Cross pov 

I hate my self. I hate my life and I hate the fact that I am even alive.

Nobody loves me. When I asked who the kids wanted to stay with, they choose him! Him!

Why?

All I wanted was to be loved. That's all. To  have a family, protect them. Have friends. Protect them too. 

Everybody's mad at me. They think I'm wrong. They don't know anything about me.

No body going to control me! I don't care about anyone anymore. 

I care about my self. 

I'm going to leave everyone. They don't care about me so why should I?!

And if anyone tries to stop me... it won't end so well...

So when they come crying back to me... I'll just shoo the, away. Show them why they wouldn't mess with me . Why they shouldn't underestimated me .

Nightmare. Pov

Cross had left really angry. You know what? 

Fuc cross! I don't need Cross! I wish I didn't meet him

He's been a pain in the ass for so long. I am sick of him. I  raised his kids, protected him and what do I get?! Nothing! He turned me into a soft and mushy monster! 

I saw that I was returning to my corrupted form.

Get you self together... nightmare ...