WARNING: YOU ARE NOT GOING TO SEE ALL THE CHARECTER IN _legallycrazy_ WORDS (WHO IS A GREAT WRITER) BUT IN ANOTHER PERSON (WHO CALLS HIMSELF A WRITER).

DON'T EXPECT ME TO MEET HER STANDARD. SHE IS A GREAT WRITER.

Hai guys. This book is based on _legallycrazy_ book. HWTS. She wrote a book with great charecter.

They say "A good book needs great charecters and storyline" This book had everything. If you enjoyed this book give the credit to her. She is the reason as she gave me good charecters and storyline.

If you hate this book, I am the reason for it. I wasted a good book.

I am writing a story but it is one sided romance. This book had two sided romance. I don't know how I will handle it. I believe I did a good job.

I was editing the book for nearly two weeks so I gave my best.

The biggest question is "Is my best enough?"

Pls give your opinion. I am still doubtful of my two sided romance.

When I was creating the charecter map, I found that she uses a word. That word comes when she is too emotional. I don't use the word. I wanted to be true to charecters so I used that word. Be aware of it.

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I never thought I will see this Chris. She is happy. I mean she is really happy. She went through a lot of pain. I am happy that she got here now. All because of Brad..

Chris had to live with the fact that everyone she loved will leave her. Her father, mom and nanny. She wanted someone to stay with her. She will accept anyone who comes to her. She is desperate for love that is why she forgave that idiot ju too.

"Dan! I am hungry" Chris is definitely hungry now. We are sitting in my living room.

After Dan went to buy food. I noticed that Chris was thinking about something very serious. I asked her "what is the problem Chris?"

She was silent for a moment then she told me "Nothing" but I am sure something is wrong.

I went to her and sat beside her. I slowly asked her "You can say to me". She turned to face me. I saw fear in her eyes. She told me "I am happy because Brad takes care of me like I am a princess". I am confused so I asked her "what is the problem in that Chris?". She continued after a minute "Everyone who loves me will leave me too" Chris is the only one who will be worried due to her own happiness. I just hugged her.

We heard our housekeeper Izzy calling us. She came with a child. Child was her relative's child. I knew that Chris didn't like children but we couldn't say no to Izzy so we agreed to it.

Izzy asked us "Do you want something?" The child was hugging Izzy's legs. Chris nearly shouted and told Izzy that she didn't want food now. I know Chris is angry when she sees a child. I told Chris "Brad won't leave you Chris. He loves you!". I know that he hasn't said it but I also know that it is a not a problem.

Chris continued after sometime "Am I doing the correct thing? Can I love him?". I was stunned by this question so that I nearly shouted "why not Chris! You are a amazing girl. You deserve to be loved and Brad can't get another girl like you".

Chris was silent for a minute then she continued "You know my life, I am messed up completely. Who will want to live with me? Brad loves the girl who is smart and sassy. That girl is a hottie with dazzling smile and confident personality. What will he do if he finds the real me? Will he leave me? Will he leave when he sees Christine Adams? He has only seen Christine Hawkins"

I couldn't answer any of her questions. I know Brad is a nice guy. I just hugged her tightly. Chris cried in my shoulders. I was trying to comfort her. I felt like someone was watching us. I turned at the entrance to see that small child.

She came near us and asked Chris "why are you crying?". She didn't get an answer. I tried to get her out of this room but she stayed in the same place. She continued "If I am sad or crying, I will call my dad".

I didn't like where this conversation was going but child was not going to stop in the near future.

She continued with a smile which clearly meant that she is imagining a happy memory of her father "He will hug me and say that princess should not cry. You are born to rule my world. I will buy you ice cream. I will go out with him to the park. I will hold his hands, do you know how it feels to hold hands with your father? It is the most amazing feeling. I will forget everything".

I knew at that moment that Chris lost her patience. Chris grabbed the child and shouted.

"You little devil! Do you think all problems can be forgotten by a fucking hug? Daddy Daddy! Stop talking about your fucking feeling for your daddy! You fuc-"

"Stop it!"

I knew whose voice it is. It is Brad's voice. He is standing with Dan. Brad had an angry look on his face and Dan had a shocked look on his face.

Chris came back to her sense and she removed her hands from the child. Child is in silent tears, she is afraid to cry loudly. Chris tried to touch her to console her but she jerked away from Chris.

Brad ordered Dan to take the child away from the room which he did. Chris didn't come near Brad she is ashamed of her actions.After some time Brad shouted.

"What were you doing CHRISTINE ADAMS?"

I couldn't be more shocked. How did he know all this? When did he knew all this?

I saw Chris with the same expression. She also had an expression of fear. She is thinking that after seeing this Brad will leave her.

"Why don't you answer me?" Brad is shouting now.

Chris opened her mouth but no word came. She again opened only air is coming out of her mouth. She answered at last "What name did you call me?"

Brad only realised it after hearing her words. He replied after thinking for a minute "I called you CHRISTINE ADAMS! Your original name"

I can clearly say from her expression that she wanted to deny it but she wanted to face it. She asked Brad "When did you know?Did you know before going to beach house?"

Chris wanted to know that. Actually I wanted to know that too. Brad saw me for a second and replied "I knew it before itself"

Chris is silent for a moment before asking him "Do you want to break up with me?"

Brad is shocked by this question so he asked "Why the hell do you think like this?"

Chris closed her eyes for a moment and continued "You don't understand the danger that comes with me. It is for your safety"

Chris closed her eyes again. She is clearly fighting back the tears. I know how much she likes Brad. He doesn't know what happened to people who were with Chris. He walked towards her and hugged her. She didn't hug him back.

"I know what happened to you when you were eight years old. I know what your Dad's enemies are capable of"

She hugged him now and cried. He consoled her. For some reasons he is watching me too.

She stopped crying and told him that "Then you know why you have to leave me". She moved away from me.

Brad cupped her cheeks and asked her "Can you pls say why?".

"Because they will kill you!"

"Just like john, am I correct?"

Chris released herself from his grip. She watched him, I couldn't say what she is thinking now.

Chris didn't know how to say but she wanted to end her relationship with Brad.

Chris started speaking with hurt in her eyes "They won't leave you Brad. They will kill you if you are with me"

Brad watched her for minutes. He asked after few minutes "Are they capable of killing me?" Chris nodded. Brad continued "You want me to end our relationship to save me. Does this mean you care about me?"

Chris nodded. Brad asked "You are the good girl and I am the bad guy" He is angry now.

"Why do you say that?" Chris was stunned by that answer.

"You are the good girl who cares about me and wants to protect me. I am the bad boy who doesn't care about you and will let you die. This is the meaning of your words. Do you mean this?" he again watched me. I didn't know why he was watching me.

Why are you watching me?

There is a silence in the room. I asked Brad "Why are you watching me?". I wanted to break the silence. He replied "I didn't want to be the one to say about her past to you". Chris is uncomfortable now. I replied slowly "I know about this already". Brad is hurt by these words, It could been seen in his eyes.

He gave a fake smile but still his eyes showed how much he was hurt and continued "I forgot that you are her best friend. Who am I?"

Chris ran to him and hugged him. She kissed him all over his face. She touched his forehead with her forehead. Their nose were touching each other. She said to him "I was scared". Brad comforted her.

She replied "I was scared. They are capable of killing. I thought you will leave me. I thought you won't like CHRISTINE ADAMS"

Brad kissed her cheeks then her forehead and asked her "why Chris?"

Chris closed her eyes and said "You never saw her. You only saw CHRISTINE HAWKINS"

Brad kissed her forehead and traced his fingers on her face. He replied "I never saw Christine Hawkins. I only saw Christine Adams. I always saw the pain in your eyes. Your eyes seemed dead. When I see hurt in your eyes, I can feel my heart getting broken into pieces"

This guy doesn't stop kissing her. These kisses are not to her body. It is to her soul. It needs this affection. It needs this care.

They are not hard, they are gentle. I have never had these kind of kisses in my life.

Love for soul is needed for these kisses. I always experienced love for my body.

I will give anything for this love.

It is not in my hands. I need a boy to love my soul.

He passed his kiss and said straight to her eyes "It hurts more to see your loved ones enduring pain than enduring it yourself. I was in this position. Every cell in my body were begging you silently to see you happy so that they can exist peacefully"

These are not mere words. These are his feelings. It can be seen in his eyes itself.

I really need a man to love me like this.

He was saying all those in between kisses. He was trailing kisses in her face. It was gentle and love was in all those kisses. I was definitely happy at that moment. I should have felt embarrassed on seeing these kisses between them but I was happy that Chris got Brad.

I need a boy like him who will always stay with me. He should stay with me even if the whole American army is standing against me.

Just like Brad.

He continued "I had to really observe you. I saw a girl who was hurted, full of pain,guilt and with inner conflict. I wanted to erase all your problems with kisses, which I am doing now"

Chris smiled at the last words. I have never seen Chris smile while talking about her past. I think only Brad can do that. He is the only one who could see the pain in her eyes.

Chris was enjoying the feeling of his lips on her face. Her face changed suddenly which Brad noticed and stopped kissing her. She asked Brad "Will you be with me?". Brad is silent for a second. He went two steps back. I saw hurt in Chris's eyes.

If Brad said anything negative I would slap him for it.

Brad stopped and immediately said " I will be pleased to exchange John's place". Chris ran to him and tackled him in a hug. She kissed him in every place she could reach in his body.

I will too if I have a boy like him. I will spend my life kissing him. I will give anything to spend my life experiencing his lips on my body and mine on his body.

Chris was saying that she won't let anything happen to him. She asked him "why brad?" I could not believe that she was still doubtful.

Brad said with a smile "I love you Chris. I will always try to make my wife happy. I will always be there"

Did he say that he will marry her?

Will anyone ask me this? Will my life end like this? Will it change? Will anyone come in my life?

You should be blessed to get a boy like him? Am I?

Chris couldn't believe it. Brad continued "I meant every word I said". Chris hugged him and cried. That was too much happiness for her. She asked with a smile "you should ask the girl's permission! What will you do if she says no?"

Chris replied with a mischievous smile "I will kidnap her and marry her. Can she say no to my face?"

Chris thought for a moment and hugged him. She replied "No she can't. You are her happiness and she can't live without you. She wants to wake up with your warm hands around her. Fuck! she can't even breathe without you"

She closed her mouth suddenly. She asked "You have to erase what I said from your brain Brady". He shook her head and said "I am living only because of these words"

Chris and Brad stayed like that for sometime. Dan came back and was standing beside me. He was watching them with exact expression like mine. We are happy to see her like this.

Chris asked Brad "How did you know all these details?". Brad replied "I have my ways". She playfully slapped his arms and said "This is the same answer you gave me when I asked you how you got my phone number. Say how you got it?"

Brad replied with a serious tone "Love a girl like I did. When you see hurt in her eyes and you can't do anything about it. You will feel like you lost everything. You will even die to see them happy. I felt all these. I found ways as I was desperate"

Chris hugged him and kissed him. The kiss was deep. They finished their kiss and they both said at the same time "I love you".

Dan took my hand in his hand simultaneously. He interlinked our fingers. I placed my head in his shoulders. He kissed the top of my head.

This kiss is gentle too.

Day couldn't be greater than this.

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I can't forget that day. They say everyone has a lucky day. I never believed it. They say every good thing happens in that day.

Now I believe it. Every good thing happened that day for us.

I finished writing my diary. I read it again. In Spite of how many times I read these words I always ended up smiling. It is the most happiest day in my life. Chris is now happy and she doesn't have to worry about anything. She has Brad with her.

Dan is with me now. He kissed me that day but I didn't write it in my diary. The kiss was gentle. We both were thinking the same thing at that time.

We both wanted it. We wanted to experience the same feeling. We started dating from that day.

I can't believe that writing diary is useful. It reminds me of all the happy memories. We have come a long way from that particular day but I can remember it even now.

Chris asked me to write this. She saw me crying once. She said that it feels better when you write it. It transmits the pain to the diary. It really takes of my pain

I continued writing everything I experienced. These are My Words and Our Story

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If you liked this then congratulate _legallycrazy_. Read all her books.

If you don't like it, blame me. Give me suggestions how I can improve it.

Actually charecter's feeling in my original book are still one sided so this is my first attempt saying feelings of double sided. How was it?

My first book is like a road map of my life. It is straight from my world. This is my first book (As I don't have any relation with the charecters) Was it nice?

Thanks a lot _legallycrazy_ for giving this. I liked it.

I believe I didn't say any wrong facts.

I loved writing and reading it. I think you liked it too.

I tried my best. This is my longest chapter.

Sorry to all readers of HWTS as I spoiled a book. I am selfish so I enjoyed it :)

For new readers go and read the original book

It is better than this.

Don't forget to check _legallycrazy_ other books too

Take care guys be safe and stay blessed

-Yagappar