Seokjin

Holy. Mother. Fucker.

I'll be serious.

I didn't know what got over me when I kissed the living day lights out of her. Her lips were just as soft and delectable as I imagined after our first time in her father's study. That day, this cunning vixen taunted me, coaxed me into breaking my promise I made with myself.

Never fucking kiss anyone after Jess.

It was fucking stupid that I fell for it hook, line and sinker. It wasn't that much of a seduction and I know what top notch seduction techniques are. It was just her-Bae fucking Joohyun.

Her voice, that low lilt of her fucking smooth voice, laced with desire and everything sinful.

She was my undoing. And a pretty fucked one at that. I, not only kissed her but made sure she couldn't walk properly the whole day. It was inevitable. Her whole presence makes me quiver with need, even if I didn't show it.

This day too, when I saw her in Pilsoo's office, looking breathtaking and alluring to the core, I wanted to have her. Again and again and again. I couldn't wait to get out of there, away from the sour faces and just get this whole shit over with.

I made it to the parking lot in whole piece, grabbing her hand and taking her away from the miserable fucks. Once I was alone with her, I couldn't control it.

Her lips.

I had a taste of her once and I, sure as hell, won't stop now. Those lips were mine to devour. Every single time of the day. Whenever I wanted it.

I just hope she doesn't get pissed off later and propose a troublesome deal where I could touch her only when she wanted it. I mean, I'm fine with that but I don't think I can trust myself to be a saint and not swallow her when she would strut in front me, a gorgeous piece of well crafted art, 24/7.

Fuck, Jin. When did you start being so whipped?

With all the formalities done, I pounced on her the moment she got in the car.

She was irresistible. I could barely have a hold on myself today.

Was it Joohyun? Or the whole murkiness of the situation I was dragged into?

Marriage was no way in my fucking cards. Yet, it happened. The one thing I detested, I had to to do-to uphold my assets and my company. A pretty fucked up thing to do when an unwitting person is dragged into.

In this case, it was Bae Joohyun. My fucking wife.

I scoffed. It feels weird acknowledging it out loud.

If she hadn't stopped me at one point, I was sure I was going to take her. Then and there. In my car.

I was driving now, my eyes trained on the road ahead. I could feel her eyes on me the whole time. After a long stretch of unnecessary silence, I spoke, "What are you looking at?"

She looked a bit taken aback but quickly composed herself and said, "You, of course."

"Fair enough." I shrugged. "I'm yours to look at now."

"Do you mean that?"

I quirked my left eyebrow and spared her a glance. "Meaning?"

She hesitated for a few seconds and said, "Are we exclusive to each other? Will you sleep with anyone else despite us being married?"

Okay.

She was unsure if I would cheat on her or not because even if I did, she couldn't do anything as long as her father intervened. But in this case, he wouldn't be able to do anything nonetheless.

I stopped at the red light. Great. Another five minutes to lose.

I looked at her, my eyes unwavering.

"If it helps you any, I haven't slept with anyone since the night at my hotel, the first time we fucked."

Her jaw went slack and she stared at me with blatant shock in her eyes.

"You're kidding me?"

I chuckled and took a hold of her soft hair in my fingers, bringing it close to my nose and inhaled it.

Citrus.

"No. I'm serious." I locked my hardened gaze on her. I could imagine the lust swimming in my eyes. My body was thrumming with fresh desire, coating my veins.

God, she was beautiful. "No one could give me a hard on, as much as you did just by looking at me."

My voice drowned to a whisper. I took hold of her hand-it was soft and dainty-and palmed it on my crotch. She gasped.

"Believe it or not. You're fucking responsible for this. Every fucking time."

A horn blared from behind me. The light must have turned green. I let go of her and focused myself on the road ahead, driving quietly.

I could hear her breathing fast.

"We are going to my house. My brother would want to meet you. Is that okay?" I glanced at her.

She jolted out of her thoughts and nodded.

"Perfect."

After a few more minutes of our silent car ride, we reached my house. I got off and expected her to do the same. She didn't mind and got off same.

Upon entering my apartment, we were greeted by a shower of fucking rose petals.

Seriously? This guy.

"Hello! I'm Taehyung!" He shouted and jumped forward in front of us, giving a shit eating grin.

"Hello, Taehyung." Joohyun greeted back with a laugh. "It's always a pleasure to meet you."

Taehyung gave a bow and said,"Likewise, m'lady." She giggled. He gave a smile. It was genuine and full of warmth. I involuntarily smiled too.

He looked at me and was serious all of a sudden. "Hyung, as much as I would love to have lunch with you both, I have to go somewhere really important."

"A date?" I asked.

"Kind of." He shrugged and grabbed his coat,not before giving me a mischievous smirk.

Oh yeah, brother. You think right.

In a few seconds, he was out and the apartment was bathed in silence.

Once again.

"Well..he's something." Joohyun chuckled, her eyes crinkling in amusement.

I looked at her long and hard. Sensing my stare on her, she looked up at me and gasped softly. I walked towards her and she walked backwards.

Front. Back. Front. Back. Front.

I backed her onto the wall and put my hands on either side of her waist. Slowly, I leaned forward and kissed the spot between her neck and her shoulder. She shivered.

I clutched my fingers in her waist and started kissing her neck, smoothing out my tongue and sucking her soft flesh.

"Feels familiar?" I whispered.

She looked at me, feeling lightheaded. "When you first came here, pinned under me, totally at my fucking mercy?"

Her eyes turned dark, thick with lust.

"I could have had you then, against this very wall."

She gulped and looked at my lips. I bet they weren't looking as inviting as hers.

"But you stopped me. And I did. Just like that."

She furrowed her eyebrows and stared at me, confusion lacing her features.

"No one did that. Ever." I grabbed her cheek and ran my thumb over her bottom lip. "Women would have dropped their panties for me at that chance. Just right there."

I saw her jaw clench, tight and unforgiving. Her eyes were full of fury as she tightened her brows and took hold of my shirt collar harshly.

Sexy.

"Too bad for them. They didn't get to know what a beast you actually become after having that first bite of dangling meat after days.." she whispered next. "..and days."

This woman. I smirked. "Fucking true."

I kissed her. Like a madman. Like a storm finally unleashed. I came at her, and grabbed the back of her neck and pulled her in.

She whimpered, my mouth crashing on hers, and suddenly I was everywhere around her. Squeezing her neck, a hand gripping her ass, her arms around my neck, and my waist pressing achingly hard between her thighs, I ravaged to get closer to her.

My mouth covered hers, and we kissed, going hard and fast, eating each other alive. She tasted like everything I'd ever need.

She bit my lip, dragging it out between her teeth as she fumbled with my belt buckle.

"I only want you," I breathed over her mouth, our soft lips taunting each other. Her moans were a delight to hear.

Every-fucking-time.

I stopped and looked at her. Her eyes were shut tight and her skin was glistening in the lights. Her chest moved in heavy breaths and I was drawn to its movements.

I slid off her coat and unbuttoned her shirt in quick seconds. It was a matter of time she was in her bra and pants. They will have to go too.

Her hands were gripping onto the wall behind her, as I started sucking her throat, alternating it with hard open mouthed kisses.

"Seokji..."

I threaded my fingers in her hair and arched her head upwards. I stopped suddenly and shoved her face in front of mine, a quarter of an inch between us. I could feel her hot breath fanning my face which sent my veins throbbing like crazy.

"Open your eyes."

My voice betrayed no doubt. She slowly opened her eyes and I was thrown away by the blatant need, the thick desire swimming in them.

Fuck.

I swooped down and captured her lips with mine, kissing her again and again. She grabbed my shoulders and threaded her fingers into my hair. It was the classic sense of deja vu—the episode in my car—but ten thousand fold intense.

My mouth was fucking hers. Mine was getting fucked by hers. Our tongues were in a war of their own, clashing, nipping and salving each other. I groaned, an animalistic voice penetrating the stillness of the house, along with our harsh breathing.

I unbuttoned her pants and dragged them down, her panties following next. Soon, she was in nothing except her heels.

I breathed on her mouth-the one moment I wasn't kissing her senseless-and whispered while fumbling with her pants, "Take it off. Fucking take it off."

She took it off quickly and came at me again, kissing me wild. Uninhibited.

I sucked on the hollow expanse of her throat and went down, kissing her collarbone. A brief glance was what we shared. Nothing more.

I swooped her up in my arms, without letting her face go out of my sight and walked to my bedroom.

I kicked the door shut behind us, lowering her to the bed. But when I pull away from her and rise, she protests. "No..."

I backed up toward the door, watching her-finally having her on my bed-and I feel like I just won the fucking lottery.

Reaching behind me, I locked the door and stare at her, the dim lighting of the room illuminating her perfectly. She's sitting with her knees bent, and her hands planted behind her, propping herself up. Her lips are swollen from the kissing, and I'm already imagining her writhing in pleasure under me.

I'm fucking high. I've wanted this for so long, and I finally have her again, legs spread on my bed, body begging for me.

Naked and inviting, she looks every bit of a seductress, with destruction in her mind.

"What's stopping you, Jin?" She breathes out.

"You'll regret moving your mouth by the time I'm done with you, darling." I crawl towards her, my body shaking with need.

I grabbed her waist and took one of her breasts in my mouth and sucked on it. Her back arched beautifully and I take that opportunity to mete out the same treatment to the other breast.

She is a moaning mess.

Her fingers thread through my hair, and I come up, hovering over her. Our eyes meet and I couldn't help but marvel at her beauty again. Soft skin, swollen lips and a vision, breathing like a thirsty lioness. I almost came in my pants.

Brushing the stray lock off her forehead, I stare down into her, taking in her flushed cheeks and heavy lidded eyes.

I climbed off the bed, taking off my coat, my shirt and pants and boots. I stood in front of her.

"Come here." She beckons me to her, her one arm gripping the sheet beside her and the other splayed over her stomach. Her voice is hoarse and thick with need.

I come down on top of her, melting into her mouth and kissing her deep. I nestle between her legs, and she bends her knees up as she runs her nails down my back.

Slipping my hand under her, I grip her ass and press our bodies together, the world spinning behind my closed eyes. Having her under me, skin on skin...my cock is so hard, I can't take it.

This is mine.

"Keep your eyes open. I wanna see your eyes when I fuck you." She nods and lets out a sexy moan.

Reaching down, I hold her eyes as I fit my tip at her entrance, and then I grab hold of her hip and thrust inside of her, immediately overcome with the feel of her and my body shaking.

She arches her neck back and closes her eyes, moaning, and her breasts bounce with the movement

"Oh, fuck, fuck..." she cries. "Jin..."

"I know, fuck." You feel so good.

I thrust again and she clutches my waist to hang on as I slowly pick up the pace, sinking deeper inside her and mesmerized by her body underneath me. I dip down, sucking on her breast as she moans and whimpers.

Coming back up, I kiss her mouth, and she does that thing where she sucks my tongue, and I'm fucking spiraling.

"Joohyun, fuck," I breathe out, thrusting faster and harder until the only thing I hear is our bodies coming together.

Her moans fill the room, growing louder, and I kiss her, muffling the noise as she comes apart, her pussy tightening around my cock as she orgasms.

I look up and see us in the dresser mirror, turned on by the sight of her legs around me. She follows my gaze, mischief flashing in her eyes.

She leans up, whispering in my ear, "I want to see."

I wrap my arm around her waist and flip us over, so she's on top. Her hair tumbles around her in beautiful disarray. I grab her hips just so I can feel her body move as she takes me on. She stares down into my eyes, her hips rolling, her stomach waving, and her ass jutting in and out as she rides me.

Then she looks up, an instant curve to her lips, telling me she likes what she sees in the mirror.

"You're so fucking good," I groan.

She puts her hands on my chest and digs in, baring her teeth and breathing hard as she fucks me faster.

“Yes,” she breathes out, her eyes falling closed. “Yeah, Jin, please…”

I grab her ass and arch up, taking a nipple in my mouth again, sucking and tugging and then moving to the next one in a frenzy. She leans into me, never slowing her pace, and I can feel the sweat gliding down the small of her back.

I suck in air through my teeth, my muscles tensing, and I’m close. I flip her back over, hungry to be in control again, and her head falls at the side of the bed, too close to the bedside table. I grab the edge of it and whip it away, sending it toppling over, lamp and everything crashing to the floor.

She whimpers and kisses me, caught up in the madness of the moment, too.

“Don’t stop,” she pants. “Don’t stop. I’m gonna come again.”

I press my forehead to hers, both of us damn near hyperventilating as I thrust over and over again, trying to think of anything that won’t make me come, but she feels too good, and I’m too fucking lost.

“Oh, Jin,” she cries. “Right there. Yeah…”

My muscles are burning, my head is spinning, but I don’t break pace, because if I fucking die right now, this is how I want to go out.

“Ah,” she moans, her body tensing and her breathing shaking.

She falls silent and then…she throws her head back and cries out. “Oh, yes!”

I kiss her hard, seeing her come again enough to send me over the edge. I thrust hard, squeezing my eyes shut and spilling, diving deep inside her again and again as the orgasm wracks through my body and exhaustion and euphoria set in at the same time.

White hot heat streams from my thighs, and my cock pulses, and everything about her is heaven. Everything feels like it’s the first time.

I come down, resting my elbows on either side of her head and smooth the hair away from her face.

We are breathing, hot and heavy. My head is coming to terms with the reality around me but I push it back far away. I just want to be here. Wrapped up around her, inside her.

I look at her wildly mussed appearance under me and I feel a pang of pain shoot through my chest.

This wasn't supposed to happen.

None of this was supposed to happen. But it did and there is no going back now. She is betrothed to me, in paper, flesh and soul.

I will not repeat my father's mistakes. Love or not, I will not degrade my wife just  because she was unwillingly married to me.

I feel her lips on mine and I come out of my reverie. She is kissing me, soft and slow. Her hands are on my face, moving tenderly on my cheeks. I kiss her back.

"I'm here, Jin." She smiled. "I'm right here."

It was everything and nothing. Her presence was enough.

I groan softly and bury my head in her neck and kiss her there softly. She plays with my hair and slowly tugs them.

"Jin.."

I come up and face her. "Why do you call me that?"

"What? Jin?" She is amused.

I nod.

"Just like that, Jin." She says and kisses me firmly, making me hard all over again and start this mad cycle of craziness all over again. And again.

I'm never letting her go. Ever.