*ring ring*

"Hello?" I answer the phone.

"Hey (Y/N), I was wondering if you wanted to hang out today. A group of us are going to a park for a picnic and well we can't leave you out" (B/F/N) says.

"Uh, yeah sure, why not, haven't been out in a while" I say excited.

"Cool, I'll come pick you up in an hour, feel free to bring some food" they say.

"Ok, see you soon" I say and hang up the phone.

'Hmm, do I have anything to bring?' I think.

I look around my pantry and find a box of cookie mix.

'20 minutes, that'll work'

I quickly prepare the cookies and put them in the oven. I set the timer and start to get ready.

'Sure we're going to the park but these people are known for acting on a whim, we might end up at a bar better dress for any situation.' I think while picking up a pair of tight but stretchy jeans and a nice graphic tee. I brush my hair and put it in a ponytail.

*beep beep beep beep*

I take the cookies out of the oven and check the time. 35 minutes till (B/F/N) gets here. I look around for a container and a bag to carry them in. I put them on the counter and check the cookies.

'Still too warm'

I go around checking everything is locked up and that my pets have food and water. I pat my cat.

"I'm going out, you better be good"

I get a drink of water and start packing up the cookies.

*knock knock knock* I hear as I put the last cookie in the container.

I put it in my bag, grav my keys and my mask.

"Hey, (B/F/N)......, oh, uh hi (C/N)" I say shocked.

"What, not happy to see me?" He says.

I laugh. "No, I just wasn't expecting you at my door."

"Come on let's not keep (B/F/N) waiting. Let's sit in the back" he says grabbing my arm and opening the back door of me.

I nod and climb into the middle seat, he slides in next to me. (B/F/N) starts the car and drives out of my driveway.

"Sorry (Y/N) but I'm in charge of the music today so I got passenger seat" says our friend Molly.

"It's OK, as long as it's good music" I say laughing.

Everyone laughs and Sarah, whose sitting on the other side of me turns it me.

"So how have you been? We haven't seen you in ages" She says.

"Oh you know, living that at home life. I think I'm slowly learning to speak cat" I joke causing everyone to laugh again.

We sing along to the Hamilton sound track. (C/N) sighs and leans back in his chair. His leg touches mine and I blush but keep singing.

We pull up to the park and hop out of the car. We all grab our bags and start walking to the middle of the park.

(B/F/N), Molly and Sarah walk at the front talking about something to do with their studies as I just look around the park. (C/N) joins in to their conversation making wild hand motions even though they can't see him.

"I just don't understand why they would change it in the middle of the semester" (C/N) say as his hand flew at my face.

I grab his wrist and stop him from hitting me. We both stop walking. As I let go of his wrist he moves his hand and slides his fingers through mine. We both look at our connected hands and then he let's go. We both turn away and start walking again with blushes on our faces.

"You too good back there? You stopped talking. " Molly asks.

We turn to look at each other. "Yep, we're fine." (C/N) says as I nod in agreement.

She looks at us in question for a few seconds then turns back around and continues the conversation.

We walk in silence till I feel a hand slip into mine. I look at my hand and then turn to look at (C/N) who is smiling with false confidence. I smile at him then face the front. We continued to walk hand in hand.

"Ah here we are" (B/F/N) say.

(C/N) let's go of my hand as they turn to us, and helps them put down the picnic rug.

"Everyone show what you have brought" Sarah says pulling out a mixed bag of chip packets.

We all take out our foods.

"Oh my god, (Y/N) you brought cookies" (B/F/N) say excitedly.

I laugh. "Yep, freshly baked this morning" I say putting them down.

"They look amazing, can't wait to have some" (C/N) says, smiling at me and I blush smiling as well.

The others turn to each other then us and smirk. I laugh and we get the picnic started.

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Ok, so a few questions, is it considered fanfiction if it's about a real person who isn't famous? Is it weird or creepy to write about someone you personally know? Why did I feel the urge to write this?

*sigh* yes, I wrote this about someone I have like the smallest crush on. Yes I'm 21 and still get crushes. If you read my Atticus Mitchell oneshots book then you already know my predicament about this person.

I thought maybe if I see this person in real life again and hangout with them, then maybe I would come to the conclusion that I don't have a crush on them but I found out we have a lot in common. And they were looking at me a lot, like even when I wasn't speaking, so does that mean they like me?!?!?!?!

Because like I would date them but it's not like I have a need to date them. I'm honestly fine with being their friend, like I only 20% like them as more then a friend. Did that make sense? I'm so confused now about my feelings.

I think my subconscious likes them but I'm rejecting the idea of dating them because of other outside factors that I'm not gonna disclose here. Like if those two things didn't happen, or at least the main one of those things, since I won't have known the second one if the first one didn't happen, then maybe I would.

But seeing them made me feel soft towards them, like not a strong crush just like a dreamy, it's not gonna hurt as much if it doesn't happen, kind of feelings. Thinking of them smiling makes me smile.

Ok, no more mushy stuff. I'm gonna finish this and go to bed.

I love you all

Bye
Drew X