Song: Everything I wanted

I was about to get out of the grip and fall on the floor.

I looked up to see Aizawa shocked. He looked back at me eyes widened. I smiled nervously.

"Hi Dad..."

"Y/n is that really you?"He said walking up to us but I ran to him and wrapped my arms around his neck.

"I missed you so much dad.."I said sobbing.

"Where did you go Y/n?"He said trying to act tough but I could hear he want to cry.

"I can't-"

"Y/n is that you."

I turned around to see Shigaraki.

"Come on Y/n."He said trying not to make eye contact with the boys but only me.

I felt Aizawa get in front of me protectively.

"Y/n how does he know your name," Aizawa asked.

"Y/n.let's.go.now" Shigaraki said with venom in his voice. I could see him showing me his hand.

"You know Y/n I don't really want to make a mess but I will have to if-"I interrupted him when I ran to him nervously.

"I'm sorry boss," I said lowering my head apologizing.

"Boss."I heard Aizawa say surprised.

I saw Shigaraki smiling.

"My apologies heroes that Y/n made so much trouble it won't happen again."He said still smiling.

I can't believe he came outside without his hands all over his face...but damn is smile is ugly.

"Hey Shigaraki...I thought of this before but do you ever think to buy some chapstick?"I whispered loud enough for him to hear.

He glared at me and started walking away.

"Come out Y/n."He said walking in the alleyway.

"Y/n..."

"Y/n please don't go.."

Midoriya and Todoroki begged.

I didn't turn back but walked with him.

Once we got back at the hideout he was lecturing me saying stuff like 'next time be more careful.' or 'you made me wake up and I left with my hands.'

And blah blah blah

When I was about to go to my room. I froze.

Maybe Toga cleans my bed..wait no she never clean.

I entered the room and turned on the light and I saw my bed it was covered with knives. Around my bed were knives and I could see that a knife was on my pillow.

"Oh hell no," I said walking out of the room.

"Boss I'm not sleeping in there" I said.

"Why?"He said raising a brow.

"Toga, "I said annoyed.

"Well I'm going to bed go find somewhere to sleep."He said walking to this room and shutting the door

"Bish."

"I heard that."

I walked away annoyed fell asleep on the bar table.

_flashback_

I was fighting another villain because the league needed him to tell the information they needed.

"Leave me alone!"He shouted.

"Nah I'm good besides this is fun!"I shouted back.

I was about to hit him back but I missed it.

This guy was getting on my nerves so I remembered Toga sneaked a knife in my jacket.

I should just stab him it will be easier-Wait what am I thinking!

"You should stop and give up!"

Stab him no one will know it was you...

"Hello is the princess zoned out!"

I grabbed the knife and ran to him cutting his arm.

"AH YOU BITCH!" he shouted hissing in pain

Why did that feel good...seeing people in pain..No what am I thinking!

I kicked him and he fell on the floor."Info.NOW!"I shouted angrily.

What is wrong with me...

"Fine take it I don't care just don't hurt me.."He begged to hand me a file."And don't expect I will let you leave easily.."

I felt a little shiver on my body but didn't care about it.

"Thanks and you should take care of that before it gets infected," I said walking away but the last thing I heard from him was

"Sweet dreams..."

Later that day I gave the information to Shigaraki and went to have a little power nap but I only was dreaming of my worst fears. Is that he meant for 'sweet dreams'

I talked to Shigaraki about it and he told me that I got hit with his quirk. His quirk is mostly about you getting nightmares until you get rid of your fears.

That was 2 years ago

I still can't get over it. Being used. Being Abandon. Being Betrayed. By Todoroki and Midoriya.

But the question I still asked myself.

Why did I feel so good seeing people in pain.?

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Sorry if it was a short chapter :p