Taehyung sat on the leather couch which was in jungkook's garage. He has never seen jungkook's house as he always called jungkook at his house but now that he is here he does feel that this house is of jungkook's emo ass.

He saw that he was surrounded by 7 people excluding him.

A tall, dimpled man with silver hair, his own brother sticking to the tall guy and acting all baby-ish with him, another guy with silver hair, he was hot and taehyung would have fucked with him if he wasn't in a relationship with a shorties sticking to him and peppering him with faces. Oh how he wishes he had dragged yoongi and hoseok with him so he didn't feel left out amongst them.

Then he saw jungkook, not in his oh so usual attire but in a nice leather jacket, red and white striped shirt and leather jeans, black hair parted sideways and looking so hot that taehyung wanted to kiss him then and there

But his eyes squinted as he saw a girl talking to jungkook, blonde hair, makeup over her face and wearing nice and tight clothes.

He knew that she was Lisa, jungkook always talked about how Lisa was one of her favorite artists.

Once jungkook spotted taehyung, his heart fluttered and he bit his smile back that atleast taehyung came. He ignored lisa and waved at taehyung who waved back at him.

Jungkook gave him a shy smile and excused away from Lisa and reached upto taehyung.

"Hey, thanks for coming" he smiled

"I came here for my brother" taehyung said bluntly and jungkook smiled through his sadness

"Haha I know, be patient, your brother will start his practice soon" he said and left taehyung to sit on the couch

After a few glaring at Lisa and jungkook, they had finally done the set up for the recording and were about to start any minute while taehyung looked at them.

Only jungkook knows why he chose the song they're going to sing, only he knows what feelings hide behind the lyrics.

Namjoon ticked his drumsticks together

"In 3,2,1" they all started to play their instruments while jungkook and Lisa held their mics.

(Italics are Lisa, normal are jungkook, bold italics are both)

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There's a lot of things that I may not know

But missing you baby is the only thing

I know

I know

And who am I to say what the future holds

But missing you baby is the only thing

I know

I know

If my heart was paper, I'd fold it

Throw it to the wind and just hope it

Ends up with you

I signed it with love from me to you

I tried to be cool

But my feelings they don't allow me to

And all that I ask

Is that at least you write me back

I'm waiting

Here's my paper heart

Won't you hold it, hold it

Said you needed space

So I gave you time

A year has gone by

And I'm thinking you're still mine

In my mind

And I've written you this letter

Like a hundred times

To start a conversation

That we should have had that night

I try

If my heart was paper, I'd fold it

Throw it to the wind and just hope it

Ends up with you

I signed it with love from me to you

I tried to be cool

But my feelings they don't allow me to

And all that I ask

Is that at least you write me back

I'm waiting

Here's my paper heart

Won't you hold it, hold it

Flying through fields over sand

Hoping one day it will land

And end up with you

I signed it with love from me to you

I tried to be cool

But my feelings they don't allow me to

And all that I ask

Is that at least you write me back

I'm waiting

Here's my paper heart

And I just hope it

Ends up with you

I signed it with love from me to you

I tried to be cool

But my feelings they don't allow me to

And all that I ask

Is that at least you write me back

I'm waiting

Here's my paper heart

Won't you hold it, hold it

Hold it, hold it

There's a lot of things that I may not know

But missing you, baby, is the only thing

I know

I know

Jungkook opened his eyes and looked at taehyung who was looking at him with amazement.

His eyes flooded with tears.

"Excuse me guys, I need to take a puff" he rushed with his words before leaving the garage.

Taehyung was stunned, why did he feel that those feelings in jungkook's voice and the lyrics held a deep meaning?

Why did he feel that it was something that jungkook wanted to convey to him?

He remembered that jungkook went out to smoke and he stood up so he could stop Jungkook before he could do.

But all he didn't know was someone was already running out for jungkook to stop him.

Jungkook rushed out, the lump in his throat paining him, eyes so close to spilling out tears. He took deep breaths to calm down himself

He, with shaky hands, took out his cigarette and was about to light it when he was stopped

He thought that it was taehyung but when he looked at who it was, he was startled as he saw it was Lisa, not taehyung.

"Smoking is bad for you, kookie" she said, worry laced in her eyes.

A pain stabbed through jungkook's heart and he sighed before throwing the cig away.

Why didn't Lisa's words affect him like how taehyung's words would have affected him?

Maybe because he foolishly in love with him when he knew he shouldn't.

Even though he doesn't even know why taehyung is so against falling in love.

He knows taehyung won't tell him.

Because he knows that taehyung doesn't trust him.

Lisa kept her hand over jungkook's shoulder, giving him sympathy while jungkook let her comfort him cause he really needed it

Even if it wasn't by the one who he wanted from.

But then there stood taehyung, glaring at the two with furrowed eyebrows and angry eyes.

Feeling jealous