It was finally night, the time for the party.

Jungkook was so excited for this day because he was going to propose to taehyung, the person he fell in love with.

He never knew what love was, he would always think it's some shitty stuff that would end up breaking his heart and stealing his freedom away but now as he got to know taehyung he feels that rather than being free he wants to be caged in taehyung's love because that's what's freedom to him.

He smiled at himself as he looked into the mirror, watching himself beautifully dressed for the party and also to propose taehyung.

His smile was never leaving from his lips as he thought how the party will go.

He's so nervous that he's biting his nails.

He heard his phone buzz so he opened it and saw that it was a message from Lisa

Hey kook, can you pick me up from my home?

Oh sure, but weren't you coming with your boyfriend?

Actually yeah but he had to go for his work on the last minute and I'm here sitting here all readied up.

Haha sure

I'll pick you up in ten.

Bye

Thanks

Jungkook sat inside his car, driving towards Lisa's house, smiling that he's so close to finally expressing his love to taehyung.

He reached to Lisa's house and picked her up

"So you're going to propose taehyung today?" Lisa smiled

"Yeah" jungkook smiled

"I wish you luck and hope he really says yes" Lisa said and patted jungkook's shoulder

"I do too"

Finally they were at taehyung's home which was beautifully decorated and loud music muffling in the house.

His heart is throbbing, palms sweaty and nervousness seeping in every vein

He took deep breaths before stepping inside, Lisa beside him.

As soon as they entered, loud cheerings could be heard for jungkook as this was taehyung's surprise.

He blushed and scratched the back of his neck shyly

"Hey isn't this Lisa?! Omg! Are they dating?!" One guy gasped

Lisa laughed

"No no! We just came together as he lives near me." She chuckled and jungkook blushed

"But you two would look cute together" he said and everyone hooted while Lisa and jungkook laughed it off.

Jungkook was already on his hunt to look for taehyung, leaving Lisa with her aquaintainces.

He saw that people were dancing on the dance floor so he pushed them away, trying to look for taehyung.

And when he found taehyung his breath hitched and heart shattered.

As taehyung was making out with some random guy.

Anger could be seen in jungkook's eyes as he stomped towards them and ripped them apart and punched the man instantly

"What the fuck jungkook?!" Taehyung yelled

"That asshole was kissing you! What was I supposed to do?!" Jungkook yelled and everyone was looking at them

"He wasn't kissing me! I was kissing him! And why do you have a problem when you've got a slut of your own?!" Taehyung yelled

"And you shouldn't even care! Not that you love me, right?!" Taehyung yelled before stomping away from there leaving a frozen jungkook there.

Jungkook's breath was suffocating him, chest tightening. He's so pathetic for everything, pathetic for thinking that taehyung loves him, pathetic for stopping taehyung from kissing another guy when it was taehyung's choice to kiss him, pathetic for loving taehyung when he knows he shouldn't have, pathetic for planning to propose him.

Tears invaded his eyes, everything was silent, people looking at him, some whispering but all he cared for now was going somewhere quiet and hide himself from the outer world.

He sniffled his tears back and gathered the pieces of his broken heart and left from there

What was his mistake?

Why did he deserve this?

Because he had done this to some girls too?

Is this why he's been getting hurt all these times?

He sulkily walked out of the house.

He wonders what will happen when the rose petals will fall from the roof, the party poppers would burst, when the cake's candle would go off but no one would be standing there acting surprised, cupping his mouth and crying happy tears because taehyung never wanted this

"Did I really even know what you wanted?"

"Did I really know you?" The hot tears were trickling down his cheeks, oh how much he hated himself for crying but that's the only thing he can do when he has nothing left to do.

His legs turned weak as he fell on the soil, his tears wetting the soil, his clothes getting dirty but that was the least he cared for.

He can't keep getting hurt like this.

He wants this pain to be over soon

And the cause of it is taehyung

So he'll maybe just let him go.