I have informed my pal S aka leos_calypso about this theory I have about my life

It is a patternnnnn

For every good thing that happens, 2 bad things happen. And for every 2 bad things, 1 good thing happens

Last night, I stayed up til 4 but I got to read my favorite gay ass manga thing that's 1 good thing

I woke up and felt like absolute garbage because going to sleep at 4 is not an ideal time to go to rest.

So I spent my school day, dreading that something bad would hAPPEN

THEN NOTHING DOES

BUT I GET FUCKING HOME

AND THERES FUCKING UNERASABLE CRAYOLA ALL OVER MY SHIT AND I KNOW IVE BEEN TRYING NOT TO CURSE BUT I GET MY FIRST FUCKING ACTUAL SKETCHBOOK AND ACTUALLY DRAW SOMET HING FUCKING OKAY THAT I LIKE ANS

i haven't been doing so well lately so i know im probably overreacting but i kind of really want to cry and it's stupid to be sad over something a kid did but i can't really help myself and it makes me feel like a baby

I'll probably draw something later but I'm gonna go find some noodles or cry into my cereal like a weeb