Hi my loves this will have theme's of depression and will have sexual scene's between two males if you don't like it please don't read it!

This will have slowly updates but I promise it will be worth the wait!

Go check out my other stories and I will also be putting warning' s before chapters if they have smut or need a trigger warning!

Also please don't steal my work this came from me, myself, and I!

I hope you enjoy!

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James had no problem falling in love in fact he wanted to he really just wanted to feel something and he wanted to find himself but why did it have to be him of all people he hated Elijah Troy right!?

But the way he kissed him made him feel wanted and loved but he was Elijah Troy he was his enemy not his lover!