So honestly if you ever see someone hating on me or someone telling me that I'm not worth it you don't have to tell them that I am. You don't have to tell them that I'm not ugly you don't have to tell them that I'm appreciated. Because I know that it's true what they say.

I never take a lot of things to offense so honestly wouldn't matter to me what anybody says anymore. Because 3 years ago when I was still getting bullied I was told every single day of the school year but I'm ugly fat all that stuff.

I am 180lbs.

I'm Thicc.

But I guess that's good. Somehow. I guess I'm a little proud of my weight. I have six brothers and I'm the favorite mistake.

Yeah that's right. All of my siblings who were born after me where mistakes including me.

I'm a mistake and I'm proud. But I guess a lot of people tell me I'm a good person and you know... You don't have to tell me that I'm beautiful or I'm smart or anything. Because I know I'm not.

But I really do find a sweet when you guys tell me I'm a nice person and that I honestly do deserve more. Like one of my closest friends at the time right now.. we honestly care about each other, I told them that I was crying and I don't like attention being driven towards me because me talking to other people about how they feel is different than me talking about myself.

Because honestly it does tell me that I'm pathetic to talk about myself. It tells me that I'm not really worth it(?)

But I really do care about every single one of you. I don't care if you tell me I don't care because I do care. I know I just realized the word care so I should get a synonym for that but I'm not going to.

Because if I do use that that'll be a big word that people don't understand and they'll say like "oh so you're saying that I'm loved but not cared for."

But your cared for.

More than You Think You Are.