Me~ *smiles* Hey guys, I know I've been taking a while with these uploads. I'm really grateful that you still follow and support me despite that.

Bubbles~ Aki-chan, why have you been so Busy lately?

Me~ Aki-chan?..

Bubbles~ You're Oc's real name is Akina.

Me~ Shhhh, It's Sadako!

Bubbles~ Aki-chan just answer the question.

Me~ I'm a lazy ass bitch and I forget the plot to my own stories. 😅 Anyway I don't own the Ppgz or the Rrbz but I do own the plot, myself and Blade. 

Momoko P.O.V

"I'm really sorry" I said to them once again.

"Stop apologizing" Kaoru stated raising her eyebrows.

"All this time, You've been right by my side" I started, "I didn't realize it until now, I've thought that I was causing problem for you and everyone around me, I even tried to commit suicide" 

"You tried to do, WHAT?" Miyako and Kaoru asked.

I couldn't looking at them at all after saying that but there wasn't any need to. I could hear their appelled feelings. 

"I'm sorry" I mumbled underneath my breath.

"Sucide?! This isn't something we can take lightheartedly" Miyako stated.

The tears flew down from my cheeks as I thought about it.

"Sometimes I wished I was dead" I sobbed, "Why is it no matter how hard I try I can't find anything good about myself. I-I HATE MYSELF!"

"M-m-Momoko" I heard Kaoru mumble.

"I thought that if I where dead everyone would be happier, My classmate, my teacher, My friends, my dad sure as hell would, If I was dead then nobody else would have to suffer" I yelled the tears would stop.

"That's Not  true" Miyako and Kaoru yelled in sync.

I don't know why but they were crying too.

"If you dead, we would be miserable without you" Kaoru yelled.

"If you were to die. we would cry for days and night, I don't think would would ever be able to forget ourselves for letting you die" Miyako cried out.

"P-please D-don't" Kaoru sobbed loudly.

To tell you the truth it was the first time, I had seen Kaoru cry. She was crying for me, for my sake. She also sang a song for my sake. I wiped my tears and laughed.

"I guess when I heard the same things over and over again I started to believe that it's true, I started to hunk of myself as someone ugly, Stupid and useless" I said to them, "I wonder why is it, I can't see myself the way you guys see me, I can only see my reflection in mirror and pictures"

Kaoru and Miyako sat next to me.

"Life really is cruel, we're stuck in a world where all we want to do is be accepted for who we are" Miyako asked, " But the harder me try, the more of a fool we make out of ourselves"

"We can make everyone in this world like us for us but we do have each other, we'll always be here for each other because we're more than best friends we're soul sisters" Kaoru turned to me with a smiled.

It made me happy that they thought of me that way, I felt an emotion that I had lost return. Somehow the part of me that felt warm and bright. The loneliness I felt for these past two years felt like a dream. I wonder why I thought such foolish things. As I looked at them without a second thought I was able to do it.  I genuinely smiled, it didn't feel force and I can truely say with all my heart that I'm happy. 

"Momoko?! Are you smiling?" Miyako asked.

I nodded, and both Miyako and Kaoru hugged me.

"You know I was kind of jealous of the redheads ruff" Kaoru chuckled, "It's silly but I thought he was way more important to you than us"

"Yeah I felt the same way" Miyako stated, "but since you smiled for us tht means that's not true"

I nodded still smiling. I didn't realize they felt that way but I felt the connection between us became stronger than ever before. It's quite strange I felt like I was on top of the world one day was all it to make me feel like I fell into a cavaness black hole. I had given up on my friends, I had given up on myself and I had given up on god. The feeling of loneliness was suffocating me, slowly draining at my life and will to live. I wonder why it felt like the words I was used to hearing became my truth, I believe them with all my heart and soul. I believed I was ugly. I believed I was dumb. I believed that I was worthless. I believed I was a nuisance. Most of all I believe that there was no reason for my existence, I thought the world would be a better place if I were to die. It's funny how adults tell us, stick and stone may break our bone but words will never hurt me. It's a cruel lie because I could be stabbed with a knife and have that pulled out. However the thing you say to me are even worse, they are like knifes you can't pull out. Once the damage is done there is no going back. Before you know it your friends, your family and everyone around you feels and looks like you're enemies. Everywhere you go you feel like you're being judge without any escape. Thought the thing about giving up, it's not that you know longer care but it's more like the pain you feel slowly turns into hate. You start to think of what they say as the the truth and slowly all you can see in yourself is flaws. Each day you see more and more of your flaws then you start to forget your strength. Once you can see your strengths, you start to hate yourself. Then lastly convince yourself that you should die, that it will be better for now everyone around you. You'll think your doing everyone a favor, and at that point you'll start think of ways to die. One you reach that point, you'll attempt it like I did. I hit that point but on like most people one stopped me. Brick Jojo in truth I didn't think he would care. I didn't think anyone would care. Then Miyako and Kaoru cried for my sake. I wonder why even though in many other people eyes it wouldn't me useful. To know that someone still cares for me and all will is what I need. Something in me changed, it looks like I'm slowly finding my way out the black hole that leads to utter despair. That exit may be hard to find but I know thanks to the three of them, I'll find it.

"You look so cute when you smile I totally forget about that" Miyako squealed a little.

I blushed suprise by her comments.

"I feels your smile a lot too blossy" Kaoru smiled too.

We walked home together that day. I had forgot how much fun it was to talk and to walk home together with friends. The very next day was Halloween and I had gotten a text from Miyako she had made up costumes and we were all going to a Halloween party today together. After school Kaoru and I went over to her house. We all got dressed for the Halloween party.

She took a picture of the 3 of us together. It came out really nicely in my opinion, Kaoru and Miyako seem to like it too. As we walk to the party 3 guys just had to make an extrance 

"Sup ladies" Butch smirked as he walk towards Kaoru and kissed her hands.

In return she punched him. I watch them quietly.

"Hi Miya-Chan, Hi Momoko-Chan" Boomer greeted running around.

Miyako giggled then greeted him back., "Hi Boomie"

Then Brick walked up to me and bowed. I was quite shocked but I guess it goes with the costumes. 

"Hello my lady, how do you do?" He asked trying to be enchanting and seductive.

I covered my mouth and giggled quietly.

"Well it's a pleasure to see you at such a place" I said with sarcasm.

"It's great to see you're in a great mood, Pinky" Brick smiled.

I blushed, I would be lying if I said I didn't like Brick. I like him, but for him to like someone like me seems impossible at least not as I am now. However I'm still blessed with the friendship we share. The 6 Of us walked to the Halloween party together, parents a girl name "Rina" a good friend of Miyako's was hosting the party. As I walked in I saw a variety of people in different costumes. They looked great and the party looked like all of fun but I felt out of place. This gel like somewhere I didn't belong somewhere out of my reach. While Miyako and Kaoru has a great time at the party. I sat down by myself and watched them. I didn't expect much, I mean what could happen to someone like me. A guy walked up to me while I was distracted.

"Oh may I asked why a lovely lady like you are here by your lonesome?" He gave me a very charming smiled as he held him hand out.

I accepted his a offer and let him help me up.

"I'm actually here with some friends" I stated not making eye contact.

He looked around.

"I don't see anyone" He said to me.

"They're busy" 

"Oh so you're alone?" He said pinning me and smirking.

I was scared, why the hell would something like this happen to me? 

"W-what are y-you doing?"

Me~ Cliffhanger!!!! Hehe happy Halloween guys!

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