so in the last chapter I mentioned that I want to talk about this post so thats what I'm doing nooowwww

so I relate to this so much for a shit ton of reasons,,,

people that aren't transgender and don't know shit about it think it's always so easy and there is nothing hard about it (but if you have been reading this book then you would know thats not true lol). They think it's all just a easy switch of pronouns and looks but it's not. It's hard, it's depressing and it's made everything I do harder. 

It sucks, and I don't only mean the dysphoria and physical hatred but also the social discrimination and trauma that comes with it. I'm so sad that we live in a world where who we are is an issue and people, so many people, are scared to be them selfs because of the idiocy and arrogance of assholes who don't have to go through the shit that so many others do.

also dating. 

ummm yeahhhhhhh....... WeLp g0oD LuCk gEtTinG a GirLfrIend JoRdAn!!!

and the last bit about having to worry about my physical/mental well being really hurts

I spend all my time either hating everything about me or worrying about mental health because of it...

AND THAT KIDS, IS WHY I HAVE THERAPY!!! (I literally have therapy tho)