Welcome back to my pathetic story as you know from the last talk we had that my life hasn't been all that great I'm not asking for your sympathy all I want is for someone to get what I'm going through and that's all I know you're probably expecting my to cry or scream or blame someone but I'm not going to do that I've done enough crying that my face is starting to look like skin that just came out of a swimming pool someone is staring at me I'm going to move and awkward situations is gone sorry guys I just hate awkward situations it makes my body feel numb even just thinking about makes my body numb ok enough of that back to my life your probably wondering or not wondering what point of view you are reading this from well you are reading this from mind I think a lot so I thought it would be best if you read it from my mind point of view you know sometimes I think I'm just overreacting about this whole life thing I mean I'm only 17 my life hasn't even started yet I mean I'm still a virgin plus my therapist says that I'm making great progress which is a lie and I tell him this every time he says that like if I was making progress I wouldn't be doing the same thing every weekend which is eating junk food in my favorite hoodie and watching anime and reading manga like come on making progress is going to the mall with my friends or friend well this has been another chapter of my sad pathetic life in till next time my depressed minions.