Jeremy had been texting me more often on Snapchat, I even felt like he was starting to like me. But I didn't set my hope up that high, I didn't want to make a fool out of myself. I heard he hurt girls feelings or that he was "a player". I was no one to judge what he had done or did to other girls ,neither was I anybody to assume he was "a player".

As school ends I'm walking towards the store with my only 2 existing friends, Cassie & Michelle. Their ordering some sandwiches but I didn't feel like eating. I didn't even want to eat. I wanted to look the best I could for Jeremy. The next think you know ,him & his whole big group of friends walk in the store making a lot of noise & saying hi to me. Suddenly Jeremy gives me a kiss on the cheek!!! O my gawd!! I was completely frozen but I immediately told my friends about it. Maybe there was a chance he liked me

After all of us were out the store, Jeremy runs over to me & wraps his arms around me as if I was his girlfriend. I felt special. I feel like my day was going the best so far. But why would he like me ?! I wasn't pretty like the rest of the girls. Maybe he saw within than with outside. After Jeremy had dropped me home I thought about nothing other than his lips touching my skin & his skin touching my skin while I had chills. Like you don't even understand!!! Touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you. I don't know if I make sense but when I touched him it felt like all I ever wanted was him!!

Jeremy was great. He was in fact amazing. He made me feel beautiful & confident. His appearance didn't match with his personality but he was a decent guy in & out. I think he's the only thing I want right now. No one has ever made me feel the way Jeremy had made me feel & having that feeling felt amazing & I don't want it to go away. So I'll do anything to make sure no one takes my happiness. It's crazy how this one boy can make me feel so many emotions in one second. I don't know what he has that makes me feel special but I know he has something that explains my happiness towards him & everything.

For some reason , I even started to get excited to go to school because I knew he would be there to lighten up my day. I think I love you Jeremy. Ahhh I said it, I said it!! O my gawd do I ??!!