton but also wanted to make sure it wouldnt hurt much.

"Where's the lube and condoms?" Luke asked.

"I-I saw it in the first drawer." Ashton said, Luke reaching for it "Please hurry up, I wanna feel you."

"Fuck baby, I love it when you beg." Luke said, spreading lube all over his fingers "Want my fingers inside you? Do you want to know how good they can make you feel?"

Ashton nodded eargerly "Please, please I want it so hard! Please Lukey!"

Luke smirked and pushed on finger inside Ashton, the boy moaning his name loudly. Luke leaned down and started licking Ashton's hole, waiting fot he boy to give him the signal for him to enter the second finger. When Luke did Ashton started moaning even more when the blond scissored him.

"O-Oh Luke."

Luke inserted the third finger and waited for Ashton to be adjusted, pulling them in and out and licking his hole. Ashton spread his legs wider for Luke to have better access and the blond smirked, taking his fingers out and licking a long stripe. He pushed his tongue in and out of Ashton, smiling when the boy grabbed Luke's hair to put him closer.

"M-More." he said when Luke pulled away.

"Think you can take my cock now baby boy?" Luke asked, seeing Ashton nod eager.

As he rolled the condom he saw how vulnerable Ashton looked. He was all spread, waiting for Luke to make him his. His cheeks were matching the red of his lips, his hair was all messy and his body sweaty. Luke's member got even more hard at the sight of the boy's hard member, leaking with pre-cum.

"I'm going to fill you up now, tell me if you want to stop okay?" Luke said and Ashton nodded.

Luke entered Ashton slowly, moaning at how tight he felt around him. He felt Ashton scratch his back slowly as Luke entered him, whimpering when the blond was all inside him. Luke kissed his forehead lovingly, caressing his cheeks and feeling the need to say those three words.

"Y-You're so big." Ashton said "You can-you can move now."

Luke grabbed Ashton's thighs and started trusting into him. He moaned loudly, feeling Ashton sucking hickeys on his neck and scratching his back while Luke fucked him roughly. As weird as it sounds, Ashton loved it more than the sweet innocent sex he had a couple of times. It made him feel wanted. The blond rolled his hips and knew he had found Ashton's prostate when he gripped the sheets tighter.

"Harder, Lukey please."

He continued to trust into Ashton roughly until the boy said he was coming. Luke brought his hand to Ashton's member and brought his hand up and down, watching as the boy came, white liquid being spread all over their bodies. Ashton smiled when he came, making Luke come too.

Luke trusted his hips against Ashton and pulled out, laying on the bed next to him. Both boys tried to regain their breaths, Ashton still smiling for the fact that he just had sex with the boy he loved. Even if they argued before and Ashton was trying to move on he doesn't regret it at all.

"Honey, that was amazing." Luke said, intertwining his fingers with Ashton's.

"Do you want to stay the night?" Ashton asked, blushing even more.

"Sure."

Ashton bit his lips nervously, watching as the moonlight from the slightly open window fell into Luke's body. He was covering his eyes with his arm, still trying to recover.

"Can we cuddle?" Ashton asked, his heart fluttering.

Luke smiled at him and wrapped his arms around Ashton's waist, the younger boy laying his head against Luke's chest. Ashton kissed it and sighed happily.

Ashton fell asleep thinking about how he had the courage to have sex in the bedroom he shared with his friend— especially in the bed he had watched cartoons earlier.

Luke fell asleep with his heart racing, wondering why he liked being with Ashton so much and why he took so long to realise he was so in love with the curly-haired boy that it hurt him.

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1800+ words of pure smut you horny hoes, i think it was average and i also think about the many things my parents would say if they knew what i spent 2 hours writing

i guess i should ask for opinions: any opinions?

-ana rita (moony)