I believe some of us have Snapchat right?! Or at least I did, it kept me busy for the day . Until one day I got this weird friend request. I added them back, I added everyone back. I texted the person & said "hay who is this? " He said "I'm Jeremy, Im available on Snapchat 24/7 so you could hit me up anytime." I said "ok". He then texted "why are you so shy and quiet? " I then said "I don't know I'm just like that". You couldn't believe the feeling that was going through my body, I felt amazing. My crush was texting me..AHHHH!!! But I tried to keep it simple with him, I didn't want him to know I have feelings for him because I was afraid it would mess up what we had going on.

The next day

Today my first class wasn't chemistry but it was math...ughh I hated math. Plus I sat next to the girl who made me look like a complete fool out of myself. I didn't like her already, she'd pass notes around the class room & give a chance to everybody to read but me, so I figured the notes were about me but why should I care, she was irrelevant to me , she didn't mean anything to me so anything she said about me wouldn't mean anything either. Finally it was time for my chemistry class where I sat next to the boy of my dreams. With his beautiful dark, brown eyes & nice eyebrows & beautiful light brown skin color , it all just went so good with his "swag". I sat down at my seat & tried to catch Jeremy's attention but he was to distracted with his friends. Finally when the teacher got the class attention , Jeremy had finally turned around & had his attention up front. He looked at me & smiled with a nod. I smiled back with my red cheeks.

5 minutes later..

"Hey sorry for not saying hi the proper way but my mom & dad want me to pay more attention in class so I could bring my grades up" Jeremy said. I said "Oh it's fine, it really wasn't a big deal". He said "ok beautiful "

(Voices in my head)--> "BEAUTIFUL", "BEAUTIFUL", "BEAUTIFUL"

O my gawd!!! He thought I looked lovely today. Just with a single word or touch he made me feel great & amazing. Like really amazing!! For the first time I had felt like I was happy with myself & in general.